I AM A VISITOR ON EARTH

 I AM A VISITOR ON EARTH

I am a visitor.  I am visiting earth.  The vehicle I am using came out of the earth, but I didn’t.  I am a portion of the universal mind in a body.  When this body goes back into the earth, I’ll no longer be bound within it.  

The sum of many little things are part of, and make up, one thing, therefore “I” (one little thing) make up and am part of one bigger thing–life itself.

At a funeral we say goodbye to the vehicle.  Perhaps we are also saying goodbye to a portion of the universal mind.  However, we make a big deal out of saying goodbye to the vehicle.

(Why the vehicle, which came out of the earth, makes such a mess on the earth is rather strange since the vehicle is part of the earth.  Why do we do that?  Why do we not honor the earth more?).  

I am practicing leaving my temporary vehicle.  It’s like walking out of my house and going back in.  I walk out of the door and back in through the door, over and over again.  I make sure not to shut and lock the door.  If I do that I won’t be able to get back in, so I keep it open.  I can’t do it for long but it works for short time.

When I am out, I am no longer bound by the limitations of my temporary house, or vehicle.  I can do whatever I imagine or think.  I am liberated from the constraints of the house.

When I am in my house/vehicle, I now watch it like I am outside it.  It’s a strange way of watching it.  I watch it typing, drinking coffee, smoking, sitting in the sunshine watching traffic.  I can watch it from behind it, to left, right, or look at it square in the face, and yet I am in it.  I can even move across the room and sit in a different chair than it is sitting in and watch it.  I can even fly away from it and still observe it sitting there.  Very strange.

As I watch it I almost consider it a stranger even though it has been my house for seventy-six years.  I know it pretty good having lived in it.  And yet, this house is an individual.  It has a mind and a life of its own.  It does what it does for its joy, pleasure, and entertainment, plus it does what it needs to do to survive.

I’ve even watched my vehicles funeral.  I walked out my vehicle for the last time.  I see no details of its demise, but I am aware of family and friends thinking about me.

I look at them.  I appreciate them for being part of my vehicle’s life, but I am not attached to their vehicles.  After all, they too are just in temporary vehicles.  Without their vehicles, they and I are one life, or rather, life itself.

When I am out of my vehicle’s form, I can enter any form I choose, even a toaster, or I can just morph into the form of a toaster, a chair, or a cold or hot breeze, or a cat, dog, or mouse.  Being a flower is delightful, even morphing into a smoking cigarette, or the smoke is delightful.  It’s all child’s play.  Though I am aware of the law of diminishing returns.  After awhile the excitement subsides and I choose to be other forms and do other things, until their newness wears off.

SO WHAT'S THE POINT

I wake up in the morning back in my body (this vehicle I use to experience DEATH WORLD EARTH, THE WILDEST THEME PARK WEST OF THE PECOS) singing, “I’m back in the saddle again...riding the range once more...packing my 44...I’m back in the saddle again.”

I like DEATH WORLD.  It’s a hoot visiting here.  Sixteen hours out of twenty-four I get to enjoy it.  The other eight hours this human-body-vehicle I’m riding has to sleep, has to recuperate so it doesn’t get saddle sores.   As soon as this body falls asleep, I exit stage left and go home to my other temporary life in the astral world.

Why do I leave the astral world to play in the much denser world of DEATH?  Because there’s death there, unlike in the astral world.  

The astral world is like drinking decaff coffee.   Not very stimulating.  DEATH WORLD is real coffee.   Energizing like hell (I’ll tell you about that world later)  The astral world is like  day dreaming.  DEATH WORLD is like a nightmare.  Delightfully terrifying.

In the astral world you don’t feel things intensely. It’s the difference between getting hit with a nerf hammer or a steel hammer.  It’s the difference between a stunt man falling and knowing he is going to land on a fluffy mattress and still be alive, and a human falling and not sure what he is going smash into or if he will become part of the landscape.  Thrilling, right?

Earth life is exciting.  And it comes with a bonus.  At first you don’t know why you’re there, don’t know where where is, and you don’t know your away from home.  You don’t even know you’re in a them park.

There are worlds more terrifying and exciting than earth worlds.  I went on vacation on a atypical world.  Here’s what it was like.  Try to imagine it:

You’re in a world where gravity shifts willy nilly, never knowing whether your next step will propel you into space or drag you into a hole; don’t know whether your boat will float or sink because water can suddenly turn to vapor; you don’t know whether you will wake up in the morning being the same person you were when you fell asleep.  Sometimes you wake up not even being a person.  IT WAS A SUPER COOL WORLD.

SO WHAT’S THE POINT?  I am here in this dense physical world, enjoying this theme park, and when this vehicle gets too old and it’s too painful to enjoy doing things, I’ll go back to my temporary astral home and figure out what my next adventure is going to be.  But right now I’m enjoying this old body, this old age experience.  Hell, I might never be this old again.

ANSWERING QUESTIONS ABOUT LIFE

Depending on what plane of thought you look at life, determines your answers to questions about life (however, in the stillness of silence, in the empty space of no thing, you are home, a place that never was a thing).

At the highest plane of thoughts about life, your answers are few and simple: Life is perfect.  You know that life has no problems with it doing life its way.  You view life (people, places, things and whatever they do or whatever happens) as perfect.  You see “God” having a really good time being you, being every one, and every thing else.  You see “God” in each disguise it wears, in each mask, in each temporary energy-form, whether human, animal, vegetable, earth, water, air, and sun.  At the highest level you judge nothing, but rather are in awe, reverence, veneration and appreciation for all creation, for all that is life.


At lower plane of thoughts about life, your answers to questions about life depend on your physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desires, identification, attachments, entanglements, with people, places, things.  You view life through your genetic inheritance (body, mind, emotions) and the training, programming, indoctrination, brainwashing an propaganda you have been subject to since birth.  At the lowest plane you live life in your mind, especially your personal mind, your ego.

I STOLE A HUMAN BODY

I stole a human body thinking it would be a joyride, but quickly discovered it was a hell ride.  It was a baby human body and I couldn’t even steer it, and it had no brakes, but it had a hell of a loud horn when it got hungry, shit and peed itself, heard loud noises, got tired, cranky or otherwise upset, especially when its parents couldn’t find its pacifier.  The only rest I got was when it was asleep.

This human body was designed by the Genetic Corporation and came with weird features.  But if that wasn’t crazy enough, it got trained, programmed, indoctrinated, brainwashed and propagandized by the Idiot’s R Us Corporation.  By the time it was a teenager it was total mess (“What the hell did I get myself into?”).

Aside from weird physical features, this human body came with three mental features.  A memory bank, an information processor (both useful) and a lunatic feature.  When this body’s mind is in lunatic mode even the devil runs like hell.

It took a long time, all its teen years plus a few legal drinking years to train it a little bit (sometimes I wonder who is training who) but I’ve gotten used to this body, this wackadoodle vehicle with its, “What the hell are you plotting now,” mind and emotions.  But even now at the age of seventy-six, I have to watch its mind like a hawk, or it wanders off, or it plays a song on eternal repeat, or wants to know why the hell it ever got born. I keep telling it the truth, but its not much of a believer.  It wants to experience the truth for itself.  I think its driving me nuts.  But it’s sure been one hell of a ride so far, and I suspect the next few years are going to be dynamite, one mind blowing experience after another until I walk out of this body the same way I came in, excited just to be alive.

At this point you might ask, “Who am I that stole this vehicle?”  You could say that I am the ghost in this machine.  Some call me spirit or soul.  I prefer cosmic dude.  My name is Nemesis (and I didn’t really steal this body.  I was assigned to it by the people upstairs.  I figure they know what they’re doing.  If not, it’s still a hell of a joy ride).

MINI-ME and LIFE

 The happenings in a human are a microcosm of what happens on Earth, and Earth is a larger microcosm of happenings in the macro cosmic universe.

Life is a willy-nilly chaotic series of random happening moving in space like a perfectly tuned atomic clock.

Micro germs to macro galaxies appear and disappear like cosmic actors going for coffee.

Life on Earth is ancient tribes, New York Sky Lines, hilly billy life and mechanized farms rolled into a popcorn ball eaten by time.

And here I sit on a log in a forest contemplating it all and have to pee.  I get up and return part of myself to where I came from wondering, “What’s the point?”  

Life is a coiled spring pulled and pushed popping up like a jack-in-the-box and forced back down by a gleeful two-year old learning cause and effect, but when death knocks, won’t know why he was born.

“I am the universe and I do what I do for my joy and pleasure and entertainment,” said a voice in my head, “and I excuse not myself, and glory in the doing.”

“So there you have it,” said I to myself.  “I am one micro life happening within the one macro life, which means life and mini-me are one life peeing on each other for the fun of it.

I AM A HUMAN SHAPED AVATAR FOR A PORTION OF GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS, OR AWARENESS--WE TALK

 I AM WRITING THIS KNOWING I AM A TEMPORARY HUMAN-BODY, WITH A MIND, AND EMOTIONS.  

I WAS BORN OF EARTH AND WILL DIE AND RETURN TO EARTH.  

I AM NOT THE PORTION OF GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS THAT USUALLY IS WRITING.  

I KNOW A PORTION OF GOD-CONSCIOUS RESIDES IN, THROUGH, AND ROUNDABOUT ME. THAT GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS, OR AWARENESS IS RIDING ME LIKE A MOTORCYCLE.  THE AWARENESS IS USING MY BODY, MIND, AND EMOTIONS.  THE AWARENESS OR GOD CONSCIOUSNESS IS NOT ME, IS NOT MY BODY, MIND, AND EMOTIONS.

I AM A TEMPORARY CLOAK, VEHICLE, MASK, A DISGUISE FOR GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS.  
I HAVE A LIFE “SEPARATE” FROM GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS, EVEN THOUGH I AM MADE OF A PORTION OF ALL ENERGY IN THE UNIVERSE.

I AM MADE OF ENERGY.  I AM AN ENERGY-FORM.

I AM A HUMAN SHAPED AVATAR FOR A PORTION OF GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS, OR AWARENESS.

I ARRIVED OUT OF THE EARTH, WAS BORN TO HUMAN PARENTS, AND I INHERITED PORTIONS OF THEIR GENETIC CODE, WHICH DETERMINED MY PHYSICAL, MENTAL, EMOTIONAL ATTRIBUTES.  I ARRIVED PROGRAMMED.

AFTER MY BIRTH I WAS  TRAINED, PROGRAMMED, CONDITIONED, BRAINWASHED AND PROPAGANDIZED.

THE AWARENESS RESIDING IN ME, AND I (THE BODY IT IS RIDING IN) TALK.  WE HAVE CONVERSATIONS.  WHAT FOLLOWS IS ONE OF THOSE CONVERSATIONS.

ONE CONSCIOUSNESS, MANY PERMUTATIONS

1.  THERE IS ONE ENERGY, MANY PERMUTATIONS.
2.  THERE IS ENERGY THAT IS NOT IN FORM, AND THERE IS ENERGY IN FORM.
3.  ENERGY IS IN, THROUGH AND ROUNDABOUT ALL THINGS.
4.  ENERGY IS OMNIPRESENT, OMNISCIENT, OMNIPOTENT.
5.  ENERGY ORGANIZED INTO FORMS (PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS)
6.  FORMS ARE AVATARS FOR THE ONE-ENERGY AND ITS PERMUTATIONS.   
7.  AVATARS ARE MASKS AND DISGUISES GOD WEARS.

I CALL ALL THE ENERGY IN THE UNIVERSE, GOD, OR GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS.

1.  SINCE GOD IS ENERGY, AND ITS PERMUTATIONS,
2.  SINCE GOD IS EVERY FORM,
3.  SINCE GOD IS IN, THROUGH AND ROUNDABOUT ALL THINGS,
4.  SINCE GOD IS OMNIPRESENT, OMNISCIENT, OMNIPOTENT,
5.  SINCE GOD IS EVERY FORM, EVERY PERSON, PLACE, AND THING,
6.  SINCE GOD IS EVERY AVATAR,
7.  SINCE GOD IS EVERY MASK AND DISGUISE, GOD FEELS, IS AWARE AND CONSCIOUS OF WHAT EACH AVATAR EXPERIENCES.
8.  GOD, THROUGH ITS FORMS, FEELS EMPATHY, AND IS AWARE OF ITS AVATARS.

ONE CONSCIOUSNESS, MANY PERMUTATIONS.  WHEN A PERMUTATION (A PORTION OF THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS–YOU) CEASE TO FOCUS ON YOURSELF, YOU CAN BE CONSCIOUS OF ALL CREATION, OR CONSCIOUS OF ANY PERMUTATIONS (WHEN FOCUSING).

WHAT IS AN AVATAR?  AN AVATAR IS THE SUIT, CLOAK, VEHICLE USED BY A PORTION OF GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS OR AWARENESS.

AN AVATAR HAS A SELF-AWARE MIND.  IT KNOWS WHAT IT IS THINKING, AND IT THINKS OF ITSELF AS A INDIVIDUAL PERSONAL PERSONA.

IF A CHILD ASKS, “WHAT AM I?”   THE CORRECT ANSWER IS, "YOU ARE A PORTION OF GOD, A PORTION OF GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS OR AWARENESS IN A BODY THAT IS AN AVATAR FOR THAT PORTION OF GOD-CONSCIOUSNESS, AND YOUR BODY HAS A SELF-AWARE MIND.  YOUR BODY HAS NEEDS, WANTS, AND DESIRES, AS DOES YOUR BODY’S MIND.  YOUR BODY’S MIND GETS PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED, ENTANGLED AND IDENTIFIED WITH ITS NEEDS, WANTS, DESIRES, PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS.”

Energy (God) IS ALL ITS expressions

 Energy (God) is experiencing ALL ITS expressions

God is you; God is me; God is the cat, dog, rattlesnake, earth, water, wind, fire, all storms and all calm summer nights.  God is literally being and experiencing everything.

God is experiencing all joy and sorrow, pain and pleasure, acceptance and rejection, exclusiveness, inclusiveness, all creation and destruction, and all things human judge good and bad; good and evil; virtuous and vile; and all human likes and dislikes.

God is experiencing all human mental, physical, emotional needs, wants, desires, all identities, entanglements and attachments to people, places, things.

God is experiencing all things, OR,  God is not in, through, and roundabout all things, and is not omnipresent, omniscient, omnipotent.

WITH THAT SAID (meaning God does know or doesn’t know what humans go through) US AVATARS have empathy for the suffering of OTHER AVATARS (except for insane avatars who only love themselves and get to experience their self-created blow back–action, reaction, cause, effect: consequences.

KARMA AND THE COSMIC PENDULUM OF LIFE, and human karma

 KARMA AND THE COSMIC PENDULUM OF LIFE

The pendulum of life swings from nothing to something and back to nothing.  From dead to live and back to death; from sleep to awake and back to sleep; from night to day and back to night.

When there is nothing, there is no cause, effect, action, reaction.
When there is something, there IS cause, effect, action, reaction.
When nothing is happening, there is no cause, effect, action, reaction.
When nothing is going on, there is no cause, no effect, no action, no reaction.

The word karma means cause, effect, action, reaction.  The word karma means there is something, there is happenings, there is going ons.  

Buddhist philosophy looks at human life as cycles of births and deaths (reincarnation) and want to stop experiencing the cycles of cause, effect, action, reaction, happenings, going ons.  They want to exit being something and go back to being nothing; stop going from dead to alive and back to death; stop from sleep to awake and back to sleep; stop from night to day and back to night.  Buddhists want to get off the pendulum of life and no longer swing from nothing to something.  They want permanent nothing.

A Buddhist may ask, “Why was I born with Karma?”  The answer is: You inherited karma from the moment the cycle of life began, because you are the result of the happening, the goings on, the something occurring (because of the cycle of life–from nothing to something).  

Doing something, anything, creates cause and effect, action and reaction (karma).  Karma is not good or bad (except a human judges it so).  Karma is just cause and effect, action and reaction.

As the universal or cosmic pendulum of life swings broadly and slowly from nothing to something for eons of time, individual human lives mimic the cosmic swing from nothing to something multiple short durations of time during the broad and slow cosmic swing from nothing to something.

THE LAW OF NOTHING

THE LAW OF NOTHING
When there is nothing there is no karma.  When there is something there is karma (Karma is cause and effect, action and reaction).   

The spontaneous cycles of creation has no first cause.  Nature is cyclical.  Creation is a naturally occurring and never ending cycle from nothing to something, from some things to every thing, and then it reverses course and goes from everything to some things to nothing.

Humans (and everything else) came into being naturally because of the cycles of nature.  

THE ONLY WAY A HUMAN CREATES NO KARMA IS TO WILLFULLY RETURN TO NOTHING.

The nature of creation is, opposites manifest.  Without opposites there would be no creation.

Self-aware human minds judge creation, call creation good, bad; virtuous, vile.  Humans have likes and dislikes.  Humans have physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desires.  Humans get attached, entangled, identified with people, places, things.

Creation is a process of the nature of the universe.

Karma is neither good nor bad.  Karma is nature returning to equilibrium. The word “justice” (just is) is: Justice is nature taking back what it created.

Nothing is a word for non-existence.  Nothing cannot exist without something (without its opposite there is NOTHING).

I LIVE IN THE ASTRAL WORLD

 I live in the astral world.  I have an astral body.  I am the consciousness, or awareness in this astral body.  I have a home, a cabin deep within a forest.  

At a mere whim or thought everything I need, want, and desire appears.  I have every convenience or inconvenience I choose.  I imagine whatever life I choose, whatever adventure, challenge, risk and chance I want to experience.  There is only one problem, and it isn’t that my imagination is not as real as physical reality in effect, but rather, that I know the outcome.  I know I am just playing video games in my mind.  Even when I totally get lost in a self-created adventure there is always this utopia energy that everything will be fine.

So I go to Earth (as I have done so many times) where I forget, totally, that I am actually an astral being living in a astral world.  

In a Earth life span of eighty years or more, approximately three quarters is spent in total forgetfulness of what I really am, where I came from, and why I’m here.

Now, on Earth, at age seventy-six, and having lived a life without worry, stress, and fear, I finally came to realize (again) who and what I really am.  So now when I awaken in the morning I say, “Back for another day in the theme park.  Good morning Death World Earth, and how are you today?”

And besides knowing I am an astral being temporarily living in a human body, I also know that THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS or INTELLIGENCE that is life (that some humans call God) is having a really good time being me (while also being every person place thing). 

GOD IS HAVING A REALLY GOOD TIME BEING YOU

GOD IS HAVING A REALLY GOOD TIME BEING YOU

REVERENCE, VENERATION AND APPRECIATION FOR ALL CREATION, FOR ALL PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS IS INEVITABLE ONCE YOU KNOW ALL IS GOD.

God is all energy, and all energy forms are God.  Everything I feel, sense, encounter, all animals and people I meet and interact with are God.  All happenings are God.  All weather is God. God is all things whether in or out form.

When I am with Mark, I am with God acting as Mark.  When I was with Bernard, it was God being Bernard.  When I was married to Michele, it was God being Michele.  

I can see through all the disguises God assumes, all characters IT plays.  

When I look into a mirror I see God disguised as me.  

God is all, though its creations may not know it.  

You cannot be or go anywhere without running into God.  Every action and reaction is God.

All the things physical and astral avatars have done, are doing, or will do, is God doing them.


Once your earth avatar learns it is God being it, your earth avatar will begin to receive all things with thankfulness.  It will be equanimous will be  stable, grounded, tranquil, serene, calm, composed, peaceful and loving no matter what is happening (unless it get caught-up in a magnificent happening and forgets temporarily).

All religions are God created for its pleasure.  Everything God does is for its pleasure, for it’s joy, entertainment, and to have a good time masquerading as individual believers of those religions.  God is the play, the scenery, and every actor.

When I run into a devout believer in a religion, I see God enjoying that religion through its disguise.  When I see a person enjoying a beer and a pizza, I see God having a good time in his disguise as that person.  When I see a sad, heart broken person I see god experiencing sadness and a broken heart through its camouflage.

ghosts

 When a body dies, perhaps individual consciousness continues, and if not, it gets released from its temporary boundaries and is part of the ONE CONSCIOUSNESS, again.

In the meantime, I am an individual consciousness experiencing a human body with an ego that has needs, wants, desires.

Experiencing individual consciousness while conscious of nothing (because you are in a space where nothing exists) makes you appreciate that you were a consciousness experiencing a human.

I am an individual portion of consciousness that is bound, limited and finite within the ONE CONSCIOUSNESS that is life.

My temporary individual consciousness is “attached” to and experiencing a human.  The ONE CONSCIOUSNESS is experiencing not only me, but the human.  We are both experiencing a human.  We are the ghosts in the human.

There is a human, a lessor ghost, THE HOLY GHOST, and together they are experiencing, “Holy shit!”

Once a human mind awakens to its situation, that it is a vehicle for a big and a smaller ghost (two awarenesses or consciousnessess) it’s life changes.

The human understands that it is a temporary vehicle created for the joy, pleasure and entertainment of the ghosts haunting it, and, that the ghosts actually care about it, like humans care about their children, their creations, and their pets.



 

NOTHING vs. SOMETHING appreciating being in a human

I was born into circumstances and conditions not of my making, into a reality I learned words to describe.  The words are not reality.  They are symbols for the way my senses interrupt reality (If I were a cat, my cat senses would sense a different reality).  

To discover what I really am, and what really is, I must get out of this human, this vehicle with its limited senses.

I did it.  I am out.  I am not in a body.  I liberated myself from a human vehicle.  I am no longer a ghost in a human. Elvis has left the building.

I am in a space, a place of no thing, nothing.  I am conscious of nothing except myself and space. I have no form.  I am only aware that I exist. Nothing is happening.  I am pure awareness (whatever the word “pure” means) but there is nothing I am aware of.  I wait, and wait, and wait, in silence, and wait some more.  Nothing.  Now I am thinking again.

If I don’t use the words I learned while in that human, I will not be able to describe a thing.  What was I before words?  I am in an impossible situation.  There are no words to describe it accurately.  What to do?  I am waiting again, waiting for what I know not.  I start thinking again.  The closest I can describe my situation is, I don’t exist, and yet, I am conscious, and I have memories of my previous state inside a human.  

Wait, now there are images, forms I recognize, some I do not.  I have words to describe some of them, but not all of them.  Some are just forms.  The forms I recognize are from memories when I was in that human.  Shit.  I am stuck.

I am aware that I am aware.  I am aware that this smaller awareness has nothing to be aware of.  Am I the awareness that is aware of the smaller awareness?  No matter how much I try to get rid of the smaller awareness, its still there being aware of nothing.  This is stupid.  I start not thinking again.  I am the stillness of silence.  I don’t exist, and then, I am back, conscious that I am alive (whatever the word “alive” means).  I try again being silent, again there is nothing.  Oh well, I might as well start thinking again.

Thinking is so limiting, so defining, and all that thinking is from my memories when I was in that limited human, and yet, talking about limiting, when I am silent, there’s nothing (as if that’s not limited).

Maybe it’s more fun to be something, than nothing.  Maybe being in that human isn’t that bad.  Hmmm.  I’ll have to give that some thought (but damn, I’ll be thinking with human words again).  I am screwed.  What the hell is going on?

I am still in a space, being aware of nothing.  I am again conscious that I am conscious, conscious of nothing but that I am conscious of nothing.  Boooooring.  I am starting to appreciate that being in a human isn’t so bad.  At least there’s ice cream.  Hell, right now I’d appreciate being the ice cream.

I feel like going out and hugging killers, murders, despots, plagues, disease, and sure, trees of course.   At least there is something, and not nothing.  I have two hernias and two bad hips.  Thank God (or whoever, or whatever word you want to use, or not).

At least something is happening.  The explosion of life is so cool.  Chaos is magnificent.  Life is fun. I always thought it was fun, but now I know why.  Thank you life for being weird.

I am everything.  I am all of it.  I am life.  I am Tom, and it is hilarious that Tom thinks it’s only Tom.  I am laughing Tom’s ass off.

QUIET EGO HEAR THE INTELLIGENCE THAT IS LIFE

Humans delight in their children and experience pleasure watching them grow and live their lives.  Humans get pleasure from their creations, as does the universe.

Life is an energy-field, a field of energy that is in, through, and roundabout all life-forms and their  energy-fields.  Because of the unity of life’s energy-field everything that can be known is known and is communicated-intelligence, is information that is available if you know how to access it.

Your  acceptance and trust in how the universe does things is mirrored by how much the universe trusts you not to misuse the knowledge you gain.

As you vanquish your ego and trust the universe, it  increases its intelligence in you.  You exhibit your trust in the universe by having no preferences, no needs, wants, desires that must be met, by having no way life must go, by not choosing what does not choose you, by not chasing after ego-generated intentions and outcomes, by being patient as the universe unfolds and delivers what it has for you to experience, and by having absolutely no problems with life doing life its way, but actually receiving all that life has for you to experience with thankfulness.

To the degree you quiet your ego you hear the voice of God (also known as the intelligence that is life).

The journey of life is from the “nothingness” of the stillness of silence, to becoming something and someone, and back to the “nothingness” of the stillness of silence.

When you fully realize life does life for its joy, pleasure, entertainment just like humans do, you will enjoy all that is life, just like life, because you are life, except temporarily you are human with a wackadoodle ego to spice it up.

THE ONE GOD WITH MANY NAMES

 I went to sleep here, and woke up there.  Where is there?  Because I had no preferences when I died, and because I was not physically, mentally, emotionally attached, entangled or identified with need, want, desire, people, places, things, I saw nothing.  Because I arrived there without beliefs, a faith, judgement, and without opinions, biases and prejudices, nothing appeared. Because I had no way life must go, and never cared about the outcome of my experiences, nothing was there.  

I knew I could see and  sense, and I knew I was conscious and self-aware, yet there was nothing to sense, nothing to be conscious and aware of, and even better, there was not  a single thought entering my headless (and bodyless) energy-field.  

Before I died I had transcended my mind’s nonsensical thoughts, had been liberated from personal thoughts of care, concern, worry, stress and fear of what would be.  Long ago I had stopped chasing after things.  I only chose what chose me, for I knew that which was for me ,was here now, or on its way, and that whatever would be would be OK with me.  

So I, the primary essence of my former self, there, waited here, in the nothingness of there, not chasing a thing.  I was merely a conscious-awareness without a preference, without a thought in the world, because I was physically, mentally, and emotionally out of the world, whereas before I died, I had been mentally and emotionally out of the world, while yet physically in the world.

I waited.  Nothing happened.  Nothing was happening.  So I stopped waiting, stopped being alert, and as what happens when one falls asleep, I disappeared.  I was nowhere.

And then, out of nowhere, I awoke here.  I was back here, no longer there, and realized, life here or there is but a dream, that humans are the flesh and blood dreams of the one God with many names.  

Humans are individualized personas and intelligences of the one Intelligence with many names, and like humans, the one God with many names, the essence that is the breath of life, does all things for its joy and pleasure, and that God is merely playing Russian Roulette with itself.

DERANGED INFLATED EGOS

 The absolute mind boggling complexity, beauty, bounty, and magnificence that is nature–the very nature that created and sustains you–should inspire in you a heartfelt appreciation for the intelligence that is life. And...it should not be a shocking surprise  that nature did not need even one of your ego-centric brain cells to accomplish its spectacular creation (though it would be understandable–considering human nature–if you think nature must have been drunk when it created you and me and all the other wackadoodle slightly nuts humans that bitch and moan when life doesn’t cater to their indoctrinated egocentric deranged mind’s every insane, ridiculous, illogical, nonsensical, irrational need, want, and desire).

A mind that wishes, cares, wants, needs, desires (has a way life must go to be happy) has been socially, culturally and economically indoctrinated, programmed, brainwashed, and propagandized to be no more than a perfunctionary societal consumer for slave masters that are nuttier than their slaves.  

The bottom-line is, nature will take care of you, give you everything you need, want, and desire as long as you’re needs, wants, and desires don’t drive nature nuts.  In other words, as long as your needs, wants, and desires are logical, rational, sensible (“but I need to be socially superior and wealthier than the Joneses, and be safe and secure and never get wrinkly old”) nature will take care of you and do what ever the hell it does, just like it already did without an irrational thought from you..

The very idea of accepting and being thankful for how nature works (someday you’re gonna die) really pisses-off deranged inflated egos that must win the deranged human game of Monopoly to be happy.

Seek growth, understanding, wisdom, not things.  If you do that, not only will you have what you need (until nature punches your clock on Earth’s Theme Park Wisdom Ride) but you will enjoy all that is life. 

I WAS BORN IGNORANT, AND NOT MUCH HAS CHANGED SINCE

 I was born ignorant.  Didn’t know anything.  I heard noises.  I was told noises represent people, places, things.  I asked where I come from, why I am here, where am I going.  I hear the words stork, accident, heaven. Mom was ignorant too.  I discovered truths.

TRUTH ONE:  I came out of the earth.  Everything on the earth came out of the earth. Everything is made of earth.  The earth is every person, place, thing.

TRUTH TWO: Things come out of the earth because of things around the earth: atmosphere, sunshine.  Things come out of the earth because of earth’s soil, water, air sunshine.

TRUTH THREE: Everything is made of atoms. Soil, water, air, sunshine, all people, animals, plants, everything is made of atoms.

TRUTH FOUR: Atoms are made of small energy particles.  All people, places, things are made of small energy particles.

TRUTH FIVE: I am small energy particles in human form.

TRUTH SIX: No human knows how, when, where, why, who, what did it.

TRUTH SEVEN: Energy in form is temporary.  Every energy-form falls apart and returns to small energy particles, eventually.

TRUTH EIGHT: Human senses sense don’t sense much.  Some animals sense more than humans.  Instruments humans build sense things humans don’t sense.  Human energy-forms are not capable of sensing very many energies–whether in form or out of form.

TRUTH NINE: Human energy-forms can create things using other energy-forms like earth, water, air, sunshine, atoms, electricity, etc.,  which means energy-forms, like humans, can use their intelligence to act upon less intelligent energy-forms (whether in or out of form) to build and create things like food, clothing, shelter, cars, trains, planes, space ships, satellites, computers and pet rocks.

TRUTH TEN: Humans make shit up to explain what they can’t explain.  Humans have the mind stupefying and bedeviling capacity to believe and have faith that the shit they make up is true, even though they can’t prove that the shit they make up is true.  Because of the misuse of belief and faith, some humans think they know the truth, which causes them to stop seeking the truth, which is why life is often such a cluster-fuck (belief and faith are tools prove or disprove a thing, not substitutes for a thing).  Humans can be real dumbasses.

TRUTH ELEVEN: Nature is how things work.  The laws of nature are the rules of how things work.  If you obey the rules you only blow things up on purpose.

TRUTH TWELVE: Humans are only energy-in-form for a short time, though it can seem forever, like watching water boil for excitement when you are bored.  Other time it seems like life in human form goes really fast, like realizing suddenly you’re older than dirt and can’t remember that you never knew where you came from, why you are here, and where you are going, and why are people looking at you so sad or smiling because your in a casket.

TRUTH THIRTEEN: There is a way for a human-energy-form to enjoy all that is life, but most humans won’t do it because most human thinking is illogical, irrational, nonsensical, or they don’t like it (same thing).  Most humans let their mind’s thoughts drive them nuts, but your mind can be logical, rational sensible and sane if you do the work.  Most human-energy-forms won’t do it because their too busy bitching about other humans and pissed-off that life isn’t going their way.

Everything happens in everyone’s favor.

 Everything happens in everyone’s favor.  That means the universe works equally for everyone’s best interests. That means, NOT your mind’s interests, but your real interests.  Human understanding is limited, which is why it is written, “Trust not to your own understanding.”

This suggests that there is personal interest and broad interest working to gether for everyone’s interests.  It is like a stage play.  Many various personal interests–script writers, scenary carpenters, painters, artists, wardrobe, theater, tickets, advertising, janitors, public, and finally the performance, all done for the profit of producers–and the broadest of interest, the joy of the audience.

If life, if the universe doesn’t do things for its joy and pleasure, why does it do things?  As it is written, “I, life, the universe, God create the dark and the light, the good and the evil.  I life do all these things, and I do them for my pleasure.”

Everyone’s personal joy is taken into account, as the universe seeks joy in the broadest sense for all creation.

Non-existence may be preferable to existence

 Non-existence may be preferable to existence (as when really tired, sleep is preferred).  

The law of diminishing returns requires time to dissipate.

Human minds (egos) that revel in power, wealth, and glory or other great accomplishments tend to want to live forever, to have “eternal” or everlasting life.

Buddhist “in the know,” tend towards self-annihilation or non-existence, meaning no more reincarnation (as they understand the word).  Liberation from multiple lives is a Buddhist quest.

Death of a human body, and death or termination of the awareness, intelligence, energy, consciousness, observer, watcher, or “spirit” or “soul” (whichever you prefer) is only considered dreadful and unspeakable by some human egos.

Absolute liberation from existing (never again being conscious, never again waking from a night of sleep, liberates a human from living a life, or lives, it never asked for, but rather, was “forced” to live.