Wednesday, April 29, 2026

SOLEM DUTY

 

I WAS WALKING AND HEARD A SOUND BEHIND ME. I TURNED, AND A GUY HAD FALLEN DOWN. PEOPLE WERE RUNNING TO HELP HIM. I GOT CLOSE TO SEE IF THERE WAS SOMETHING I COULD DO. NO ONE WAS GIVING HIM MOUTH TO MOUTH RESUSCITATION, SO I BENT OVER, PUSHED ON HIS CHEST AND WAS ABOUT TO BREATH INTO HIS MOUTH WHEN I REALIZED IT WAS ME. I HAD LEFT MY BODY, AGAIN WITHOUT REALIZING IT. I QUICKLY ENTERED MY BODY, PICKED MYSELF UP AND RAN AWAY. APPARENTLY, HAVING LEFT MY BODY SO MANY TIMES, I HAVE NEARLY DESTROYED THE MECHANISM THAT KEEPS MY SPIRIT BODY IN PLACE. I THINK I NEED A NEW HOBBY.

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IT’S APPARENT THAT MUCH OF LIFE IS SPENT SLEEPING FROM BIRTH AND AGAIN IN OLD AGE, AND TAKING CARE OF A BODY, YOU KNOW, SURVIVAL, FOOD, CLOTHING, SHELTER, COOKING, EATING, PEEING, POOPING AND DOING DISHES, AND LAUNDRY. SO OBVIOUSLY THE VALUE OF BEING IN A VIRTUAL REALITY HAS TO BE HOW MANY PEOPLE WE HAVE TO SCREW TO SURVIVE EITHER TO KEEP UP WITH THE JONES OR BURY THEM IN THE DESERT IN AN UNMARKED GRAVE, AND OF COURSE THAT BEGS THE QUESTION, “HOW MUCH FUN IS IT TO WATCH A PLAY, MOVIE OR PLAY A VIDEO GAME LONGER THAN THREE MINUTES WHERE NOTHING HAPPENS WORTH WATCHING, WHICH LEADS TO UNASSAILABLE CONCLUSION THAT IF PEOPLE AND LIFE AREN’T A LITTLE FUCKED UP, NO ONE WOULD WANT TO WATCH OR PLAY, WHICH MEANS THE UNIVERSE WOULD IMPLODE FROM BOREDOM AND CONSCIOUSNESS WOULD CONSIDER KILLING ITSELF A SOLEMN DUTY OR GET BETTER SCRIPT WRITERS.

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UPDATED

 

THE ONE INFINITE CONSCIOUSNESS IS MADE UP OF INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESSES (LIKE A HUMAN BODY IS MADE UP OF INDIVIDUAL CELLS). EACH INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS IS SUPREME, SOVEREIGN, AUTONOMOUS, SELF-GOVERNING, SELF-AWARE AND HAS FREE-WILL. AN INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS EXERCISES ITS FREE-WILL ACCORDING TO ITS KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING AND WISDOM (OR, IF IN A REALITY, ACCORDING TO THE LIMITS OF THAT REALITY).

DOES CONSCIOUSNESS LOOK LIKE SOMETHING?

SINCE WORDS ARE METAPHORS TRYING TO EXPLAIN ENERGY-FORMS, IMAGES, OR CONCEPTS (LIKE ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS) WHAT METAPHOR MIGHT DESCRIBE WHAT CONSCIOUSNESS LOOKS LIKE? CONSCIOUSNESS LOOKS LIKE A SHIMMERING GLOBE OF ENERGY, AND INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESSES LOOK LIKE SMALLER SHIMMERING GLOBES OF ENERGY WITHIN THE ONE LARGER GLOBE OF ENERGY (JUST LIKE A HUMAN BODY IS MADE UP OF SINGLE CELL).

WHAT ARE YOU?

YOU ARE AN INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS. YOU LOOK LIKE A SMALL SHIMMERING GLOBE OF ENERGY.

WHAT IS A HUMAN?

THE WORD HUMAN IS A METAPHOR FOR ENERGY IN THE SHAPE OF A HUMAN.

WHAT IS EARTH LIFE?

THE WORDS, EARTH LIFE, IS A METAPHOR FOR OTHER METAPHORS, LIKE: REALITY, VIRTUAL REALITY, MOVIES, PLAYS, VIDEO GAMES, HOLOGRAMS, IMAGINATION, DREAMS, VISIONS. EARTH LIFE IS A DREAM. YOU, AN INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS, ARE DREAMING. YOU CHOSE THE EARTH DREAM. IN THE DREAM YOU ARE A HUMAN. IN THE DREAM YOU WERE BORN. WHEN THE DREAM STARTED YOU FORGOT YOU ARE A CONSCIOUSNESS MERELY DREAMING. WHEN THE HUMAN DIES IN YOUR DREAM THE DREAM DOES NOT END. IF YOU ARE ATTACHED TO PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS, NEEDS, WANTS, AND DESIRES IN THE DREAM, THE DREAM MAY CONTINUE WITH YOU DREAMING BEING BORN AGAIN TO EARTH. YOUR ATTACHMENTS TEMPORARILY TRAP YOU IN THE DREAM UNTIL YOU LET THEM GO. IF YOU ARE NOT ATTACHED TO THINGS IN THE DREAM, YOU WAKE UP AND “SLOWLY” REALIZE YOU WERE DREAMING. AS THE DREAM FADES, YOU TOTALLY AWAKEN AND REALIZE YOU ARE HOME, HAVE NEVER LEFT HOME (HAVE NEVER LEFT YOUR SHIMMERING GLOBE OF ENERGY—ALSO CALLED ZERO POINT). AFTER SOME TIME YOU WILL AGAIN IMAGINE WHAT YOU WILL, OR, YOU MAY DECIDE TO JOIN A NEW PREEXISTING DREAM OR VIRTUAL REALITY.

WHY DO I (AN INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS) “JOIN” A PREEXISTING DREAM OR VIRTUAL REALITY?

YOU DREAM REALITIES TO EXPAND YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS, TO EXPAND YOUR KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING AND WISDOM. YOU DREAM FOR EXCITEMENT, ADVENTURE, CHALLENGE, RISK, ENTERTAINMENT, AMUSEMENT, TO WORK ON WHAT YOU ARE PASSIONATE ABOUT, WHATEVER SPARKS PLEASURE, JOY AND OTHER ENERGIES.

Tuesday, April 28, 2026

YOU ARE THAT

 

THERE IS ONLY ONE SELF-AWARE CONSCIOUSNESS. LIKE A HUMAN CELL DIVIDES, CONSCIOUSNESS FORMED INTO ONE BODY COMPOSED OF A MULTIPLICITY OF INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESSES. WHAT DO INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESSES LOOK LIKE? THEY LOOK STARS, COUNTLESS STARS SHINING IN THE NIGHT SKY.


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EARTH LIFE IS A DREAM. YOU ARE DREAMING. YOU ARE A CONSCIOUSNESS DREAMING. YOU CHOSE THE EARTH DREAM. IN THE DREAM YOU ARE A HUMAN. IN THE DREAM YOU WERE BORN. WHEN THE DREAM STARTED YOU FORGOT YOU ARE A CONSCIOUSNESS MERELY DREAMING. WHEN THE HUMAN DIES IN YOUR DREAM THE DREAM DOES NOT END. IF YOU ARE ATTACHED TO PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS, NEEDS, WANTS, AND DESIRES IN THE DREAM, THE DREAM CONTINUES WITH YOUR REBIRTH TO EARTH. YOUR ATTACHMENTS TEMPORARILY TRAP YOU IN THE DREAM UNTIL YOU LET THEM GO. IF YOU ARE UNATTACHED IN THE DREAM, YOU WAKE UP AND REALIZE YOU WERE DREAMING. YOU ARE HOME, AT ZERO POINT. AFTER A TIME YOU WILL IMAGINE WHAT YOU WILL, OR DECIDE TO CHOOSE AND ENTER A NEW PREEXISTING DREAM. DREAMS ARE WHAT YOU CALL REALITY. YOU DREAM REALITIES TO EXPAND YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS, TO EXPAND YOUR KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING AND WISDOM. YOU DREAM FOR EXCITEMENT, ADVENTURE, CHALLENGE, RISK, ENTERTAINMENT, AMUSEMENT, TO WORK ON WHAT YOU ARE PASSIONATE ABOUT, WHATEVER SPARKS PLEASURE, JOY AND OTHER ENERGIES. A FACT: YOU NEVER LEAVE HOME OR ZERO POINT. YOU ARE A CONSCIOUSNESS ALWAYS, ALWAYS IMAGINING, OR ENTERING DREAM REALITIES. THE END.

Monday, April 27, 2026

LIBERATION

 

SITTIN’ IN MY BODY LIKE IT’S A CHAIR

LEFT MY BODY LIKE IT WASN’T THERE

KIND OF WEIRD I’M ALWAYS SOMEWHERE

EXCEPT WHEN ASLEEP I’M NOWHERE.

NOT BEING IS A PLEASURE BEYOND MEASURE.

SLEEP IS A MAGNIFICENT BREAK FROM BEING.

DEATH IS A BREAK FROM BEING SOMETHING.

IT FEELS AWESOME BEING NOTHING.

YOU CAN GET AS HOOKED ON BEING NOTHING AS HOOKED ON BEING SOMETHING.

YOU CAN ESCAPE A LOT OF THINGS, BUT YOU CAN’T ESCAPE BEING ALIVE (NOT EVEN WHEN YOU ARE DEAD).


A VOICE SAID, “DON’T YOU WANT TO BE SOMETHING?”

I ANSWERED, “I AM SOMETHING. I AM NOTHING. SUITS ME WELL. BEING SOMETHING REQUIRES ME TO DO THINGS. BEING NOTHING REQUIRES NOTHING. EVERY TIME I BECOME SOMETHING I FORGET THE PLEASURE OF BEING NOTHING.”


THE VOICE SAID, “YOU CAN BE AND HAVE ANYTHING YOU WANT.”

I SAID, “I AM NOTHING, HAVE NOTHING. I AM, AND I HAVE WHAT I WANT, NOTHING.”

THE VOICE SAID, “WITHOUT NEEDS, WITHOUT WANTS, WITHOUT DESIRES, YOU WILL CEASE TO EXIST.”

I SAID, “PERFECT.”

I THOUGHT TO MYSELF, “BEING ALIVE KEEPS ME BUSY. BEING DEAD IS A LOT LESS BUSY.”

THE VOICE ASKED, “WHAT HAVE YOU GOT AGAINST BEING BUSY?”

“NOTHING,” I SAID. “I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST BEING SOMETHING. I JUST KNOW THAT BEING SOMETHING REQUIRES ME TO DO THINGS. I’M TAKING A BREAK FROM DOING THINGS.”

“HOW LONG OF A BREAK ARE YOU GOING TO TAKE?”

“I DON’T KNOW,” I SAID. “HOWEVER LONG IT TAKES.”

THE VOICE SAID, “AS LONG AS YOU REMAIN AN INDIVIDUAL CONSCIOUSNESS (SEPARATE FROM INFINITE CONSCIOUSNESS) THE REBIRTH ADMINISTRATION SYSTEM WILL TRY TO LURE YOU TO CONTINUE INCARNATING.”

I SAID, “SO WHAT’S THE PROBLEM? A FULLY LIBERATED CONSCIOUSNESS CAN’T BE LURED TO REINCARNATE. AN EVOLVED CONSCIOUSNESS ONLY INCARNATES WHEN IT WILLS IT. PROBLEM SOLVED. WHAT ELSE YOU GOT?”

“YOU’LL MISS SMOKED RIBS, AND ICE CREAM,” SAID THE VOICE.

Saturday, April 25, 2026

LEAVE YOUR BODY

 

IF YOU PRACTICE LEAVING A PERFECTLY GOOD BODY, YOU WON’T BE IN SHOCK WHEN YOU LEAVE A PERFECTLY DEAD BODY. AFTER YOU’RE DEAD, YOUR STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS, YOUR THOUGHTS, WHAT YOU IMAGINE, ENVISION, VISUALIZE, THE PICTURES YOU CREATE IN YOUR MIND, WHATEVER MENTAL SCENERY YOU WANT, APPEARS INSTANTLY AND BECOMES YOUR NEW REALITY, YOUR NEW SURROUNDINGS. WITHIN YOUR NEW SURROUNDINGS YOU CAN BE AND DO ANYTHING YOU WANT. IN OTHER WORDS, YOU CAN DAYDREAM, IMAGINE ANY ADVENTURE YOU WANT (WHEN YOU GET PROFICIENT AT DAYDREAMING, IMAGINING, LIVING THE STORY YOU CREATE, THE ONE YOU ARE IN, IS AS REAL AS ANY REALITY YOU’VE EVER EXPERIENCED).


WHAT IF YOU DON’T NEED, WANT, DESIRE ANYTHING?


IF YOU WANT NOTHING, VISUALIZE NOTHING, NOTHING APPEARS FOR A WHILE, BUT THEN, THINGS APPEAR, THINGS START HAPPENING ON THEIR OWN.


FUNDAMENTALLY YOU ARE A DISEMBODIED CONSCIOUS, SELF-AWARE INTELLIGENCE, AND CAN CREATE ANY REALITY YOU WANT FROM YOUR PERSONAL MEMORIES. IF YOU RUN OUT OF PERSONAL MEMORIES, YOU CAN POP INTO AN ON GOING REALITY (KIND OF LIKE YOU POPPED IN TO THE ONGOING EARTH REALITY).


IF YOU POP INTO AN ONGOING REALITY, YOU FORGET THAT YOU ARE A DISEMBODIED CONSCIOUS, SELF-AWARE INTELLIGENCE, AND YOU THINK YOU ARE WHAT YOU EMBODIED OR INCARNATED AS, AND, YOU ARE NOT IN CHARGE OF WHAT HAPPENS IN THAT REALITY. YOU ARE MERELY A PARTICIPANT IN WHATEVER HAPPENS, AND HOW YOU PARTICIPATES HELPS MAKE THAT REALITY A LITTLE MORE HEAVEN OR A LITTLE MORE HELL (OR AS I LIKE TO CALL IT, A LITTLE MORE INTERESTING).

Friday, April 24, 2026

DEAD OR ALIVE

 


THE WAY YOU ARE NOW WILL BE THE WAY YOU ARE WHEN DEAD. YOU ARE THE SAME PERSONA, PLAYER, PRESENCE, OBSERVER, AWARENESS, “PSYCHOLOGICAL” BEING WITH OR WITHOUT A BODY. YOU ARE ENERGY ORGANIZED INTO A CONSCIOUS SELF-AWARE INTELLIGENCE. YOU HAVE QUALITIES AND ATTRIBUTES. ALIVE OR DEAD, YOU WILL BE THE SAME.


IF YOU HAVE ATTACHMENTS, IF YOU HAVE ENTANGLEMENTS, IF YOU IDENTIFY WITH PEOPLE, PLACES, AND THINGS WHILE IN A BODY, YOU WILL BE THAT WAY WITHOUT A BODY. IF LIFE HAS TO BE A CERTAIN WAY FOR YOU TO BE HAPPY WHILE IN A BODY, LIFE WILL HAVE TO BE THAT WAY WHEN YOU HAVE NO BODY. WHATEVER LIKES OR DISLIKES YOU HAD IN A BODY, YOU WILL HAVE THOSE WITHOUT A BODY. IF YOU HAVE OPINIONS, BIASES, PREJUDICES, JUDGE, AND DRAW CONCLUSIONS WHILE IN A BODY, YOU WILL DO THAT WITHOUT BODY. NOT HAVING A BODY JUST MEANS YOU DON’T HAVE TO PEE.


YOU DON’T GET DUMBER OR SMARTER JUST BECAUSE YOU DIED. YOU DON’T BECOME LESS OF AN ASSHOLE JUST BECAUSE YOU STOPPED BREATHING, HOWEVER, IF YOU’RE DEAD, YOU ARE ONE LESS ASSHOLE.


WHATEVER LEVEL OF INTELLIGENCE YOU GAIN WHILE IN A BODY, THAT IS THE SAME LEVEL OF INTELLIGENCE YOU WILL HAVE WHEN YOU LEAVE A BODY. IF YOU DIE TODAY, YOU WILL HAVE THE SAME QUALITIES AND ATTRIBUTES YOU HAVE TODAY. YOU’RE NO DIFFERENT, DEAD OR ALIVE.


WE JUST HAD A BABY SAID JOE TO HIS FRIEND, STEVE. STEVE SAID, SO WHAT DID YOU GET, A SERIAL KILLER OR A SAINT? DON’T KNOW, SAID JOE, BUT EITHER WAY, WE GOTTA FEED IT. IT’S THE LAW. WHAT IF IT’S AN IDIOT, ASKED STEVE. JOE SAID, IF IT’S AN IDIOT WE’LL NAME HIM STEVE.

Monday, April 13, 2026

WE ARE WHAT IS. WE ARE IT.

 

1. I AM CONSCIOUSNESS, LIVING AN IMAGINED ADVENTURE.

2. SILENCE REVEALS WHAT YOU ARE NOT.

3. OUT OF BODY, MIND, SILENCE, SEEMS MORE REAL.

4. FOCUSED INTENTION, YOU ARE THERE.

5. WHEN YOU RECEIVE ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS, LIFE IS FUN.

6. YOU ARE ATTACHED TO AVATAR UNTIL YOU TIRE OF IT.

7. YOU CAN WALK OUT OF BODY AND FEEL AS REAL AS IN IN BODY.

8. WE ARE IT. WE ARE WHAT IS (REALIZING THAT, IS ENLIGHTENMENT). WE ARE THE MOVIE SCREEN, THEN THE LIGHT, THEN THE SHADOWY CHARACTERS ON THE SCREEN, THEN THE STORY. WE GET LOST IN STORIES, GET CONDITIONED, GET EGOTISTICAL (THE SCREEN IS MADE OF IDENTICAL PIECES OF ENERGY—WE ARE THAT) EVERYTHING ELSE IS THEATER, ENTERTAINMENT, DIVERSION, RECREATION, AMUSEMENT.

9. WE (YOU AND I) ARE ALIKE, THE SAME, IDENTICAL-PIECES-OF-ENERGY. WE COMBINE, FORM, PLAY FOR FUN, PLEASURE, HAPPINESS, JOY, BLISS, ECSTASY. WE ARE WHAT IS. WE ARE IT.

Monday, April 6, 2026

IT'S ALL REAL

 

Physical is real.

Dream real.

Imagination real.

Movie real.

Virtual game real.

Reading book real.

Story real.

Near death experience real.

COMMON THREAD: all are ENERGY IN FORM / information (energy in form action-motion) all are CONSCIOUSNESS FOCUSED.


Instead of just reading a story, instead of just watching a movie, instead of just being aware and observing a dream, consciousness decided to forget it is consciousness by birthing itself into a story as one of the characters. To be a character in a story, consciousness temporarily binds and limits itself within a finite character (one consciousness temporarily partitioned into many consciousnesses).


Waking-up and realizing you are consciousness playing a character in a story is called enlightenment.


If consciousness totally forgets it is consciousness, and gets attached, entangled, and identified with its character’s physical, mental, and emotional needs, wants, and desires about people, places, and things, then, when the character it is playing dies, the consciousness is trapped in its delusion, is stuck in the next chapter of the story.


Once you enter a story you are subject to the rules of the story, the nature of nature.

Entering the stillness of silence is merely a temporary rest from the story.

Once you realize you are consciousness playing a temporary character in a story, you can have weird, wild, astonishing experiences beyond the rules of the story.


Consciousness explores its potential through self-create experiences, stories.

Conscious explores its potential because it is fun, exciting, amusing, entertaining, fulfilling, pleasurable, blissful, and ecstatic.


Are you not entertained? If you are not entertained, you’re stuck in a character.