ELF (ENERGY LIFE FORCE) BECOMES ENERGY LIFE FORMS

 

ELF

ENERGY LIFE FORCE

BECOMES

ENERGY LIFE FORMS

ELF EXISTS.

ELF IS REAL.

ELF IS CONSCIOUS, INTELLIGENT, SELF-AWARE, THINKS, IMAGINES, DREAMS, LUCID DREAMS, REMEMBERS, PROCESSES INFORMATION.

ELF BECOMES THINGS.

ELF POWERS THINGS.

ELF IN FORM IS BOUND, LIMITED, FINITE, NON-PHYSICAL AND PHYSICAL LIFE.

ELF INDIVIDUALIZES ITSELF INTO INFORMATION PROCESSORS (INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCES).

INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCES (BOTH PHYSICAL AND NON PHYSICAL) ATTACH TO BOTH PHYSICAL AND NON PHYSICAL HUMAN FORMS.

HUMANS ARE INFORMATION PROCESSORS. THEY ARE LIKE POWER TOOLS (NO POWER, OR BREAK, THEY FALL DOWN, ROT (CAN’T UTILIZE ELF IN FORM).

OK, SO MY BODY IS A BIOLOGICAL POWER TOOL, WITH A NON-BIOLOGICAL TWIN, AND EACH HAVE IDENTICAL INFORMATION PROCESSORS THAT ARE POWERED BY ENERGY LIFE FORCE. WHEN MY BIOLOGICAL POWER TOOL BODY CAN’T UTILIZE ENERGY LIFE FORCE, MY BIOLOGICAL BODY DROP DEAD, THE PROCESSOR STOPS WORKING, BUT, THE NON-BIOLOGICAL BODY AND PROCESSOR LIVES ON, HAS EXPERIENCES, EVENTUALLY DROPS THE NON-BIOLOGICAL BODY AND MAY ENTER A NEW NON-BIOLOGICAL BODY AND THEN A NEW BIOLOGICAL POWER-TOOL-BODY.

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I AM ELF PLAYING A CHARACTER CALLED TAMMY.

AFTER THE CHARACTER TAMMY DIES SHE CONTINUE TO PLAY HER CHARACTER IN A NON-PHYSICAL DIMENSION.

AT SOME POINT TAMMY STOP PLAYING HER CHARACTER AND IS AGAIN AN INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE (WHICH IS WHAT SHE WAS WERE BEFORE BECOMING TAMMY THE CHARACTER).

EVENTUALLY THE INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE MAY PLAY A NEW CHARACTER.

INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCES ARE IDENTIFIED BY THE QUALITIES OF THEIR LIFE FORCE.

ENERGY LIFE FORCE (ELF)

 

ENERGY LIFE FORCE (ELF)

WHAT IS ELF? ENERGY LIFE FORCE.

WHAT DOES ELF DO? ELF POWERS THINGS.

WHAT IS A HUMAN? BIOLOGICAL POWER TOOL (NO POWER, FALLS DOWN, ROTS).

WHAT MAKES A HUMAN THINK AND REMEMBER? INFORMATION PROCESSOR.

WHY DO HUMANS DIE? CAN’T UTILIZE ELF (SOMETHING BROKE).

WHAT EXPERIENCES OUT-OF-BODY CONSCIOUSNESS?

NON-BIOLOGICAL INFORMATION PROCESSOR (CREATION DIDN’T GO TO ALL THAT TROUBLE WITHOUT A BACK-UP PLAN).

WHAT HAPPENS TO A NON-BIOLOGICAL POWER TOOL?

HAS A NON-BIOLOGICAL LIFE, THEN ENTERS A NEW BIOLOGICAL POWER TOOL.

OK, SO MY BODY IS A POWER TOOL WITH AN INFORMATION PROCESSOR THAT IS POWERED BY ELF (ENERGY LIFE FORCE). WHEN MY BODY CAN’T UTILIZE ELF, THE BODY DROP DEAD, THE PROCESSOR STOPS WORKING,BUT, THE NON-BIOLOGICAL BODY AND PROCESSOR LIVES ON, HAS EXPERIENCES, AND ENTERS A NEW BIOLOGICAL POWER-TOOL-BODY.

MORE ABOUT ELF?

ELF IS THE ENERGY FIELD. THE ENERGY FIELD IS AN INFORMATION PROCESSOR. IT IS INTELLIGENT, CONSCIOUS AND SELF-AWARE, AND OPERATES IN ALL DIMENSIONS. ELF IS CALLED THE FORCE, GOD, THE UNNAMEABLE, THE ALL POWERFUL, THE ALL KNOWING, AND THE ALL EVERYWHERE AT THE SAME TIME. IT’S ALSO CALLED, “GOD DAMMIT!”

MORE ABOUT POWER TOOLS?

POWER TOOLS COME IN ALL SHAPES, SIZES, COLORS: BIRDS, DOGS, CATS, DINOSAURS, HUMANS, SUNS, AIR, WATER EARTH, ATMOSPHERES, ETC.

MORE ABOUT INFORMATION PROCESSORS?

ALL KINDS IMAGINABLE, FROM LIMITED TO UNLIMITED CAPABILITIES.

SOURCE IS AND DOES ALL

SOURCE IS AND DOES ALL

WORDS DESCRIBE SOURCE BEING, DOING THIS, THAT,

PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS, YOU, I, WE, THEY, THEM.

I AM SOURCE. DECIDED TO EXPERIENCE BEING A BIRD. I ENTERED THE BIRD. I IMMEDIATELY FORGOT I WAS SOURCE. I FLEW AROUND, DID THE BIRD THING. THE BIRD CRASHED AND DIED. I SPONTANEOUSLY EXITED THE BIRD BODY AND REMEMBERED I WAS SOURCE.

I AM SOURCE. I CREATED A LOT OF CREATURES, A LOT OF ANIMALS, A LOT OF HUMAN ANIMALS IN VARIOUS SHAPES, SIZES, AND COLORS.

I AM SOURCE. I DECIDED TO EXPERIENCE BEING A HUMAN. I ENTERED A HUMAN. I IMMEDIATELY FORGOT I WAS SOURCE. I HAD A HELL OF A TIME, DID THE HUMAN THING. THE HUMAN GOT OLD AND DIED. SPONTANEOUSLY I EXITED THE HUMAN BODY AND REMEMBERED I WAS SOURCE.

I AM SOURCE. WHAT IS A HUMAN? A HUMAN IS AN ANIMAL. IT HAS GENETIC HISTORY. IT IS EVOLVING. I ENTER A HUMAN FOR VARIOUS REASONS. WHEN I ENTER A HUMAN I FORGET I AM SOURCE AND THINK I AM THE HUMAN. WHEN THE HUMAN DIES, I EXIT, AND I REMEMBER I AM SOURCE.

I AM SOURCE. WHEN I AM IN A HUMAN, AND WHEN I KEEP MY MIND QUIET, WHEN I STOP THINKING ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN PROGRAMMED WITH, STOP THINKING ABOUT ALL THE INFORMATION I HAVE BEEN BRAINWASHED AND INDOCTRINATED WITH, AND STOP MULLING ALL THE PROPAGANDA I HAVE BEEN EXPOSED TO, I GET GLIMPSES OF WHAT I REALLY AM, AND SOMETIMES, TEMPORARILY, I EXIT THE HUMAN BODY AND HAVE WILD EXPERIENCES I CANNOT FULLY COMPREHEND, AND MAY EVEN DISCOVER, WHILE YET IN THE HUMAN, THAT I AM SOURCE.

DOES THIS INFORMATION HAVE A PRACTICAL APPLICATION IN PHYSICALITY?

 

A DISEMBODIED INTELLECT, CALLING ITSELF, NEMESIS, WAS REFLECTING ON ITS MANY LIFETIMES. ONE MINUTE NEMESIS IS RELIVING, RECREATING, IMAGINING AND DREAMING NEW REALITIES. THE NEXT MINUTE NEMESIS WAKES UP IN A DREAM, EMBODIED IN A BABBLING DIAPERED NEWBORN INFANT IN A CRIB.

AS SOON AS NEMESIS BECAME EMBODIED NEMESIS NOT ONLY HAD NO MEMORIES, NEMESIS FORGOT IT IS AN INTELLECT. NEMESIS COULDN’T RECALL ANYTHING, NOTHING, ZERO. THEN THE PROGRAMMING BEGAN. THE BODY NEMESIS WAS ATTACHED TO WAS NAMED, THOMAS.

ONE DAY, WHEN THOMAS WAS SEVENTY-EIGHT, WHILE SITTING ON A PORCH REFLECTING ON HIS LIFE, HE NOTICED HIS INTELLECT, OR CONSCIOUSNESS, AWARENESS, OBSERVER, WAS WAY ABOVE HIS PHYSICAL BODY. A FEW MOMENTS LATER HE WAS OUT OF HIS PHYSICAL BODY AND IN A NON-PHYSICAL BODY. HE LOOKED AT HIS PHYSICAL BODY ON THE PORCH WONDERING IF IT WAS DEAD. HE WALKED CLOSE. IT WAS BREATHING. HE MOVED AWAY AND NOTICED THE NON-PHYSICAL BODY HE WAS IN WAS SLOWLY DISAPPEARING. IT DISAPPEARED. HE NOW NOTICED HE WAS JUST AN INTELLECT PONDERING ITS SITUATION. AFTER A BIT, HE SILENCED HIS INTELLECT, NOT A THOUGHT, NOT AN IMAGE, NOTHING. HE WAITED, THEN REMEMBERED. HE SAW WHAT HAD HAPPENED YEARS AGO WHEN HE WAS A DISEMBODIED INTELLECT CALLING ITSELF NEMESIS; SAW THE INTELLECT REFLECTING ON ITS MANY LIFETIMES; SAW IT DREAMING THAT IT WAS EMBODIED IN A DIAPERED BABBLING NEWBORN INFANT IN A CRIB. NEMESIS WAS BACK, SO IT THOUGHT, THEN IT REMEMBERED ITS PHYSICAL BODY ON THE PORCH.

HE LOOKED AT IT. IT WAS SLEEPING, PEACEFULLY, SO NEMESIS/THOMAS JETTISONED INTO SPACE. ONCE HE WAS NOWHERE HE AGAIN SILENCED HIS INTELLECT AND WAITED. SOME TIME LATER NEMESIS’ INTELLECT STOPPED WORKING AND HE WAS ABSORBED INTO THE ONE INTELLECT, THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS, OBSERVER, AWARENESS AND WAS PART, PORTIONS OF ALL THINGS, AND THEN HE DISAPPEARED FOR A TIME. WHEN HE REAPPEARED HE WAS AGAIN ALL THINGS, THEN THE ONE INTELLECT, THEN AN INDIVIDUAL INTELLECT, THEN WITH A NON-PHYSICAL BODY STANDING NEAR HIS PHYSICAL BODY, AND FINALLY HE WAS BACK IN HIS PHYSICAL BODY, AND THEN HE WOKE UP.

HIS FIRST THOUGHT WAS, “WHAT A TRIP!” THEN HE ANALYZING WHAT HAD HAPPENED WHEN HE DISAPPEARED. HE CONCLUDED THAT WHEN EVERY THOUGHT HE HAD ABOUT LIFE AND HIMSELF DISAPPEARED, HE DISSOLVED INTO THE ESSENCE, BECAME THE ESSENCE,THE PRIMAL FORCE, THE POWER OF CREATION. HE HAD NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE THE FEELING THAT WAS BEYOND FEELING, THE BEINGNESS OF NON-BEING. HE WAS AND HE WASN’T AT THE SAME TIME.

AFTER THINKING ABOUT HIS EXPERIENCE, NEMESIS HAD A QUESTION, “WHAT NOW? WHAT AM I TO DO WITH THIS INFORMATION? HERE I AM (ALL THAT I AM) RESIDING IN A PHYSICAL BODY UNTIL IT DIES. DOES ANY OF THIS INFORMATION HAVE A PRACTICAL APPLICATION IN THIS PHYSICAL DIMENSION?” THEN HE THOUGHT, “MAYBE I’LL GET A DOG.”

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MY BODY DOESN'T TALK TO ME

 

“WHAT AM I?” ASKED REESE.

“YOU ARE AN INTELLIGENCE. YOUR INTELLIGENCE IS ATTACHED TO A HUMAN FEMALE BODY.

“WHY?”

“INTELLIGENCES ARE A GAME PLAYERS. YOU’RE HERE TO PLAY.”

“WHAT WAS I DOING BEFORE I CAME HERE?”

“YOU WERE PLAYING IN A DIFFERENT GAME.”

“WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THIS BODY DIES?”

“YOU PLAY A NEW GAME.”

“WHY DIDN’T I KNOW THIS?”

“WHEN AN INTELLIGENCE GETS ATTACHED TO A HUMAN BODY, IT FORGETS IT IS AN INTELLIGENCE. IT’S MEMORY IS TEMPORARILY SUSPENDED.”

“WHY?”

“SO THAT THE PREVIOUS GAME YOU PLAYED DOESN’T INTERFERE WITH THE ONE YOU ARE PLAYING NOW. IF YOU DIDN’T LOSE YOUR MEMORY IT WOULD BE LIKE TRYING TO WATCH TWO MOVIES AT THE SAME TIME.”

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YOU CANNOT SEE AN INTELLIGENCE ANY MORE THAN YOU CAN SEE AN AWARENESS, CONSCIOUSNESS, OR OBSERVER. AN INTELLIGENCE IS AN ENERGY PRESENCE.

FOR A PRESENCE TO FUNCTION (FUN ACTION) IN A WORLD OF HUMANS, IT HAS TO LOG ONTO AND ATTACH TO A HUMAN AVATAR BODY.

YOUR INTELLIGENCE DOES THE THINKING. YOUR HUMAN AVATAR BODY DOES THE ACTING.

WITHOUT A THINKER, A HUMAN AVATAR BODY IS JUST A COSTUME HANGING IN A CLOSET.

WITHOUT A HUMAN AVATAR BODY, A THINKER CANNOT PLAY IN THE WORLD OF HUMANS. A THINKER CANNOT TALK TO ANOTHER HUMAN WITHOUT A HUMAN BODY.

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I AM A THINKER. ONE DAY I THOUGHT OF A HUMAN BODY. I MADE THE BODY JUMP, SIT, CLIMB A TREE. WHEN I DIDN’T THINK AND MAKE IT DO SOMETHING, IT JUST STOOD THERE. THINKING ABOUT A BODY DOING SOMETHING IS SLOW, SO I ENTERED THE BODY. NOW IT DOES WHAT I WANT INSTANTLY, AND IT REMEMBERS, AND CAN ACT SPONTANEOUSLY. IT’S WAY MORE INTERESTING AND EXCITING TO BE IN A BODY THAN TO JUST THINK ABOUT A BODY.

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SINCE I AM NOW THE BOSS OF THIS BODY, I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL. I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO FEED IT. I DO KNOW WHEN IT’S THIRSTY, TIRED, ENERGIZED, HOT, COLD, FEELS PAIN, IS SICK OR DAMAGED, AND WHEN IT HAS TO PEE OR POOP, AND GETS HORNY. HAVING A BODY IS WAY MORE EXCITING THAN JUST IMAGINING A BODY. AND TOUCHING A TREE USING A BODY IS WAY MORE FULFILLING THAN IMAGINING TOUCHING A TREE.

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I TALK TO MY BODY. IT MAY NOT HEAR ME, BUT I DO IT ANYWAY.

THE BODY AND BRAIN ARE FABULOUS. I DON’T EVEN HAVE TO THINK ABOUT REACHING FOR A CUP OF COFFEE. THE BODY REMEMBERS AND DOES IT WITHOUT ME THINKING, “I BETTER REACH FOR THAT COFFEE.” ANYWAY, BACK TO ME TALKING TO MY BODY.

“SO, BUDDY, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO TODAY?” MY BODY DIDN’T ANSWER.

“WHAT DO YOU WANT TO EAT?” IT DIDN’T ANSWER.

“HEY, DO YOU WANT TO GO UP TOWN, GET AN ICE CREAM AND WATCH TRAFFIC ON MAIN STREET?” IT DIDN’T ANSWER.

“LET’S GO THE GYM AND WORK OUT, WHAT DO YOU THINK?” IT DIDN’T ANSWER.

“I WAS HIKING. SUDDENLY I NOTICED A COUGAR STALKING ME. I ASKED MY BODY, “WHAT SHOULD WE DO? IT DIDN’T ANSWER. I ASKED IT IF IT WAS SCARED. IT DIDN’T ANSWER. I STARTED RUNNING, LOOKED BACK, FALSE ALARM. IT WASN’T A COUGAR. IT WAS A GIRAFFE. I SAID TO MY BODY, “YOU MISJUDGED THAT. THAT WAS BIG MISJUDGMENT. WHAT DO YOU TO SAY FOR YOURSELF?” IT DIDN’T ANSWER SO I SAID, “IT’S SURE EXCITING BEING IN A BODY.”

ANYWAY, THAT KIND OF PROVES THAT I’M THE THINKER AND MY BODY IS THE DOER. BY THE WAY, I MADE MY BODY LIFT A PIANO AND I HURT IT. THEN I LIFTED BIG ROCKS AND HURT IT. THEN I DRAGGED AND LIFTED LOGS OUT OF A FOREST AND HURT IT AGAIN. NOW, BECAUSE OF MY THINKING, BECAUSE I MADE MY BODY DO THINGS, IT HAS TWO HERNIAS AND A PAINFUL HIP. I ASKED IT IF IT BLAMES ME, WHICH IT SHOULD, BUT IT DIDN’T ANSWER.

YOU ARE AN INTELLIGENCE TEMPORARILY IN A HUMAN AVATAR

 

INTELLIGENCE EXISTS.

INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCES EXIST.

INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE ACQUIRE QUALITIES BY EXPERIENCES.

INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCES MAY “ABIDE” TEMPORARILY, “IN” VARIOUS FORMS.

AN INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE FORGETS IT IS AN INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE WHILE “ABIDING IN” A HUMAN AVATAR (A HUMAN FORM (AN AVATAR, A COSTUME) INHERITS QUALITIES THAT ITS ANCESTORS ACQUIRED BY EXPERIENCES).

AN INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE “IN” A HUMAN AVATAR THINKS IT IS THE HUMAN AVATAR BECAUSE IT IS PROGRAMMED BY OTHER INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCES THAT WERE ALSO PROGRAMMED TO THINK THEY ARE THEIR AVATARS.

AN INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE MAY REMEMBER IT IS ACTUALLY AN INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE WHILE YET “IN” AN AVATAR.

WHEN NOT “IN” A “PHYSICAL, OR A NON-PHYSICAL” HUMAN FORM, AN INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE CAN THINK OF ITSELF AS AN “ORB OF OSCILLATING ENERGY,” OR MAY THINK OF ITSELF HAVING NO SHAPE, MERELY BEING AN INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE.

WHEN A HUMAN FORM DIES, THE INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE MAY REST, RE-ENERGIZE, REMEMBER PAST EXPERIENCES, RESHAPE THEM, OR “TAKE ON” A NEW FORM (AN AVATAR) AND HAVE MORE EXPERIENCES.

 

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YOUR AVATAR IS YOUR VEHICLE DURING YOUR EARTH EXPERIENCE. HOW YOU TREAT YOUR AVATAR DETERMINES HOW WELL IT SERVES YOU. YOU ALSO HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE QUALITIES YOUR AVATAR INHERITED FROM ITS ANCESTORS.

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AN INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCE IN AN AVATAR, GETS PROGRAMMED, INDOCTRINATED, BRAINWASHED AND PROPAGANDIZED TO THINK A CERTAIN WAY, “GOOD LUCK RETRAINING IT.”

 

DON'T READ THIS UNTIL YOU'VE READ THE ONE BELOW THIS ONE

 

I AM ENERGY. I AM YOU READING THIS. YOU DON’T KNOW I AM YOU. YOU THINK YOU ARE YOU. I AM PERMANENT. YOU ARE TEMPORARY. IF YOU DON’T THINK SO, VISIT A GRAVEYARD.

HOWEVER, THE GRAVE IS NOT THE END OF THE REAL YOU. THE REAL YOU IS PURE INTELLIGENCE, CONSCIOUSNESS, SELF-AWARENESS. THE REAL YOU IS A MINI-ME OF ME, ENERGY.

I, ENERGY, DUPLICATED PORTIONS OF MYSELF, JUST LIKE HUMANS DUPLICATE PORTIONS OF THEMSELVES. YOU CALL THEM CHILDREN.

I DO THINGS FOR MY JOY AND PLEASURE, JUST LIKE YOU DO. I DO WHAT EXCITES ME, WHAT I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT, JUST LIKE YOU DO. I DO THINGS FOR MY ENTERTAINMENT, JUST LIKE YOU.

I AM DISCOVERING MY POTENTIAL, JUST LIKE YOU ARE DISCOVERING YOUR POTENTIAL. I’M HAVING FUN. ARE YOU HAVING FUN? IF YOU ARE NOT HAVING FUN YET, WHAT FOLLOWS ARE THE REASONS YOU ARE NOT HAVING FUN.

IF YOU ARE NOT HAVING FUN IT’S BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY ARE. YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE AFTER YOU ARE NO LONGER A PHYSICAL BODY, MIND, AND EMOTIONS. YOU THINK YOU ARE ONLY YOUR BODY, MIND, AND EMOTIONS. HERE IS AN EXAMPLE:

I WAS SLEEPING IN MY CRIB. THAT DIDN’T LAST LONG. I GOT NAMED THOMAS. I WAS TOLD THINGS. I WAS TAUGHT THINGS. I WAS PROGRAMMED TO GET ALONG, COOPERATE.

FOR SIXTY YEARS I WAS THOMAS, THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED. I NOTICED I WAS BIG, WAY BIGGER THAN MY BODY. MY CONSCIOUSNESS WAS FAR ABOVE ME, AND LATER, I LEFT MY PHYSICAL BODY, AND THEN I LEFT MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY. I WAS AN OSCILLATING ORB, A SHINING LITTLE SPARK OF ENERGY IN SPACE. IT WAS DARK. I WAS NOWHERE, NO PLACE.

WHILE IN THAT NOWHERE PLACE, FROM MY MEMORY, I IMAGINED WHAT I WILLED AND IT APPEARED IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT I IMAGINED A PLATFORM TO STAND ON, THEN I IMAGINED FALLING OFF THE PLATFORM, THEN A FOREST, A CABIN AND A PATH THAT LED TO PART OF THE FOREST I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT. I WAS LOOKING AT THE PATH AND SUDDENLY I WAS BACK IN MY PHYSICAL BODY. I SUPPOSE I ALSO RE-ENTERED MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY. I WAS THOMAS AGAIN.

OVER THE YEARS I HAVE RETURNED, AT WILL, TO NOWHERE, TO NO PLACE. I CALL IT ZERO POINT, NOW. WHEN I AM AT ZERO POINT I I REST, THINK NOTHING. I RECHARGE, RE-ENERGIZE. THEN IMAGINE THINGS, FROM MY MEMORIES, IMAGINE SOMETHING AND I GO THERE, IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT OTHER TIMES I WAIT FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO ME. I WILL NOTING, IMAGINE NOTHING, NO THING, NO PLACE. I AM WILLING TO SUDDENLY APPEAR IN STRANGE PLACES I HAVE NO MEMORIES OF AND WITH PEOPLE I NEVER MET, LIKE WHEN I WOKE UP IN MY CRIB.

ALWAYS WHEN MEMORIES OR NEW ADVENTURES END, I AM BACK TO MY THOMAS LIFE. THE THOMAS LIFE IS VERY PERSISTENT. APPARENTLY, FOR IT TO PERMANENTLY END, THOMAS MUST DIE.

THOMAS MUST DIE

I AM ENERGY. I AM YOU READING THIS. YOU DON’T KNOW I AM YOU. YOU THINK YOU ARE YOU. I AM PERMANENT. YOU ARE TEMPORARY. IF YOU DON’T THINK SO, VISIT A GRAVEYARD.

HOWEVER, THE GRAVE IS NOT THE END OF THE REAL YOU. THE REAL YOU IS PURE INTELLIGENCE, CONSCIOUSNESS, SELF-AWARENESS. THE REAL YOU IS A MINI-ME OF ME, ENERGY.

I, ENERGY, DUPLICATED PORTIONS OF MYSELF, JUST LIKE HUMANS DUPLICATE PORTIONS OF THEMSELVES. YOU CALL THEM CHILDREN.

I DO THINGS FOR MY JOY AND PLEASURE, JUST LIKE YOU DO. I DO WHAT EXCITES ME, WHAT I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT, JUST LIKE YOU DO. I DO THINGS FOR MY ENTERTAINMENT, JUST LIKE YOU.

I AM DISCOVERING MY POTENTIAL, JUST LIKE YOU ARE DISCOVERING YOUR POTENTIAL. I’M HAVING FUN. ARE YOU HAVING FUN? IF YOU ARE NOT HAVING FUN YET, WHAT FOLLOWS ARE THE REASONS YOU ARE NOT HAVING FUN.

IF YOU ARE NOT HAVING FUN IT’S BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY ARE. YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE AFTER YOU ARE NO LONGER IN A PHYSICAL BODY. YOU THINK YOU ARE ONLY YOUR BODY. HERE IS AN EXAMPLE:

I WAS SLEEPING IN MY CRIB. THAT DIDN’T LAST LONG. I GOT NAMED THOMAS. I WAS TOLD THINGS. I WAS TAUGHT THINGS. I WAS PROGRAMMED TO GET ALONG, COOPERATE.

FOR SIXTY YEARS I WAS THOMAS, THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED. I NOTICED I WAS BIG, WAY BIGGER THAN MY BODY. MY CONSCIOUSNESS WAS FAR ABOVE ME, AND LATER, I LEFT MY PHYSICAL BODY, AND THEN I LEFT MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY. I WAS AN OSCILLATING ORB, A SHINING LITTLE SPARK OF ENERGY IN SPACE. IT WAS DARK. I WAS NOWHERE, NO PLACE.

WHILE IN THAT NOWHERE PLACE, FROM MY MEMORY, I IMAGINED WHAT I WILLED AND IT APPEARED IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT I IMAGINED A PLATFORM TO STAND ON, THEN I IMAGINED FALLING OFF THE PLATFORM, THEN A FOREST, A CABIN AND A PATH THAT LED TO PART OF THE FOREST I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT. I WAS LOOKING AT THE PATH AND SUDDENLY I WAS BACK IN MY PHYSICAL BODY. I SUPPOSE I ALSO RE-ENTERED MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY. I WAS THOMAS AGAIN.

OVER THE YEARS I HAVE RETURNED, AT WILL, TO NOWHERE, TO NO PLACE. I CALL IT ZERO POINT, NOW. WHEN I AM AT ZERO POINT I I REST, THINK NOTHING. I RECHARGE, RE-ENERGIZE. THEN IMAGINE THINGS, FROM MY MEMORIES, IMAGINE SOMETHING AND I GO THERE, IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT OTHER TIMES I WAIT FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO ME. I WILL NOTING, IMAGINE NOTHING, NO THING, NO PLACE. I AM WILLING TO SUDDENLY APPEAR IN STRANGE PLACES I HAVE NO MEMORIES OF AND WITH PEOPLE I NEVER MET, LIKE WHEN I WOKE UP IN MY CRIB.

ALWAYS WHEN MEMORIES OR NEW ADVENTURES END, I AM BACK TO MY THOMAS LIFE. THE THOMAS LIFE IS VERY PERSISTENT. APPARENTLY, FOR THE THOMAS LIFE TO PERMANENTLY END, THOMAS MUST DIE.

HERE IS HOW TO HAVE FUN AND ENJOY ALL THAT IS LIFE:

REALIZE (EXPERIENCE) YOU ARE IN A TEMPORARY BODY (YOUR BODY, YOUR CLOAK, YOUR COSTUME WILL DIE). EVENTUALLY YOU WILL EXPERIENCE BEING ALIVE WITHOUT A PHYSICAL BODY AND WITHOUT A NON-PHYSICAL BODY. THAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN YOU SHOW AN INTEREST IN DISCOVERING WHAT YOU REALLY ARE. AT SOME POINT IN YOUR LIFE IT WILL HAPPEN AUTOMATICALLY. WHEN IS ANYONE’S GUESS, BUT IF YOU TAKE AN INTEREST, IT WILL HAPPEN SOONER.

ONCE YOU EXPERIENCE THAT YOU ARE ENERGY IN THE FORM OF A SELF-AWARE, CONSCIOUS, INTELLIGENCE, YOU WILL NO LONGER BE ATTACHED, ENTANGLED, NOR IDENTIFY AS A PERSON, A PERSONA, A HUMAN EXCEPT BY CHOICE, MERELY TO ENGAGE WITH OTHERS IN THE PLAY THAT IS LIFE.

YOU WILL ALSO NO LONGER BE ATTACHED, ENTANGLED OR IDENTIFIED WITH YOUR BODY’S PHYSICAL, MENTAL, AND EMOTIONAL NEEDS, WANTS, AND DESIRE, NOR WITH ANYONE ELSE S,’ BUT YOU WILL BE EMPATHETIC JUST LIKE YOU ARE EMPATHETIC TO A CHILD WHO THINKS LOSING A TOY IS THE END OF THE WORLD.

EVERYTHING YOU DESIRE COMES TO YOU. YOU NO LONGER (IF YOU ONCE DID) CHASE, MANIPULATE, CONNIVE, SCHEME, OR PLOT TO GET THINGS, TO MAKE THINGS GO YOUR WAY. AND, SOMETIMES WHEN SOMETHING IS YOURS TO EXPERIENCE, LIFE WILL PROMPT YOU, INCESSANTLY IF NECESSARY, FOR YOU TO ACT TO HAVE THAT EXPERIENCE. YOU DON’T EVEN HAVE TO THINK, “I NEED THIS.” THAT WHICH YOU NEED IS ALREADY ON THE WAY EVEN BEFORE THE THOUGHT. EXAMPLE: MY FOUR WHEEL DRIVE PICKUP BROKE DOWN PERMANENTLY. A FRIEND SAID, “YOU NEED ANOTHER TRUCK.” I SAID, “IF I DO, IT WILL SHOW UP.” AND WHEN I AGAIN NEEDED ONE, IT SHOWED UP.

IMPLICIT TRUST THAT THE UNIVERSE HAS YOUR BEST INTERESTS AT HEART IS VERIFIED, WHEN YOU DON’T TELL THE UNIVERSE WHAT IT MUST DO, OR HOW TO DO IT. YOUR TRUST ISN’T THAT YOU WON’T GET HURT, LOSE SOMETHING, BE DESTITUTE, OR DEAD. YOUR TRUST IS THAT WHATEVER HAPPENS IS IN YOUR BEST INTERESTS, AND THOUGH YOU USED TO THINK WHAT THAT IS, WHAT THAT LOOKS LIKE, YOU REALLY DON’T KNOW NOW.

YOU REALIZE LIFE (NATURE AND HUMAN NATURE) DO WHAT THEY DO, AND THAT’S JUST LIFE DOING LIFE ITS WAY. THE WEATHER WILL BE WHAT IT WILL BE, AND HUMANS WILL DO WHAT THEY DO.

YOU HAVE NO WAY LIFE MUST GO.

YOU DO WHAT EXCITES YOU, WHAT YOU ARE PASSIONATE ABOUT, AND YOU KEEP DOING IT UNTIL YOU CAN TAKE IT NO FURTHER, AND YOU HAVE ZERO ATTACHMENT TO WHATEVER THE OUTCOME IS, AND YOU RECEIVE ALL THINGS, WITH THANKFULNESS JUST FOR BE ALIVE HAVING EXPERIENCES.

YOU NO LONGER WORRY, FRET, OR FEAR ANYTHING THAT HAPPENS. EXCEPT WHEN ENGAGING IN THE PLAY, AND TO SUCCESSFULLY ACCOMPLISH AN ACTIVITY YOU NO LONGER HAVE OPINIONS, BIASES, PREJUDICES, BELIEFS, PREFERENCES, MAKE JUDGMENTS OR DRAW CONCLUSIONS, AND NO MATTER HOW THE ACTIVITY TURNS OUT, YOU ARE AT PEACE.

YOU WALK THROUGH LIFE ENJOYING THE PEACE THAT PASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING, WHICH MEANS, NO MATTER WHAT EXPERIENCES YOU HAVE, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, NO MATTER WHAT OTHERS DO, AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, YOU ARE ALWAYS OK. YOU CAN WALK, SKIP, JUMP, PACK A LUNCH AND ENJOY SAUNTERING THROUGH THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH WITHOUT THE THOUGHT THAT YOU’RE ONLY OK IF LIFE GOES MY WAY. WHY? BECAUSE YOU DO NOT HAVE A “YOUR” WAY. YOU ARE NEVER ANXIOUS, STRESSED, OR WORRIED, BECAUSE LIFE’S WAY IS YOUR WAY.

WAS SLEEPING IN MY CRIB. THAT DIDN’T LAST LONG. I GOT NAMED THOMAS. I WAS TOLD THINGS. I WAS TAUGHT THINGS. I WAS PROGRAMMED TO GET ALONG, COOPERATE.

FOR SIXTY YEARS I WAS THOMAS, THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED. I NOTICED I WAS BIG, WAY BIGGER THAN MY BODY. MY CONSCIOUSNESS WAS FAR ABOVE ME, AND LATER, I LEFT MY PHYSICAL BODY, AND THEN I LEFT MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY. I WAS AN OSCILLATING ORB, A SHINING LITTLE SPARK OF ENERGY IN SPACE. IT WAS DARK. I WAS NOWHERE, NO PLACE.

WHILE IN THAT NOWHERE PLACE, FROM MY MEMORY, I IMAGINED WHAT I WILLED AND IT APPEARED IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT I IMAGINED A PLATFORM TO STAND ON, THEN I IMAGINED FALLING OFF THE PLATFORM, THEN A FOREST, A CABIN AND A PATH THAT LED TO PART OF THE FOREST I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT. I WAS LOOKING AT THE PATH AND SUDDENLY I WAS BACK IN MY PHYSICAL BODY. I SUPPOSE I ALSO RE-ENTERED MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY. I WAS THOMAS AGAIN.

OVER THE YEARS I HAVE RETURNED, AT WILL, TO NOWHERE, TO NO PLACE. I CALL IT ZERO POINT, NOW. WHEN I AM AT ZERO POINT I I REST, THINK NOTHING. I RECHARGE, RE-ENERGIZE. THEN IMAGINE THINGS, FROM MY MEMORIES, IMAGINE SOMETHING AND I GO THERE, IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT OTHER TIMES I WAIT FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO ME. I WILL NOTING, IMAGINE NOTHING, NO THING, NO PLACE. I AM WILLING TO SUDDENLY APPEAR IN STRANGE PLACES I HAVE NO MEMORIES OF AND WITH PEOPLE I NEVER MET, LIKE WHEN I WOKE UP IN MY CRIB.

ALWAYS WHEN MEMORIES OR NEW ADVENTURES END, I AM BACK TO MY THOMAS LIFE. THE THOMAS LIFE IS VERY PERSISTENT. APPARENTLY, FOR IT TO PERMANENTLY END, THOMAS MUST DIE.

AND THAT IS LIFE

 

“WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?”

“PLAYING, AS USUAL, HAVING A GOOD TIME.”

CLIFF NOTES:

CONSCIOUSNESS.

INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS.

NOTHING. ZERO POINT.

IMAGINE OR DREAM.

FORGET.

GETS A SPIRIT BODY.

GET A PHYSICAL BODY.

HAVE EXPERIENCES.

PHYSICAL BODY DIES.

HAVE EXPERIENCES.

LEAVE SPIRIT BODY.

IMAGINING OR DREAM ENDS.

REMEMBER.

INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS.

NOTHING. ZERO POINT.

IMAGINE OR DREAM.

APPRECIATE, LOVE, NON-JUDGMENT.

ENJOY. OK.

DEPRECIATE, DISLIKE, JUDGE.

SUFFER. NOT OK.

HOW IT WORKS:

ONE OCEAN OF HIGH ENTROPY UNORGANIZED ENERGY.

SOME ENERGY ORGANIZES, ENTROPY LOWERS AND THEY BECOME CONSCIOUS, SELF-AWARE, INTELLIGENCES.

EACH CONSCIOUS SELF-AWARE INTELLIGENCE SEEKS ITS POTENTIAL, CREATES FOR ITSELF ADVENTURES TO GAIN KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING AND WISDOM SO IT CAN CREATE MORE ADVENTURES.

A CONSCIOUSNESS LEARNS WHAT WORKS, AND DROPS WHAT DOESN’T WORK. IT DEVELOPS ATTRIBUTES, CHARACTER TRAITS.

OVER TIME, FROM MEMORIES, IT IMAGINES REALITIES, OR JOINS WITH OTHER CONSCIOUSNESSES TO EXPERIENCE NEW REALITIES.

WHEN NOT IMAGINING A THING, AND NOT JOINING WITH OTHER CONSCIOUSNESSES, A CONSCIOUSNESS RESTS, RE-ENERGIZES AT ZERO POINT OF “NON-EXISTENCE” (IT IS EXPERIENCING NOTHING, A STATE OF NON-BEING).

WHEN A CONSCIOUSNESS IS RE-INVIGORATED IT MAY CHOOSE TO IMAGINE, OR ALTER MEMORIES FOR A NEW ADVENTURE, OR JOIN AGAIN WITH OTHER CONSCIOUSNESSES IN A NEW ADVENTURE.

A CONSCIOUSNESS MAY CHOOSE TO KNOW IT IS A CONSCIOUSNESS WHEN IMAGING OR WHEN IN A NEW ADVENTURE. HOWEVER, TO MAKE THE IMAGINED ADVENTURE OR THE NEW ADVENTURE MORE INTENSE AND POIGNANT, IT MAY CHOOSE EITHER TOTAL OR PARTIAL LOSS OF MEMORY. AND THAT IS LIFE.

ALL THINGS

 

IT IS SAID, “RECEIVE ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS” (ALL THINGS MEANS EVERYTHING, INCLUDING ALL OBJECTS, EVENTS, EXPERIENCES AND CONDITIONS WITHOUT ANY LIMITS). IT INCLUDES TIMES WHEN YOU DO NOT RECEIVE SOMETHING WITH THANKFULNESS.

ARE YOU BEING THANKFUL (ARE YOU APPRECIATING, VALUING AN EXPERIENCE) IF YOU GET ANNOYED, IRRITATED, UPSET, ANGRY, OR COMPLAIN? ARE YOU SUFFERING (DISPLEASED, TROUBLED, MISERABLE, UNHAPPY) WHEN YOU GET IRRITATED, UPSET, ANGRY, OR COMPLAIN?

WHAT IF YOU ENJOY FEELING ANNOYED, IRRITATED UPSET, ANGRY, AND ENJOY COMPLAINING? IF THAT IS SO, YOU ARE NOT SUFFERING.

YOU MAY ENJOY IT, BUT IT DOES NOT FEEL COMFORTABLE. THE ENERGY BECOMES HIGH ENTROPY (CONTENTION, DISPUTES, CONFLICT, DISORDER, CHAOS). SOME PEOPLE ENJOY CONTENTION, DISPUTES, CONFLICT, DISORDER, AND CHAOS. HOWEVER PHYSICAL, MENTAL, AND EMOTIONAL CHAOS WEARS DOWN A SYSTEM, CAUSES DISEASE, AND IS THEREFORE DESTRUCTIVE AND UNSUSTAINABLE.

ON THE OTHER HAND, HIGH ENERGIES OF PEACE, HAPPINESS, JOY, BLISS, OR ECSTASY ALSO OVERWHELM BODY, MIND AND EMOTIONS ARE ARE THEREFORE UNSUSTAINABLE (IT’S DIFFICULT TO INTELLECTUALIZE, TO USE WORDS/METAPHORS TO EXPLAIN FEELINGS).

TO SUM IT UP INTELLECTUALLY: WHEN YOU RECEIVE ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS YOU ENJOY THE PEACE THAT PASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING.

AND FINALLY: WHEN YOU RECEIVE ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS YOU ARE ACKNOWLEDGING THAT YOU APPRECIATE GAINING KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING AND WISDOM BY BEING ALIVE EXPERIENCING LIFE.

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JUST ONE CONCLUSION

YOU ARE A SMALL INDIVIDUALIZED PORTION OF A LARGER CONSCIOUSNESS SYSTEM. AS SUCH, YOU CAN PLAY A CHARACTER IN THE SYSTEM'S EVOLVING MOVIES, OR IMAGINE YOUR OWN MOVIES AND CHARACTERS.

ON A UNIVERSAL SCALE, LIFE IS NOT NOT RIGHT OR WRONG, GOOD OR EVIL, VIRTUOUS OR VILE. LIFE DOES WHAT IT DOES. LIFE HAPPENS THE WAY IT HAPPENS. LIFE IS THE WAY IT IS. WHILE ON A DIMENSIONAL AND INDIVIDUAL SCALE, RIGHT OR WRONG, GOOD OR EVIL, VIRTUOUS OR VILE, PAIN AND PLEASURE, JOY AND SORROW MAKES LIFE’S MOVIES INTERESTING, EXCITING AND PLEASURABLE. IF YOU CAN APPRECIATE THAT, YOUR LIFE WILL BE HEAVEN, EVEN WHEN IN HELL.

IS THIS NOT ACCURATE: 

1. NATURE FUNCTIONS THE WAY IT FUNCTIONS, HAPPENS THE WAY IT HAPPENS, DOES WHAT IT DOES? 

2. ANYONE LOVING OR HATING NATURE IS NATURE FUNCTIONING, HAPPENING, AND DOING ITS THING? 

 3. EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS OR DOESN’T HAPPEN IS NATURE DOING ITS THING? 

 4. WAR AND PEACE IS NATURE DOING ITS THING? 5. LOVE AND HATE, LIKE AND DISLIKE, COMPLAINING OR APPRECIATING IS NATURE DOING ITS THING? 

AND FINALLY, NUMBER FIVE, ISN’T TRUE THAT YOU WOULD BE IGNORANT WITHOUT EXPERIENCING OPPOSITES, AND, WITHOUT NATURE’S OPPOSITES, YOU WOULDN’T EVEN EXIST.

NATURE DOES ITS THING. I ONLY WATCH NATURE DOING ITS THING. I AM AWARE, AND I OBSERVE, AND IF I JOIN IN, THAT TOO IS NATURE DOING ITS THING.

ONCE A PERSON REALIZES LIFE IS MERELY NATURE DOING ITS THING, THAT PERSON IS AT PEACE WITH LIFE, EVEN ENJOYS ALL THAT IS LIFE, EVEN APPRECIATES ALL THAT IS LIFE, AND IS OK WITH LIFE DOING LIFE ITS WAY, IS OK WITH NATURE BEING NATURE. HOWEVER, A PERSON WHO IS NOT OK WITH LIFE DOING LIFE ITS WAY SIMPLY HASN’T DISCOVERED, HASN’T REALIZED (OR REFUSES) TO ACKNOWLEDGE, THAT LIFE IS PERFECT, AND THAT NATURE IS A PERFECT HAPPENING.

LIFE’S WAY IS MY WAY,

WHICH MEANS, I’M ALWAYS OK.

I’M JUST HAVING FUN.

ARE YOU HAVING FUN?

IF FELL ASLEEP.

I DIDN’T KNOW I WAS DREAMING.

I DREAMED I HAD A SPIRIT BODY.

I DREAMED I HAD A PHYSICAL BODY.

I DREAMED I DID THINGS.

I DREAMED MY PHYSICAL BODY DIED.

I DREAMED I LEFT MY SPIRIT BODY.

I DREAMED I WENT AS MY SPIRIT BODY AND GREETED THE LIVE AND DEAD DREAMERS WHO WERE IN MY DREAM.

NOW I AM AWAKE, BACK AS I WAS, BEING WHAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN, A SMALL INDIVIDUALIZED PORTION OF A LARGER CONSCIOUSNESS SYSTEM. 

NOW I AM RESTING, RE-ENERGIZING. WHEN I AM READY I WILL HAVE ANOTHER DREAM. THE MORE DREAMS I EXPERIENCE, THE MORE DIVERSE MY DREAMS ARE, WHICH MEANS, I WILL BE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE MORE DREAM-EXPERIENCES. 

 I DO ALL THINGS FOR KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING, WISDOM, AND BECAUSE LIFE IS INTERESTING, EXCITING AND PLEASURABLE.

YOU'RE ALREADY HERE

 

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THERE IS ONE CONSCIOUS SELF-AWARE INTELLIGENT UNBOUND UNLIMITED INFINITE FIELD OF ENERGY THAT HUMANS CALL LIFE. WITHIN THAT FIELD OF ENERGY, I AM A CONSCIOUS, SELF-AWARE INTELLIGENT BOUND, LIMITED, INDIVIDUAL SPECK. I LOOK LIKE A TINY SHIMMERING ORB.

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ALL IS ENERGY. ALL FORMS ARE ENERGY IN FORM. ALL ENERGY FORMS EAT OTHER ENERGY FORMS. A WOLF ENERGY FORM WILL EAT A DEER ENERGY FORM. HUMAN ENERGY FORMS CAN EAT PLANT ENERGY FORMS OR ANIMAL ENERGY FORMS.

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WHEN I WANT, I JOIN AN ONGOING PERFORMANCE, OR I IMAGINE A PERFORMANCE. I AM AN ACTOR. WHEN I ACT, I PUT ON A COSTUME. THE COSTUME IS TEMPORARY. I AM NOT THE COSTUME. THE PERFORMANCE I WAS JUST IN “WRAPPED.” I PLAYED A HUMAN, BUT I KEPT “BREAKING CHARACTER,” SO I’M TAKING A BREAK. I KEEP GETTING OFFERS, BUT I’M NOT READY TO PLAY A “NEW ROLE,” ESPECIALLY AS A HUMAN.

“WHAT AM I?”

“YOU’RE AN ACTOR IN A MOVIE.”

“WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I DIE IN THE MOVIE?”

“YOU’RE ROLE IS OVER.”

“WHERE DO I GO?”

“NOWHERE. THE MOVIE HAPPENED IN YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS.”

“SO I AM A CONSCIOUSNESS?”

“YES, YOU ARE A CONSCIOUSNESS.”

“WHAT IS MY CONSCIOUSNESS DOING WHEN I AM NOT AN ACTOR?”

“YOU SLEEP. YOU DO NOT THINK, DO NOT DREAM, DO NOT IMAGINE. SOME CALL IT ‘ZERO POINT,’ OTHERS CALL IT ‘THE STILLNESS OF SILENCE.”

“SOUNDS BORING.”

“DOES SLEEP SOUND BORING WHEN YOU NEED SLEEP?”

“NO. WHEN WILL I BE AN ACTOR AGAIN?”

“WHEN YOU ARE REFRESHED, INVIGORATED, RE-ENERGIZED. WHEN YOU ARE READY.”

“WHY IS LIFE THAT WAY?”

“NO ONE KNOWS. IT’S JUST THE WAY LIFE IS.

“HOW COME WHEN I AM ACTING, I THINK I AM THE COSTUME, AND FORGET I AM A CONSCIOUSNESS?”

“BECAUSE, REMEMBERING YOU ARE A CONSCIOUSNESS BREAKS CHARACTER.”

“WHEN A MOVIE IS OVER AND MY CHARACTER OR COSTUME IS DEAD, CAN I VISIT THE OTHER CHARACTERS?”

“YOU CAN VISIT CHARACTERS ANY TIME YOU WANT, AND YOU CAN EVEN RERUN THE MOVIE. PLUS, YOU CAN MODIFY THE MOVIE, OR WRITE AND DESIGN A WHOLE NEW SCRIPT, MORPH THE CHARACTERS, CHANGE THE SET, REDESIGN SCENERY.”

HOW?

YOU USE YOUR CONSCIOUSNESSES’ MEMORY, YOU VISUALIZE. YOU USE YOUR IMAGINATION.

“WHAT IF, WHEN I’M RE-ENERGIZED AND MOTIVATED, I DO NOT WANT TO REVISIT THE PAST, BUT INSTEAD, I WANT TO EXPERIENCE A WILD ADVENTURE MOVIE, AND I DON’T WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE MOVIE, DON’T WANT TO KNOW WHAT PART I’LL PLAY, AND I DON’T WANT TO KNOW HOW IT ENDS?”

“TOO LATE. YOU’RE ALREADY HERE. WELCOME TO EARTH.”

(CONTINUED BELOW)

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WHEN I DIED

 

WHEN I DIED, MY PHYSICAL BODY DISAPPEARED. A LITTLE BIT LATER MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY DISAPPEARED. I REALIZED I WAS CONSCIOUS, COULD THINK, WAS AWARE, BUT THERE WAS NOTHING HAPPENING, GOING ON, AND NO VISUALS OR SOUNDS, JUST THE STILLNESS OF SILENCE. I SUPPOSE THERE WAS NOTHING BECAUSE I WAS NOT THINKING OF SOMETHING.

AS I LUXURIATED IN THE STILLNESS OF SILENCE I REALIZED ITS PLEASANTNESS, AND ALSO REALIZED THAT IF I CHOSE TO LEAVE THE STILLNESS OF SILENCE I WOULD BE INVOLVED IN WHATEVER I IMAGINED. I KNEW I COULD IMAGINE ANYTHING I WAS CAPABLE OF IMAGINING FROM MY PAST MEMORIES. I COULD EVEN JOSTLE THOSE MEMORIES TO FORM OTHER IMAGES AND EXPERIENCES AT WILL. I COULD IMAGINE WHAT I COULD IMAGINE.

REALIZING I COULD DO WHATEVER I COULD DO WITH MY INTELLIGENCE, CONSCIOUSNESS AND WILL POWER, I CHECKED TO SEE WHAT I MIGHT WANT TO EXPERIENCE, AND FOR NOW, I HAD NO PARTICULAR WANTS, BUT RATHER, JUST ENJOYED THE PLEASANTNESS OF THE STILLNESS OF SILENCE.

WITHOUT A BODY AND ITS NEEDS, AND WITHOUT A BODY’S MENTAL DEMANDS, AND WITHOUT A BODY’S MIND AND EMOTIONAL ATTACHMENTS, I WAS FREE.

EVERYTIME YOU EXPERIENCE A NEW AVATAR YOU LEARN MORE

 

YOU ARE A PIECE OF LIFE EXPERIENCING AN AVATAR

(AN AVATAR IS A BODY, MIND, EMOTIONS). 

 

BY EXPERIENCING NEW AVATARS YOU GAIN KNOWLEDGE, 

UNDERSTANDING AND WISDOM.

YOU EXPERIENCE AN AVATAR’S BODY, MIND, EMOTIONS, ITS

 PHYSICAL, MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL NEEDS, WANTS, DESIRES, ITS

 ATTACHMENTS, ENTANGLEMENTS, IDENTITY, ITS PROGRAMMING,

 INDOCTRINATION, BRAINWASHING, PROPAGANDIZATION, AND ITS

 OPINIONS, BELIEFS, BIASES, PREJUDICES AND CONCLUSIONS.

YOU ARE ENERGY. USE IT AS YOU WILL

 

NOTHING DISTURBS ME, SO WHAT?

NOT POSITIVE, NOT NEGATIVE, NEUTRAL, SO WHAT?

PENDULUM NOT SWINGING, WHAT’S YOUR POINT?

YOU VERY EXISTENCE DISTURBS THE FORCE (LIFE FORCE).

THE FORCE IN THE CAVE WAS OK AS LONG AS NO ONE ENTERED.

LIFE FORCE IS STILL, SILENT, IS THE VERY STILLNESS OF SILENCE.

LIFE FORCE MIRRORS YOUR FORCE.

LIFE FORCE MIRRORS THE COLLECTIVE FORCE (HUMAN THOUGHTS, WORDS, ACTIONS).

TO THE DEGREE YOU MESS WITH SOURCE, IT MESSES WITH YOU.

LIFE FORCE REFLECTS THE FORCE OF THE COLLECTIVE AND OVERPOWERS INDIVIDUAL FORCE.

THE DESTRUCTIVE FORCE OF HUMAN NATURE IS MIRRORED IN THE DESTRUCTIVE FORCE OF NATURE ITSELF.

ENERGY RESPONDS IN KIND.

ENERGY HAS NO THOUGHT, OPINIONS, BIASES, PREJUDICES, BELIEFS, AND CONCLUSIONS. ENERGY FLOWS FREE UNTIL DIRECTED AND CHANNELED THROUGH THOUGHT, OPINIONS, BIASES, PREJUDICES, BELIEFS, AND CONCLUSIONS.

HUMANS ARE ENERGY CHANNELS AND DIRECTORS.

ENERGY FLOWS UNIMPEDED, UNOBSTRUCTED, UNBLOCKED AND FREE IN THE STILLNESS OF SILENCE.

ENERGY IS CHANNELED THROUGH WILL, INTENT AND PURPOSE.

MINUS WILL, INTENT, OR PURPOSE, ENERGY FLOWS FREELY, IS PURE ENERGY. EVERYTHING YOU THINK, SAY AND DO USES AND DIRECTS ENERGY.

QUIET THE BODY AND MIND, AND IN THAT STILLNESS OF SILENCE, YOUR ENERGY-FORM DISSOLVES AND YOU ARE AGAIN THE CONSCIOUSNESS FROM WHICH YOU EMERGED. AND NOW, AS PURE CONSCIOUSNESS (FOCUSING YOUR WILL, PURPOSE AND INTENT) YOU CAN DIRECT ENERGY TO FORM INTO WHATEVER YOU IMAGINE, AND IT CAN FEEL AS REAL AS PHYSICAL REALITY.

FOCUSING YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS, WILL, PURPOSE AND INTENT ON WORLDLY CONCERNS, USES, DISSIPATES, AND DEPLETES YOUR ENERGY.

AS AN ENERGY-CONSCIOUSNESS IN HUMAN FORM, YOU CAN USE, DISSIPATE, AND DEPLETE YOUR ENERGY AS YOU WILL. THE QUICKEST WAY IS TO GET MARRIED, HAVE CHILDREN, GET A JOB OR BUSINESS AND WORRY ABOUT OUTCOMES (QUIET ENTERTAINING ACTUALLY). ONCE YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS IS FREE OF YOUR CURRENT BODY, MIND, AND EMOTIONS, YOU CAN DECIDE WHAT YOUR NEXT ADVENTURE WILL BE.

IF YOU SUFFER LIFE

 

LIFE EXISTS. THERE IS LIFE DOING WHAT LIFE DOES. AT THIS LEVEL (AT THE ENERGY LEVEL OF LIFE) THERE IS NO JUDGMENT, NO RIGHT OR WRONG. THERE IS JUST LIFE, JUST HAPPENINGS, JUST LIFE EXPERIENCING ITS POTENTIAL IN ALL WAYS POSSIBLE.

LIFE, POTENTIAL (AT THE HUMAN LEVEL) IS MOTIVATED BY THE EMOTIONAL ENERGIES HUMANS EXPERIENCE AS PEACE, HAPPINESS, JOY, BLISS, ECSTASY, EXCITEMENT, ADVENTURE, CHALLENGE AND RISK.

PART OF THE HUMAN EXPERIENCE IS THE EXCITEMENT, THE ADVENTURES CAUSED BY HUMANS JUDGING THINGS GOOD OR BAD, POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE, VIRTUOUS OR VILE, GOOD OR EVIL AND THEN EXPERIENCING THE CONSEQUENCES OF THOSE JUDGMENTS THROUGH BELIEFS, OPINIONS, BIASES, PREJUDICES, EXCLUSIVENESS AND INCLUSIVENESS, PREFERENCES (LIKES AND DISLIKES, GRATITUDE AND INGRATITUDE, APPRECIATION AND CONTEMPT).

HUMAN LIFE IS LIFE PLAYING HUMANS. LIFE, AND HUMAN LIFE, IS A PLAY, A CONTEST, A RIVALRY OF CONTRASTING ENERGY-FORMS. LIFE PLAYS HUMANS FOR THE SAME REASONS HUMANS SEEK ENTERTAINMENT, AMUSEMENT AND PLEASURE (AND YES, LIFE BECOMES YOU, BECOME HUMANS, TO EXPERIENCE COMFORT AND DISCOMFORT, PAIN AND PLEASURE, JOY AND SORROW, HEALTH AND ILLNESS, YOUTH AND OLD AGE, LIFE AND DEATH). AND, ONCE YOU AWAKEN, YOU ARE FILLED WITH APPRECIATION FOR LIFE, WHICH MEANS, YOU ARE APPRECIATING YOURSELF FOR BEING LIFE PRETENDING TO BE YOU, FOR PRETENDING TO BE LESS THAN ALL THAT IS.

IF YOU SUFFER LIFE, YOU CAME TO SUFFER LIFE. IF YOU ARE NOT ENJOYING ALL THAT IS LIFE, YOU CAME TO NOT ENJOY ALL THAT IS LIFE. LIFE IS A PLAY, AND YOU ARE LIFE, PLAYING A CHARACTER. AND IF YOU HAVEN’T EXPERIENCED THAT, IT’S BECAUSE YOU CHOSE NOT TO YET EXPERIENCE BEING OUT OF CHARACTER.