DEAD OR ALIVE

 

THE WAY YOU ARE NOW WILL BE THE WAY YOU ARE WHEN DEAD. YOU ARE THE SAME PERSONA, PLAYER, PRESENCE, OBSERVER, AWARENESS, “PSYCHOLOGICAL” BEING WITH OR WITHOUT A BODY. YOU ARE ENERGY ORGANIZED INTO A CONSCIOUS SELF-AWARE INTELLIGENCE. YOU HAVE QUALITIES AND ATTRIBUTES. ALIVE OR DEAD, YOU WILL BE THE SAME.

IF YOU HAVE ATTACHMENTS, IF YOU HAVE ENTANGLEMENTS, IF YOU IDENTIFY WITH PEOPLE, PLACES, AND THINGS WHILE IN A BODY, YOU WILL BE THAT WAY WITHOUT A BODY. IF LIFE HAS TO BE A CERTAIN WAY FOR YOU TO BE HAPPY WHILE IN A BODY, LIFE WILL HAVE TO BE THAT WAY WHEN YOU HAVE NO BODY. WHATEVER LIKES OR DISLIKES YOU HAD IN A BODY, YOU WILL HAVE THOSE WITHOUT A BODY. IF YOU HAVE OPINIONS, BIASES, PREJUDICES, JUDGE, AND DRAW CONCLUSIONS WHILE IN A BODY, YOU WILL DO THAT WITHOUT BODY. NOT HAVING A BODY JUST MEANS YOU DON’T HAVE TO PEE.

YOU DON’T GET DUMBER OR SMARTER JUST BECAUSE YOU DIED. YOU DON’T BECOME LESS OF AN ASSHOLE JUST BECAUSE YOU STOPPED BREATHING, HOWEVER, IF YOU’RE DEAD, YOU ARE ONE LESS ASSHOLE.

WHATEVER LEVEL OF INTELLIGENCE YOU GAIN WHILE IN A BODY, THAT IS THE SAME LEVEL OF INTELLIGENCE YOU WILL HAVE WHEN YOU LEAVE A BODY. IF YOU DIE TODAY, YOU WILL HAVE THE SAME QUALITIES AND ATTRIBUTES YOU HAVE TODAY. YOU’RE NO DIFFERENT, DEAD OR ALIVE.

WE JUST HAD A BABY SAID JOE TO HIS FRIEND, STEVE. STEVE SAID, SO WHAT DID YOU GET, A SERIAL KILLER OR A SAINT? DON’T KNOW, SAID JOE, BUT EITHER WAY, WE GOTTA FEED IT. IT’S THE LAW. WHAT IF IT’S AN IDIOT, ASKED STEVE. JOE SAID, IF IT’S AN IDIOT WE’LL NAME HIM STEVE.

WE ARE WHAT IS. WE ARE IT.

 

1. I AM CONSCIOUSNESS, LIVING AN IMAGINED ADVENTURE.

2. SILENCE REVEALS WHAT YOU ARE NOT.

3. OUT OF BODY, MIND, SILENCE, SEEMS MORE REAL.

4. FOCUSED INTENTION, YOU ARE THERE.

5. WHEN YOU RECEIVE ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS, LIFE IS FUN.

6. YOU ARE ATTACHED TO AVATAR UNTIL YOU TIRE OF IT.

7. YOU CAN WALK OUT OF BODY AND FEEL AS REAL AS IN IN BODY.

8. WE ARE IT. WE ARE WHAT IS (REALIZING THAT, IS ENLIGHTENMENT). WE ARE THE MOVIE SCREEN, THEN THE LIGHT, THEN THE SHADOWY CHARACTERS ON THE SCREEN, THEN THE STORY. WE GET LOST IN STORIES, GET CONDITIONED, GET EGOTISTICAL (THE SCREEN IS MADE OF IDENTICAL PIECES OF ENERGY—WE ARE THAT) EVERYTHING ELSE IS THEATER, ENTERTAINMENT, DIVERSION, RECREATION, AMUSEMENT.

9. WE (YOU AND I) ARE ALIKE, THE SAME, IDENTICAL-PIECES-OF-ENERGY. WE COMBINE, FORM, PLAY FOR FUN, PLEASURE, HAPPINESS, JOY, BLISS, ECSTASY. WE ARE WHAT IS. WE ARE IT.

IT'S ALL REAL

 

Physical is real.

Dream real.

Imagination real.

Movie real.

Virtual game real.

Reading book real.

Story real.

Near death experience real.

COMMON THREAD: all are ENERGY IN FORM / information (energy in form action-motion) all are CONSCIOUSNESS FOCUSED.

Instead of just reading a story, instead of just watching a movie, instead of just being aware and observing a dream, consciousness decided to forget it is consciousness by birthing itself into a story as one of the characters. To be a character in a story, consciousness temporarily binds and limits itself within a finite character (one consciousness temporarily partitioned into many consciousnesses).

Waking-up and realizing you are consciousness playing a character in a story is called enlightenment.

If consciousness totally forgets it is consciousness, and gets attached, entangled, and identified with its character’s physical, mental, and emotional needs, wants, and desires about people, places, and things, then, when the character it is playing dies, the consciousness is trapped in its delusion, is stuck in the next chapter of the story.

Once you enter a story you are subject to the rules of the story, the nature of nature.

Entering the stillness of silence is merely a temporary rest from the story.

Once you realize you are consciousness playing a temporary character in a story, you can have weird, wild, astonishing experiences beyond the rules of the story.

Consciousness explores its potential through self-create experiences, stories.

Conscious explores its potential because it is fun, exciting, amusing, entertaining, fulfilling, pleasurable, blissful, and ecstatic.

Are you not entertained? If you are not entertained, you’re stuck in a character.

I CAME FROM....

I came from

(4. the stillness of silence, was born into the silence, live in the silence, leave the silence) to experience and identify as a

(1. body)

(2. mind)

(3. heart/emotions) and to taste and savor

(1. - 3. life) and return to

(4. the stillness of silence).

I am the stillness of silence, and I “leave” for adventures, to experience pain and pleasure, joy and sorrow, good and evil, challenge, risk, danger, delight, chaos and drama, to take part (and to play a part) in life’s low and high entropy movie.

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I died. Arrived at the pearly gates. I made fun of St. Peter. St. Peter said, “How dare you make fun of me?” I said, “How dare you pretend to be St. Peter.” We both had a good laugh.

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THE STILLNESS OF SILENCE IS BEYOND PEACE, JOY, ECSTASY, BLISS. THE STILLNESS OF SILENCE IS NON-BEING, NO-EXISTENCE, ZERO-POINT. LIKE SLEEP, ONLY BETTER.

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LIFE ISN'T ABOUT YOU

 

Life isn’t about you. Life is about itself. You thinking life is about you, is life entertaining itself by pretending to be A you that thinks life is about you. When “you” enter the stillness of silence (no thoughts) all there is, is life.

You and I are different expressions of THE ONE.

 

THE ONENESS

Energy is ONE thing being everything, every person, place and thing.

Energy IS everything, DOES everything, EXPERIENCES everything.

Energy is CONSCIOUSNESS, INTELLIGENCE, AWARENESS, OBSERVER.

Energy is the STAGE and SCENERY.

Energy the ONLY CHARACTER.

Energy experiences life as YOU.

Energy IS YOU.

THE ONENESS is you, your partner, children, neighbor, cat, dog, lawn, shrubs, trees and birds. There is ONLY THE ONE being many, being all forms and faces.

You and I are different expressions of THE ONE.

ENERGY IS PRIMORDIAL - NOTHING IS QUITE AS SERIOUS AS IT USED TO BE

 

Physical reality (people places things) is temporary, whereas energy reality (consciousness, thoughts, imagination) is significantly more permanent since it is the very essence upon which physical reality exists.

What’s the point? Permanence is the point. Which is more fundamental, energy or physicality? Which came first? Which endures?

If life were a joke, then energy is the set-up and physicality is the punch-line.

Energy is primordial.

Physicality is merely an attribute of energy. Physical life is something energy does, or can become.

Another way to say it is energy is real and physicality is unreal.

WHAT VALUE IN KNOWING THIS?

The question, “Does life-energy continue after death?” becomes mute, thus, being human is just a temporary experience for conscious-life-energy, and knowing that changes how you view your human experience, changes your perspective, and THAT changes how you deal with life, moment-to-moment, and day-to-day. In other words, you appreciate your human experience. You can enjoy being a weird human, enjoy being irrational, illogical, nonsensical, and slightly nuts. You can enjoy all that is human life. AND THAT HAS VALUE, because you quit bitching about life (people, places, and things) and instead laugh a lot.

 

PHYSICAL LIFE BECOMES SURREAL. You wake up in the morning, yawn, stretch, and say, “I’M BACK, for another day-to-play in the amusement park of life.”

NOTHING IS QUITE AS SERIOUS AS IT USED TO BE. Now I leave physicality and visit home. When I pop in at home I get asked, “What are you doing here? You’re supposed to be one Earth.” I answer, “Oh, I just popped in to see what condition my condition was in, and anyway, my human avatar is asleep.”

 

ENERGY

SELF-FORMED INTO INTELLIGENCES

THAT ANALYZE ENERGY-FORMS.

Each human intelligence has internal interpreters that analyze, compare and evaluate and assigns meaning to stored, incoming and possible future information. Depending on assigned meanings, the interpreter is at peace or at war with the information. When an interpreter assigns no meaning to information, it is naturally at peace. During meditation the conscious interpreter ignores information, and is at peace.

When a conscious interpreter decides that all stored, incoming and future information has value, it not only appreciates and is thankful for all information, it no longer suffers information.

Appreciation and gratitude result when an interpreter realizes that energy works the way it works. The more it understands how energy works, the greater its appreciation and gratitude.

LOW HIGH ENTROPY

HELLO

I can enter a body that transmutes flowing-energy into physical people, places and things (information templates). Of course I have to know things to understand the information. In other words, I have to learn (as does an infant) energy shapes and forms and learn how they interact, and assign them word symbols. I am like a library of information, always seeking new information, new experiences which makes it possible for me to acquire more and more information and have more and more experiences. Nothing is really happening out there. Out there is just flowing energy. What if there’s no energy, either? What if life as we know it is just imagination, and imagination is the only energy there is. I can imagine a big explosion, a sun, but it doesn’t really exist except in my imagination. The explosion didn’t take any energy. It was just an image. MAYBE I am just consciousness wearing a headset.

You come into form and think you are the form, get attached to forms; forms die; your form dies; you return to formlessness. Why? What’s the point, purpose? What happened while you were in form? You had experiences, learned, gained knowledge, understanding, wisdom. No matter how difficult your life was, if you adopted Taoism, your life was joy, if not, your life was suffering. The point wasn’t to suffer or not suffer. The purpose was to gain knowledge, understanding and wisdom. Why? What are you that needs knowledge? What are you?

Physical life is imaginary, not real, temporary, merely a visual representation of information. We think it’s real. The key is, we think. We think life is real. It’s not. What are we?

What if the big bang, energy, motion, universe, galaxies, solar systems, planets, people, places and things are not real, never happened, are not physical at all, just imagined scenery to make it appear real? What if life is like a movie, merely information appearing on a fabric we call life. What if we are merely the result of imagination in the mind of God, in the mind of the ONE universal consciousness? Let’s say that is true. What does knowing that do for you?

“Hey, Joe, did you know we are being imagined by universal consciousness, which means we exist like characters in a movie?”

“Yeah, I knew that. I know we are not real. Not really real.”

“Hell of a movie, ain’t it?”

“Yeah, and if you’re Buddhist, you want to know how to not be in the sequel.”

“And if you’re Christian, you want to know how to never be left out of a sequel.”

“And if you’re a Taoist, you’re the most boring character in the movie.”

“Well, you’ve got to admit that the one consciousness has an amazing imagination.”

“Yeah, and I think it imagined us and gave us individual consciousnesses and provided experiences for us to learn so we could imagine even weirder experiences.”

“I think the one consciousness is exploring every potential, which includes us exploring our every potential.”

“Joe, since you knew we are not real, and are just imagined beings, has knowing that made your life easier or harder?”

“Whether we are ‘real’ or ‘imagined,’ or whether life is easy or hard, is irrelevant.

“What, if anything, IS relevant?

“What’s relevant is keeping life going so the system doesn’t implode and everything keeps seeking its potential, which means becoming love, or another way to say it, keep the total entropy low so life, or the system, continues evolving and discovering its potential. Also, life wouldn’t have so much entropy if the one consciousness would quit introducing new consciousnesses that cause high entropy, but then, life wouldn’t be worth living if it wasn’t exploring its potential. IN OTHER WORDS, LIFE IS HAVING FUN, IS AMUSING, ENTERTAINING AND ENJOYING ITSELF DISCOVERING ITS POTENTIAL (AND SO CAN WE) once we quit being selfish, narcissistic, demanding temper throwing little two-year olds.

WHEN A CHARACTER AWAKENS

You do what you do because you arrived with certain qualities into a pre-made environment.
You are a character in a story, a performer in a play, an actor in a movie.
All that happens is the story, play, movie. There is nothing outside the story, play, movie.

You are the I am that I am, the primordial essence, the divine, the source, force, the one, the only, the eternal, the all knowing, all powerful, all present (omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent) power of creation, and, what is called a body, is a temporary container, a sheath, a corn husk, a coat, a cover, a costume, a disguise, a character, a performer, an actor (AN EGO) that veils and conceals the I am that I am, the primordial essence, the divine, the source, force, the one, the only, the eternal, the all knowing, all powerful, all present (omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent) power of creation.

An actor does not know all.  However, if an actor becomes silent, the veil, the sheath, the coat thins, and that actor experiences, temporarily, the ALL.  A character, while alive, wants to know if it continues to live and do things after it dies.  It wants to know if it remains the same character with its memories, talents, abilities, likes, dislikes, personality, etc.  A character is a mental construct of the One. The One remembers being that character, just as a character remembers having been a teenager.  In that, and other ways, the character still lives

The One might have said, “portions of me will become a bunch of EGOS, and I will see how long it takes them to become me, the One, and I will do it for my pleasure.”  Another way the One might say it, “I will descend below all things to rise above all things.  I will experience all that is possible to experience, every potential.  I will fall that I might rise (depicted in Christian theology as the fall of man).”

Many characters have said (when experiencing the One) “What the hell just happened?  What was that experience?  For a moment I was conscious of more.  I was bigger.  My awareness increased.  I was vast, full, over filled with energy, was energy itself, was everything and every thing was me, every person, place and thing was me.  I want to know what the hell that experience was.  I wonder if I am going nuts?  What am I, really?”  
The One might say, “If you want to experience more of Me, stop being you, and there I am, meaning, ‘Be still, still your mind and know I AM GOD’” (also from Christian theology, as is the following) “I am the dark and the light, the good and the evil, and I do all things for my pleasure.”

Once a character awakens or realizes or experiences that the I AM is pretending to be that character, that character becomes more empathetic.  That character treats everyone and every thing kindly, as kindly as it can, with regards to the actions of other characters).  That awake character knows every person, place, and thing are characters that don’t realize they are characters.  That character may use the word “divine” to describe all of creation, and it does its best to treat all creation divinely.  In addition, that awake character no longer suffers its ignorance, nor anyone else’s ignorance, but will still experience empathetic bodily emotions and physical pain.  HOWEVER, an awakened character no longer suffers life, but rather, walks through life in “the peace that passes all understanding” (also from Christian theology).

In addition, an awake character no longer fears, no longer is afraid, no longer gets stressed, worried, anxious, or concerned, but instead, flows with whatever appears in front of it, and is filled with gratitude, and overwhelming  appreciation for all of life.

WHAT’S THE TAKE AWAY: THE ONE IS ALL THAT EXISTS.  THE ONE IS EVERY ACTOR.  WHAT YOU CALL YOU, IS GOD PLAYING, PRETENDING, IMAGINING YOU.  WHEN AN ACTOR HAS AN AWAKENING EXPERIENCE, THE ACTOR BRIEFLY BECOMES AWARE THAT IT IS THE ONE IN DISGUISE.  WHEN AN ACTOR DIES, THE DISGUISE DIES.  THE MASK COMES OFF.  THE ONE REMEMBERS EVERY ACTOR, EVERY DISGUISE, EVERY EXPERIENCE, plus, THE ONE continues exploring its potential through its actors.  WHAT YOU CALL YOU IS GOD WEARING A HALLOWEEN COSTUME.  God divided into a lot of individual gods.  Individual gods have will, experiences, and develop qualities.  Individual gods put on Halloween costumes (human bodies).    Human bodies have egos.  Egos get indoctrinated.  Egos have will, intent, purpose, memory.  Egos think they are the Halloween costumes.  Egos learn they will die when their Halloween costume dies.  Egos are noisy, think a lot.  If an ego becomes silent it experiences God.



ASKING AND THINKING
ABOUT LIFE,
LED TO A CONCLUSION,
DON’T ASK.
APPRECIATE IT.




I spent my life asking about life
and that was my life

I spent my life living life

I spent my life living in my head asking about life and missed the parade.

I wanted to know about life, about people, places, things.  I dissected it.  All I found was particles.  When I looked at the particles they disappeared.  All that was left was an empty container.  I looked at the container.  I call it space.  Nothing was happening. Then I realized the container was not empty.  I was in it looking around.  So I asked, “What is this container and what am I?”  There was only silence.  No answer.  I waited.  Slowly it dawned on me.  I am the container.  I am space.  I AM, all that is.  I am the container, the disappearing particles, the particles being people, places, things, and then disappearing.






 

ARE YOU AMUSED YET?

 Little Joe is unhappy.  He has a way his life must go, and won’t let go.  His dad told him to stop crying or he would send him to earth and give something to cry about.  Joe’s mom agreed.  She told Joe that if he didn’t quit complaining she would give him what he wants.  Joe kept complaining.  Joe’s mom said, “OK, I’ll give you what you want right now, but you can’t change your mind. What you want right now will be the way your life will be, forever, no changes.”  Joe thought about it and quit bitching because he smart enough to know if he couldn’t get older he’d never get a driver’s license, couldn’t drink and smoke, and would never know what sex was all about.  

If you are not constantly at peace, you are a slave to your mind.  If you don’t enjoy all that is life, you are a slave to the comforts you enjoy (while fully knowing things in your life change).  If you are unhappy you are a slave to your programming, indoctrination, brainwashing, and the propaganda you swallowed that life has to go your way, while fully knowing life will not always go your way.  So what’s the best way to live life.  The best way to live life is to have no way life must go.  
HOW TO LET GO AND FLOW
When your mind imagines disasters that might happen, instead of worrying, enjoy the picture show and tell your mind to grow-up, quit acting like a two-year old, quit confusing its way of thinking with reality, with what’s actually happening, quit being unrealistic, illogical, nonsensical, and enjoy the picture show, and if it actually shows up enjoy it.  Life is one hell of an experience after another hell of an experience with coffee breaks in between.  Enjoy it all or stay the village idiot.

When I was seven we went to Disneyland.  I didn’t want to leave, so I threw a fit when we had to go home.  My dad said, “OK.  I’ll be right back.  I’m going to give you what you want.  He came back and said, “I have a surprise for you,” and handed me a ticket that said, “ONE YEAR PAID IN ADVANCE.  YOU HAVE TO STAY THE FULL YEAR.  YOU CAN’T LEAVE.”

Sue cried when I took away her trick or treat candy.  So I gave it all back to her and said eat all you want.  She smiled and started ripping open wrappers.  She ate and ate and ate, and then got a stomach ache and had to have her stomach pumped. Lesson learned.

Joe said, “All I want to do is play video games.”  So I locked him in his room.  When he yelled, “I’m hungry,” I said, “sorry about that, just keep playing your games.  That’s what you wanted and that’s what you got.”  When Joe died, we buried him with his games.

You are here to enjoy and be amused at this mysterious, magnificent amusement park.  You’re not here to complain and tell the owner, builder and architect how it should be.  On the bright side, everyone is amused when you complain that the park isn’t meeting your expectations, so thanks for the entertainment.  You’ve made the amusement park more amusing.

The most entertainment, and the most fun you’ll ever have in the amusement park of life is watching people who are not amused and bitch about the park.  However, the best part about the amusement park is the amusement little kids and teenagers provide, plus all the free entertainment  dumb asses who haven’t grown-up, and think bitching about the park is the path to happiness (as if the park gives a shit and will change its ways to suit crazy people’s insanity).

THAT’S LIFE

A NEWBORN UNIVERSE DEVELOPS HUMANS WHO ASK, “HOW DID ALL THIS HAPPEN?”  
A NEWBORN HUMAN DEVELOPS THE INTELLIGENCE TO ASK, “HOW DID I HAPPEN?

A HUMAN NAMED JOE TRAVELED FAR INTO SPACE AND FOUND A UNIVERSE WITH ALL KIND OF LIFE FORMS. IT WAS OBVIOUS THAT THIS UNIVERSE HAD BEEN DEVELOPING FOR BILLIONS OF YEARS, AND YET, IT WAS MERELY A ZOO, FOR IT DID NOT HAVE A SINGLE LIFE FORM WITH ENOUGH INTELLIGENCE TO ASK, “WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?”

JOE LEFT THAT UNIVERSE BEHIND AND TRAVELED FURTHER INTO SPACE AND SAW A UNIVERSE JUST BEGINNING TO HAVE ENOUGH ENERGY TO EXPLODE INTO ORGANIZED FORMS, SO HE SET UP A CAMERA AND WAITED.  IT TOOK TRILLIONS AND TRILLIONS OF YEARS BEFORE THERE WERE STARS, SOLAR SYSTEMS, PLANETS AND GALAXIES AND LIFE FORMS THAT ATE EACH OTHER AND REPRODUCED, AND IT TOOK SEVERAL OF ADDITIONAL BILLIONS OF YEARS BEFORE IT DEVELOPED A SPECIES THAT SAID TO EACH OTHER, “FUCK OFF DUMB ASS.”

JOE LEFT THAT NEW UNIVERSE AND HEADED HOME.   HE COULDN’T FIND IT.  IT HAD DISAPPEARED, DESTROYED ITSELF.  SO JOE MADE SOME JOE AND CONCLUDED THAT LIFE IS A SPONTANEOUS HAPPENING.  IT JUST DOES WHAT IT DOES, THINGS HAPPEN AND WORK, AND WHAT DOESN’T WORK, DOESN’T HAPPEN, AND ALL THAT HAPPENING WITHOUT INTENT OR PURPOSE.  LIFE IS JUST A HAPPENING THAT UNHAPPENS AND HAPPENS AGAIN, AND OCCASIONALLY LASTS LONG ENOUGH TO DEVELOP A SPECIES THAT CAN YELL, “FUCK IT!”  AND BLOW ITSELF UP, BUT IN THE MEANTIME, THERE’S PIZZA.

SO, WHAT HAPPENED TO JOE?  HE WENT BACK TO THE ZOO PLANET AND LANDED IN A GARDEN HE NAMED  EDEN AND OPENED A MCDONALDS.

THE TERMINATOR

The beatings will continue until morale improves.

When the “I am that I am” (call it God if you must) shows up as this or that (perhaps in the form of the Terminator) and you get irritated, upset, or angry, He’ll be back.

When you see God in everything (in every person, place, and thing) then, when a guy comes to steal your car, you laugh, because you know, it is God in the form of that guy, coming to steal your car.

If God can upset you by cutting you off in traffic, suing you, and eating the last cookie, he will keep doing it until nothing upsets you.

Until you receive all things with thankfulness, God will give you more things to complain about.

When you receive all things with thankfulness, God will give you more things to be thankful about.

God will keep teasing you in the form of lost keys, until losing your keys no longer upsets you.

You will have experiences that upset you until they no longer upset you.

You will only fully enjoy the peace that passes all understanding, when you see the divine in everything, and then you will laugh your ass off having been the butt of the cosmic joke.

If God shows up as an invading army, serve him cookies.

Resist not evil; turn the other cheek.  Why?  Because, until you do, you do not yet see the divine, and do not see the divine purpose in everything.  And what is that purpose?  I am all, and all is I am, and I do all things for my pleasure.  

I am here to enjoy myself, as you, and as the cat and the mouse and the dog too.

WITHOUT MY AVATAR

 Without my avatar, I am consciousness with memory.  

I can’t do things myself.  I need an avatar to do things.  

I connected to an avatar.  When that happened I lost my memories, but have thr qualities, and characteristics previously gained.

From birth my avatar was programmed by its parent’s avatars with their current information.  I asked questions, got answers, but had no way to judge the information, I merely accepted it, believed it.

I analyzed my avatar.  It is a genetic reproduction.  It came with physical and intellectual capabilities,  and emotional qualities. It came genetically programmed for survival,  with instincts, with genetic memories.  It has needs, and developed wants, and evolved desires.  It gets attached, entangled, and identified–physically, mentally, emotionally–with its needs, wants, desires, and with people, places, and things.  I have to deal with all its attributes as it engages its environment.   If it gets physically, intellectually, or emotionally damaged, disabled, or old, I have to deal with its incapacities.

It was a long time before I realized I am not this avatar I am connected to.   That’s when my language changed regarding it.  Instead of saying “I am Joe,” I say, “My avatar was named, Joe by its avatar parents.”  Instead of saying, “I am cold, hot, hungry, or, have to go to the bathroom,” I say, “My avatar is cold, hot, hungry, has to go to the bathroom.”

After I realized I am not this avatar, I asked, “What am I?”

For now, I use the word consciousness, to define what I am.  Probably words like awareness, observer, intelligence work as well.

I can think, remember, imagine, but physically I can do nothing without this avatar.

If my avatar’s intellect were to be injured, it would no longer be able to fully and accurately utilize my transmissions to it.  It would be useless, like as if dead, and then I would have to connect to a new avatar.

When I am silent, choosing not to interact with this avatar, I can disconnect from it, and there I am, no longer feeling its environment.  I need the avatar to feel things.  Without the avatar I am back to what I am, consciousness.

The interaction with this avatar blurs the lines of who is experiencing what.  I do not precise language to describe it.  If I direct it to try something and it gets hurt, it feels the pain.   I do not.  I might think, “Shit!  That was a dumb idea.  Now my avatar is suffering.”  I don’t always treat my avatar for its own well being.  Sometimes I test  its limits, like a race car, or an all terrain vehicle.  I should be nicer to my avatar, take better care of it, after all, it’s the only one I get for this adventure.

There are times I wonder about my discretion.  Why did I connect to THIS avatar in THIS environment, at THIS time in the evolution of THIS reality?  If I had a butt, I’d probably kick myself.  On the other hand (which I don’t have either) it’s been one hell of a ride, at least from my perspective.  I’m not sure this avatar would agree, though its had plenty of good times.

YOU WON'T BE NEARLY AS ENTERTAINING

 When consciousness attaches to an avatar, consciousness forgets it’s a consciousness and  thinks it is the avatar.  

1.  The One Consciousness divides into many individual consciousnesses.  

2.  Individual consciousnesses
     attach to avatars.  
     have experiences that increases their intelligences  
     develop qualities that live on when avatars die.
     get new avatars, over and over and over again.

3.  What is curiosity/news/information;
     Who is theology;
     How is science;
     Why is philosophy;
     Where is geography;
     When is subjective.

WHAT:     LIFE,
WHO:       ?
HOW:       POWERFUL,
WHY:        DISCOVER POTENTIAL, CURIOSITY, INTERESTING, FUN,
WHERE:   SPACE,
WHEN:      SUBJECTIVE.
NEXT:        MYSTERY.

4.  Most humans are OK not knowing the science of WHO, HOW, WHY, WHERE, WHEN.  Most humans want to know how to enjoy their lives.

5.  Some humans drive themselves nuts trying to understand the details of life.  It’s their way of enjoying their lives.

6.  For some, life is a mystery to solve, for most, life is a mystery to live.

7.  You sure you want to go there Pete.  You know there’s every kind of consciousness there, right?  It’s not a planet where only the most loving consciousnessess go, and there’s teenagers too. And when you get there, you’ll forget everything you know.  You’ll only arrive with the qualities you’ve developed. And worse, It’s not a PHD planet.  It’s day care and kindergarten at best.  Lots of crying and whining about how life isn’t going their way.  There, consciousnessess get ideas put in their heads about how their lives should be, and when it isn’t, they get irrational, illogical, nonsensical and unreasonable, and totally ignore reality.  And to survive, they exploit each other (but only when their not too busy killing each other for resources).  Yeah, I heard it’s a hell of a world, one hell of an adventure, and one hell of an opportunity to get over myself.  Well, it’s your funeral.  Maybe you’ll get lucky and won’t forget that you are a consciousness, that you are not the human avatar.  However, the odds aren’t good.  Most consciousnessess get identified, entangled and attached to their avatars physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desires, and to people, places, and things, and most never break the chains of their indoctrinated enslavement.  Well, if I can’t talk you out of it, Pete, I just want to thank you.  Thank me for what?  For the entertainment you’ll be. Everyone watches the show, but not everyone is brave enough to be in the show.  Why hell, you might come back with some really good qualities and not be such a pain in the ass.  Of course, if that happens, you won’t be nearly as entertaining.

ZERO POINT NOTHINGNESS, SOCK PUPPET DIED

 My sock puppet died.  Immediately everything that I had sensed, disappeared.  I was in an empty space, not a thought, not an image appeared.

Because I (a piece of consciousness) have no beliefs, no opinions, biases, prejudices, theories, theologies, philosophies, no physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desires that MUST be satisfied, and because I am not attached, entangled, and identified with people, places, things, I merely experienced I AM.  I didn’t experience, “I am this or that” (to give I AM some definition, I call it, ZERO POINT, or, NOTHINGNESS.

SOME OF THE STUFF HERE IS JUST WHERE I PARK THOUGHTS THAT I MIGHT IMPROVE ON. THEY'RE PARKED HERE SO IF MY COMPUTER CRASHES

 If I do that, will it cause low or high entropy (chaos or order, storm or calm)?  Low entropy (love) and high entropy (fear) is life.  A dead magnet is low entropy, no life.  A dead battery is dead.  

Potential (life) is only possible where both low and high entropy exist.  Physicality is made possible by opposites, low and high entropy, then calm, then pressure, then release, then calm, the cycle of life is both high, medium, and low entropy.

The word, the concept, a definition (and there many) of nomad:  simple indivisible unit, divine single atom).

If you are not OK eventually getting old, rickety, and your body slowly degenerating, incapacitating, plus you’re not OK with dying suddenly in your prime, what situation would you be OK with?  Or are you one of those humans that are just not OK if life doesn’t go your way, and thinks dying is a stupid way to check out?

What mind-set stimulates the feeling, the energy of appreciation?  What are your thoughts about life that cause you to appreciate all that is life?  Or do you only appreciate life when it aligns with your ego?

Life is sensational because of our senses, without which, life would be senseless, or non-existent.  What is consciousness conscious of?  Sensations, senses, and the words and thoughts that define or describe senses: pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow, success and failure, good and bad, virtue and vice, comfort and discomfort, in danger and safe, difficult and easy.  So what does all that mean?  If you are not OK with life being sensational, you got on the wrong bus.

I appreciate all that is life because life provides experiences that result in knowledge, understanding, and wisdom sufficient to avoid the consequences of ignorance.  I appreciate life for providing experiences that make me less subject to my ignorance of cause and effect, action and reaction.  I appreciate life providing me the potential to not always be a dumb ass.  I suffer my ignorance.  I do not suffer life.

Not needing anything is a wonderful place to live.
I don’t need things to be at peace.
I don’t want this or that to be at peace.
I don’t desire things to be at peace.
Whether my needs, wants, desire are met or not, I am at peace.

I am walking with people leaving a dead zone, we are trying to survive another day.  Whether we live or not, it doesn’t matter whether we will be comfortable to night or not doesn’t matter.  We do our best to meet our needs, wants desires, but if they are not met, we are at peace with outcomes.

We do our best to meet our needs, wants, desires, but if they are not met we are not ruffled, not irritated, upset, or angry.  We appreciate the walk.  We value the feeling of getting tired.  We benefit from the feeling of hunger.  We are at peace with the feeling of thirst, cold, shivering, danger.  We appreciate being alive, and if death comes, we will appreciate that experience too.

We were to be married, everything was set, but, as we walked to the alter, she stopped and said I changed my mind, and ran out of the church.  WELL, THAT HAPPENED, was my only thought.   On her side of the isle people gasped in disbelief, started making comments, poor him, what a waste of time and money doing all the wedding prep, all the anticipation, all the gifts we bought, and the honeymoon we paid for, what disaster.  On my side of the isle, everyone was laughing, and with a single voice, roared, WELL, THAT HAPPENED, and we all went into the party room and ate wedding cake, visited and gossiped about laughed about all the people that wouldn’t eat the wedding cake because they didn’t want to have less sex.

SOCK PUPPET

 SOCK PUPPET

THE PRECISE DETAILS ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIP
AND INTERACTION BETWEEN A PIECE OF CONSCIOUS
AND ITS AVATAR IS IRRELEVANT.  WHAT IS RELEVANT IS:
I AM A PIECE OF CONSCIOUSNESS, AN INTELLIGENCE,
AND I “ENTER” AVATARS TO HAVE EXPERIENCES TO
ACQUIRE QUALITIES.

 

 

I am a piece of the one consciousness.
As a piece of the one consciousness, I cannot contain all that the one consciousness knows.
I know nothing.
I get attached to an avatar and have experiences and learn.
The avatar dies.  I live on, and attach to a new avatar.  
My knowledge, understanding increases with each new avatar.
Now I am advanced enough to get attached to a human avatar.  This happens over and over again.
Each time I get attached to a new avatar, I arrive with qualities, but no memory of how I obtained those qualities.
When my current avatar dies, I live on remembering for a short time my life as that avatar, but as the memories of that avatar fade, all my previous memories return.
When I enter another new avatar, I arrive again with my qualities, but no memory of how I obtained those qualities.  I attach to the new avatar, and I know nothing.  I just have qualities, talents, abilities.
Each avatar I attach to is merely a sock puppet, a unthinking avatar.
I, as a piece of consciousness, do all the thinking, have all the current memory.  The sock puppet knows nothing.  It is incapable of knowing.  I, as a piece of consciousness, am the brains of the outfit called an avatar.

THE PRECISE DETAILS ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIP
AND INTERACTION BETWEEN A PIECE OF CONSCIOUS
AND ITS AVATAR IS IRRELEVANT.  WHAT IS RELEVANT IS:
I AM A PIECE OF CONSCIOUSNESS, AN INTELLIGENCE,
AND I “ENTER” AVATARS TO HAVE EXPERIENCES TO
ACQUIRE QUALITIES.

VIRTUAL REALITY

AN AVATAR IS MINDLESS, HAS NO MEMORY, DOESN’T GET MENTALLY TRAINED, DOESN’T THINK.  AN AVATAR IS JUST A SOCK PUPPET.  An avatar has no more brains than your socks, shoes, pants, shirt, coat, and gloves.

We live in a virtual reality.
Consciousness is the computer
Consciousness can configure a part of itself to be another computer.
Consciousness can take little pieces, chips of itself, and make other smaller consciousnesses
Human body is the avatar.
You (smaller consciousness) are the PLAYER, playing the avatar.
PLAYER MAKES ALL THE CHOICES FOR THE avatar.  You are not the human.
From avatar’s point of view, computer and player are non physical.
Player and computer have to be in the same reality frame, are both consciousness, both non-physical.
Avatar dies, consciousness lives.
YOU have a human avatar.  YOU are CONSCIOUSNESS,  playing an avatar.

Why does consciousness play?
Consciousness is an information system.
Reality is information
Consciousness is aware, makes choices.
Consciousness orders bits, makes pattern, orders them, useful, low entropy keeps them in order, high entropy creates disorder.  Order out of chaos.  High entropy kills order.  Low entropy establishes order.  
Low entropy: love, kind, sharing, helping, unselfish, inclusive.
High entropy: fear, murder, deception, lying, thieving, killing, selfish, exclusive.

Consciousness is mindful energy, computes (thinks) gives orders.
Avatar is mindless energy and obeys orders.
Consciousness has memory.
Avatar has no memory.
War in heaven: Force low entropy vs. be low entropy.
High entropy living with low entropy, high entropy wins.
Have to remove low entropy to its own place.

Earth is a high entropy school where you learn that high entropy is destructive, and low entropy is constructive.
High entropy consciousnessess force life, have a way life must go.
Low entropy consciousnessess flow with life, have NO way life must go.

Consciousness “enters” avatar and doesn’t know it’s in an avatar (get programmed and trained to obey societal and cultural norms).  When consciousness realizes it is NOT the avatar, things change.  ASLEEP CONSCIOUSNESS takes on physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desires, gets attached, entangled, identified with people places thing and wants to survive and does things to survive.  An awake consciousness DUMPS its programming, DUMPS its fake identity as an avatar, and flows with life.

AN AVATAR IS MINDLESS, HAS NO MEMORY, DOESN’T GET MENTALLY TRAINED, DOESN’T THINK.  AN AVATAR IS JUST A SOCK PUPPET.  An avatar has no more brains than your socks, shoes, pants, shirt, coat, and gloves.  The piece of consciousness enters an avatar with just its qualities, no memories.  A piece of consciousness has no intellectual information when in an avatar, but can have access to intuitive information.

Tom Campbell's physics, and eastern philosophy and theology all teach this.

YOUR LIFE

 YOUR LIFE IS A STORY.  YOU ARE THE CO-AUTHOR, AND THE MAIN CHARACTER

Life amuses and entertains itself and enjoys creating new stories that reveal its potential as an author.

What’s the take a way?  Enjoy your story, but remember, you’re merely a character playing a part.  If you get attached to the story, you’ll suffer the emotional consequences when the story doesn’t go your way, like when your time as a character is over, or when one of the characters you love dies before its worn out.  On the other hand, if you choose to experience all the emotions available in the story, go for it, get lost in the story, get attached, entangled and identified with the actors,  your wife, kids, friends, career, new house and car.

I was enjoying a story and the author killed off my favorite character, so I threw the book across the room, then went and picked it up and tossed it in the fire.

Characters are what makes a story exciting.  The reader doesn’t know what a character may do, in fact, the best part is when a character goes out of character and does something unexpected, when it uses its power, its potential (that the reader didn’t anticipate and even the character didn’t know it possessed).

Waking up before your story is over (though, if you wake up, that becomes part of the story) and waking up kind of takes you emotionally out of the story, but, you’ll still have to pee until you, a character, gets its own headstone.  And, waking up while yet in the story, makes you laugh, which really pisses off the characters yet asleep.  So don’t do it in front of them.

The number of religious, social, cultural and environmental conditions a character can be written into, and the various perspectives characters can have, plus the endless number of other characters they could interact with, makes for an infinite number of potential stories.  So, once a character has been developed, it can get killed in one story, and appear in another story with its attributes, qualities, different body and a nose ring.

Staying constantly aware you are an actor in a story doesn’t ruin the story for you, but it can take away the excitement that a young child feels discovering a butterfly.