I
AM ENERGY. I AM YOU READING THIS. YOU
DON’T KNOW I AM YOU. YOU THINK YOU
ARE YOU. I AM PERMANENT. YOU ARE TEMPORARY. IF YOU DON’T THINK
SO, VISIT A GRAVEYARD.
HOWEVER,
THE GRAVE IS NOT THE END OF THE REAL YOU. THE REAL YOU IS PURE
INTELLIGENCE, CONSCIOUSNESS, SELF-AWARENESS. THE REAL YOU IS A
MINI-ME OF ME, ENERGY.
I,
ENERGY, DUPLICATED PORTIONS OF MYSELF, JUST LIKE HUMANS DUPLICATE
PORTIONS OF THEMSELVES. YOU CALL THEM CHILDREN.
I
DO THINGS FOR MY JOY AND PLEASURE, JUST LIKE YOU DO. I DO WHAT
EXCITES ME, WHAT I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT, JUST LIKE YOU DO. I DO
THINGS FOR MY ENTERTAINMENT, JUST LIKE YOU.
I
AM DISCOVERING MY POTENTIAL, JUST LIKE YOU ARE DISCOVERING YOUR
POTENTIAL. I’M HAVING FUN. ARE YOU HAVING FUN? IF YOU ARE NOT
HAVING FUN YET, WHAT FOLLOWS ARE THE REASONS YOU ARE NOT HAVING FUN.
IF
YOU ARE NOT HAVING FUN IT’S BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU
REALLY ARE. YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE AFTER YOU ARE NO LONGER IN
A PHYSICAL BODY. YOU THINK YOU ARE ONLY YOUR BODY. HERE IS AN
EXAMPLE:
I
WAS SLEEPING IN MY CRIB. THAT DIDN’T LAST LONG. I GOT NAMED THOMAS.
I WAS TOLD THINGS. I WAS TAUGHT THINGS. I WAS PROGRAMMED TO GET
ALONG, COOPERATE.
FOR
SIXTY YEARS I WAS THOMAS, THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED. I NOTICED I WAS
BIG, WAY BIGGER THAN MY BODY. MY CONSCIOUSNESS WAS FAR ABOVE ME, AND
LATER, I LEFT MY PHYSICAL BODY, AND THEN I LEFT MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY.
I WAS AN OSCILLATING ORB, A SHINING LITTLE SPARK OF ENERGY IN SPACE.
IT WAS DARK. I WAS NOWHERE, NO PLACE.
WHILE
IN THAT NOWHERE PLACE, FROM MY MEMORY, I IMAGINED WHAT I WILLED AND
IT APPEARED IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT I IMAGINED A PLATFORM TO STAND
ON, THEN I IMAGINED FALLING OFF THE PLATFORM, THEN A FOREST, A CABIN
AND A PATH THAT LED TO PART OF THE FOREST I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT. I WAS
LOOKING AT THE PATH AND SUDDENLY I WAS BACK IN MY PHYSICAL BODY. I
SUPPOSE I ALSO RE-ENTERED MY
NON-PHYSICAL
BODY. I WAS THOMAS AGAIN.
OVER
THE YEARS I HAVE RETURNED, AT WILL, TO NOWHERE, TO NO PLACE. I CALL
IT ZERO POINT, NOW. WHEN I AM AT ZERO POINT I I REST, THINK NOTHING.
I RECHARGE, RE-ENERGIZE. THEN IMAGINE THINGS, FROM MY MEMORIES,
IMAGINE SOMETHING AND I GO THERE, IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT OTHER TIMES
I WAIT FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO ME. I WILL NOTING, IMAGINE
NOTHING, NO THING, NO PLACE. I AM WILLING TO SUDDENLY APPEAR IN
STRANGE PLACES I HAVE NO MEMORIES OF AND WITH PEOPLE I NEVER MET,
LIKE WHEN I WOKE UP IN MY CRIB.
ALWAYS
WHEN MEMORIES OR NEW ADVENTURES END, I AM BACK TO MY THOMAS LIFE. THE
THOMAS LIFE IS VERY PERSISTENT. APPARENTLY, FOR THE THOMAS
LIFE TO PERMANENTLY END, THOMAS MUST DIE.
HERE
IS HOW TO HAVE FUN AND ENJOY ALL THAT IS LIFE:
REALIZE
(EXPERIENCE) YOU ARE IN A TEMPORARY BODY (YOUR BODY, YOUR CLOAK, YOUR
COSTUME WILL DIE). EVENTUALLY YOU WILL EXPERIENCE BEING ALIVE
WITHOUT A PHYSICAL BODY AND WITHOUT A NON-PHYSICAL BODY. THAT WILL
HAPPEN WHEN YOU SHOW AN INTEREST IN DISCOVERING WHAT YOU REALLY ARE.
AT SOME POINT IN YOUR LIFE IT WILL HAPPEN AUTOMATICALLY. WHEN IS
ANYONE’S GUESS, BUT IF YOU TAKE AN INTEREST, IT WILL HAPPEN SOONER.
ONCE
YOU EXPERIENCE THAT YOU ARE ENERGY IN THE FORM OF A SELF-AWARE,
CONSCIOUS, INTELLIGENCE, YOU WILL NO LONGER BE ATTACHED, ENTANGLED,
NOR IDENTIFY AS A PERSON, A PERSONA, A HUMAN EXCEPT BY CHOICE, MERELY
TO ENGAGE WITH OTHERS IN THE PLAY THAT IS LIFE.
YOU
WILL ALSO NO LONGER BE ATTACHED, ENTANGLED OR IDENTIFIED WITH YOUR
BODY’S PHYSICAL, MENTAL, AND EMOTIONAL NEEDS, WANTS, AND DESIRE,
NOR WITH ANYONE ELSE S,’ BUT YOU WILL BE EMPATHETIC JUST LIKE YOU
ARE EMPATHETIC TO A CHILD WHO THINKS LOSING A TOY IS THE END OF THE
WORLD.
EVERYTHING
YOU DESIRE COMES TO YOU. YOU NO LONGER (IF YOU ONCE DID) CHASE,
MANIPULATE, CONNIVE, SCHEME, OR PLOT TO GET THINGS, TO MAKE THINGS GO
YOUR WAY. AND, SOMETIMES WHEN SOMETHING IS YOURS TO EXPERIENCE, LIFE
WILL PROMPT YOU, INCESSANTLY IF NECESSARY, FOR YOU TO ACT TO HAVE
THAT EXPERIENCE. YOU DON’T EVEN HAVE TO THINK, “I NEED THIS.”
THAT WHICH YOU NEED IS ALREADY ON THE WAY EVEN BEFORE THE THOUGHT.
EXAMPLE: MY FOUR WHEEL DRIVE PICKUP BROKE DOWN PERMANENTLY. A
FRIEND SAID, “YOU NEED ANOTHER TRUCK.” I SAID, “IF I DO, IT
WILL SHOW UP.” AND WHEN I AGAIN NEEDED ONE, IT SHOWED UP.
IMPLICIT
TRUST THAT THE UNIVERSE HAS YOUR BEST INTERESTS AT HEART IS VERIFIED,
WHEN YOU DON’T TELL THE UNIVERSE WHAT IT MUST DO, OR HOW TO DO IT.
YOUR TRUST ISN’T THAT YOU WON’T GET HURT, LOSE SOMETHING, BE
DESTITUTE, OR DEAD. YOUR TRUST IS THAT WHATEVER HAPPENS IS IN YOUR
BEST INTERESTS, AND THOUGH YOU USED TO THINK WHAT THAT IS, WHAT THAT
LOOKS LIKE, YOU REALLY DON’T KNOW NOW.
YOU
REALIZE LIFE (NATURE AND HUMAN NATURE) DO WHAT THEY DO, AND THAT’S
JUST LIFE DOING LIFE ITS WAY. THE WEATHER WILL BE WHAT IT WILL BE,
AND HUMANS WILL DO WHAT THEY DO.
YOU
HAVE NO WAY LIFE MUST GO.
YOU
DO WHAT EXCITES YOU, WHAT YOU ARE PASSIONATE ABOUT, AND YOU KEEP
DOING IT UNTIL YOU CAN TAKE IT NO FURTHER, AND YOU HAVE ZERO
ATTACHMENT TO WHATEVER THE OUTCOME IS, AND YOU RECEIVE ALL THINGS,
WITH THANKFULNESS JUST FOR BE ALIVE HAVING EXPERIENCES.
YOU
NO LONGER WORRY, FRET, OR FEAR ANYTHING THAT HAPPENS. EXCEPT WHEN
ENGAGING IN THE PLAY, AND TO SUCCESSFULLY ACCOMPLISH AN ACTIVITY YOU
NO LONGER HAVE OPINIONS, BIASES, PREJUDICES, BELIEFS, PREFERENCES,
MAKE JUDGMENTS OR DRAW CONCLUSIONS, AND NO MATTER HOW THE ACTIVITY
TURNS OUT, YOU ARE AT PEACE.
YOU
WALK THROUGH LIFE ENJOYING THE PEACE THAT PASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING,
WHICH MEANS, NO MATTER WHAT EXPERIENCES YOU HAVE, NO MATTER WHAT YOU
DO, NO MATTER WHAT OTHERS DO, AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, YOU ARE
ALWAYS OK. YOU CAN WALK, SKIP, JUMP,
PACK A LUNCH AND ENJOY SAUNTERING THROUGH THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF
DEATH WITHOUT THE THOUGHT THAT YOU’RE ONLY OK IF LIFE GOES MY WAY.
WHY? BECAUSE YOU DO NOT HAVE A “YOUR”
WAY. YOU ARE NEVER ANXIOUS, STRESSED, OR WORRIED, BECAUSE LIFE’S
WAY IS YOUR WAY.
WAS SLEEPING IN MY CRIB. THAT DIDN’T LAST LONG. I GOT NAMED THOMAS.
I WAS TOLD THINGS. I WAS TAUGHT THINGS. I WAS PROGRAMMED TO GET
ALONG, COOPERATE.
FOR
SIXTY YEARS I WAS THOMAS, THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED. I NOTICED I WAS
BIG, WAY BIGGER THAN MY BODY. MY CONSCIOUSNESS WAS FAR ABOVE ME, AND
LATER, I LEFT MY PHYSICAL BODY, AND THEN I LEFT MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY.
I WAS AN OSCILLATING ORB, A SHINING LITTLE SPARK OF ENERGY IN SPACE.
IT WAS DARK. I WAS NOWHERE, NO PLACE.
WHILE
IN THAT NOWHERE PLACE, FROM MY MEMORY, I IMAGINED WHAT I WILLED AND
IT APPEARED IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT I IMAGINED A PLATFORM TO STAND
ON, THEN I IMAGINED FALLING OFF THE PLATFORM, THEN A FOREST, A CABIN
AND A PATH THAT LED TO PART OF THE FOREST I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT. I WAS
LOOKING AT THE PATH AND SUDDENLY I WAS BACK IN MY PHYSICAL BODY. I
SUPPOSE I ALSO RE-ENTERED MY
NON-PHYSICAL
BODY. I WAS THOMAS AGAIN.
OVER
THE YEARS I HAVE RETURNED, AT WILL, TO NOWHERE, TO NO PLACE. I CALL
IT ZERO POINT, NOW. WHEN I AM AT ZERO POINT I I REST, THINK NOTHING.
I RECHARGE, RE-ENERGIZE. THEN IMAGINE THINGS, FROM MY MEMORIES,
IMAGINE SOMETHING AND I GO THERE, IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT OTHER TIMES
I WAIT FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO ME. I WILL NOTING, IMAGINE
NOTHING, NO THING, NO PLACE. I AM WILLING TO SUDDENLY APPEAR IN
STRANGE PLACES I HAVE NO MEMORIES OF AND WITH PEOPLE I NEVER MET,
LIKE WHEN I WOKE UP IN MY CRIB.
ALWAYS
WHEN MEMORIES OR NEW ADVENTURES END, I AM BACK TO MY THOMAS LIFE. THE
THOMAS LIFE IS VERY PERSISTENT. APPARENTLY, FOR IT TO PERMANENTLY
END, THOMAS MUST DIE.