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Saturday, March 2, 2024
Friday, March 1, 2024
SAYING IT SIMPLY
SAYING IT SIMPLY
You have a BRAIN. Your brain has THREE parts. Part one is called THE OBSERVER. Part two is called THE THINKER. Part three is called THE ASSHOLE OR COMPLAINER, or CRYBABY, for short.
THE OBSERVER is aware of what THE THINKER is working on, and what THE COMPLAINER is bitching about.
Most people are unaware of the three parts of the brain. Most people think they are THE BRAIN. They think they are their thoughts.
And most people haven’t a clue that there is an OBSERVER (even though it’s obvious because you have observed your brain driving you nuts, and have even said, “My brain won’t shut-up. It keep playing the same song over and over. My mind won’t let me sleep. It’s driving me nuts. I think I am going out of my mind.” And, ”I wish I was out of my mind so I can have some peace of mind.”
ENLIGHTENMENT AND BEYOND
All is energy. All things humans sense is either energy-in-form, or energy not in form.
A human brain, body is aware of itself. A human brain is aware of what it is thinking. It thinks, ponders, meditates, imagines, reflects, weighs, contemplates, speculates, considers, evaluates, appraises, calculates, analysis, critiques, makes alterations, adjustments, corrections, and works things out.
A human brain and body observes, watches and is aware of itself, its thoughts, feelings, and emotions. THERE IS NOT A SEPARATE AWARENESS, OBSERVER, WITNESS (other than LIFE ITSELF, and some less physical avatar’s of LIFE).
A human is a total package. Is a well made avatar for life to inhabit. A human is a separate being with a separate consciousness and brain, acting according to many human factors.
Life’s avatars (humans) - because they are separate consciousness with self-aware minds - created (in their minds) the words, the symbols, the concept of “you, me, myself, and I,” when in actuality, in fact, and in truth, there is only LIFE (and all its avatars) who are doing all the shenanigans, and rascality that humans call LIFE, AND, LIFE informed it’s human avatars when it had some of its human avatars write,
“I am in through, roundabout all things, (I am that I am, and I am every person, place, and thing) and I created, the dark, and the light, the good and the evil, and I do all these things for my pleasure,” for my entertainment.
LIFE’S human avatars are not in detail, informed of their actual condition, or predicament. They would not like it. It would be like waking up actors in a play and telling them the truth that they are not really killers, or lovers, but rather just actors very engrossed in their personas, and so engrossed, they forgot they were just temporary actor-life-forms for the play LIFE IS DOING FOR ITS PLEASURE.
OBVIOUSLY THERE IS MORE. THE DEVIL IS IN THE DETAILS, SO TO SPEAK. There are gazillion games and plays and movies within THE GAME OF LIFE. UNLIMITED ADVENTURES, unlimited experiences. LIFE doesn’t waste avatars. LIFE has many adventures for its avatars to play, to experience.
As soon as a human avatar’s brain realizes it is but an actor for life, it begins to enjoy all that is life, because all its brain’s preferences, cares, concerns, needs, wants, and desires and fears disappear, and then, if he chooses to stay, he enjoys all that is life, while still having to haul wood and carry water, but is ever so kind to un-awake minds, unless they can take a good joke, THE GRANDEST JOKE IN ALL CREATION.
An awake avatar’s brain is aware of it’s own craziness. It enjoys its own nuttiness. It is entertained by its brain’s weirdness, and enthralled by all the other weird brains doing their goofy antics, even its wackadoodle relatives.
THE AWAKE PORTION OF A HUMAN AVATAR’ BRAIN, IS AWARE THAT PART OF IT’S BRAIN isn’t going along with the NEW program. It still wants its comforts and pleasures. It still wants to live. It still has preferences, has needs, wants, desires. AND IT’S HILARIOUS to watch its antics, the lengths it will go to, to get its way, AND TO TRY AND CONVINCE the awake part to join its quest for Chinese food.
Parents experience their kids, like LIFE experiences its avatars–ONE HELL OF A RIDE!
Watch your personal mind. I named mine, Egore. Every Egore has some mental, physical, emotional needs, wants desires and get attached, identified and entangled with people, places, things. Egore has a way life must go to be happy. Egore cares, has concerns. Egore gets afraid. Egore is only thankful when it gets what it wants. Egore doesn’t flow with life. Egore has preferences. Egore may or may not do its best, and is always worried about the rest. Egore seldom does its best for the joy of doing its best. Egore doesn’t do what’s in front of it, but rather chases after what it wants.
An Egore can be prideful, vain, and seek power, wealth and glory and to be above and better than others. Egore can be selfish, lie, steal, cheat, deceive, and care only about itself.
THE EGORE PART OF YOUR BRAIN IS THE ENEMY OF YOUR PEACE, HAPPINESS, JOY, BLISS, AND ECSTASY. EGORE IS THE ONE WHO GET IRRITATED, UPSET, AND ANGRY.
BEYOND ENLIGHTENMENT
Usually enlightenment means you woke up in the game-of-life, and now enjoy it all. That’s certainly a worthwhile goal for an avatar of LIFE. But after that, what then? How about THE BIGGER PICTURE, a peak behind the curtain.
Space is the place wherein creation happens. Space and energy are in, through, and roundabout all life-forms, which includes every person, place and thing human-senses detect and cannot detect.
Once upon a time before energy-forms, formed (before sequential-creation of energy-forms happened) there was no time. Time is synonymous with creation.
All energy is one mass of communicating, interconnected, interdependent INTELLIGENCE, called LIFE. LIFE-ENERGY is intelligent. It thinks. It acts. It created other life forms.
LIFE’S forms, can act and can be acted upon by more intelligent forms-of-LIFE. As one intelligent energy-form is more intelligent than another energy-form, LIFE is more intelligent than them all because life (energy) is all forms.
THE MORE INTELLIGENT A LIFE-FORM IS, THE MORE POWER AND ABILITY IT HAS TO CREATE MORE EXPERIENCES (and the more power it has over other life-forms).
As other intelligent life-forms became more intelligent, they created other life-forms.
LIFE ITSELF (and all advanced life-forms that are self-aware, self-conscious) have will, intent, and purpose).
WHAT PURPOSE DOES LIFE (and all advanced life-forms that are self-aware, and self-conscious) HAVE? LIFE ITSELF (and advanced life-forms) want to experience more. The will, intent, and purpose that drives life and all advanced life-forms is to have more experiences. WHY? It is the nature (the way things work) of space, energy and creation (life itself) to work, to organize to experience all that is possible. WHY? To experience the joy of creating (just like human-life forms).
EARTH is an adventure world, a death world. There are many experiences and adventures available, depending on the advancements made by Intelligences (energy-life-forms).
There are religious experiences, ethnic experiences, cultural experience, societal experiences, political experiences, time-line (historical) experiences, gender experiences, and billions of a combination of experiences. HAVE FUN.
Tuesday, February 27, 2024
OTHERS WOULD CALL IT BULLSHIT
After much scientific analysis and other ridiculous thinking the self-aware mind in one of life’s avatars (named Tom) thinks its conclusions about itself have been wrong. It now thinks it doesn’t exist except in its own mind (Bingo!).
Furthermore, life’s avatar’s mind in Tom acknowledges that Tom’s body doesn’t exist either. It now concludes that both the body named Tom and the mind in that body, are life itself Being Tom (some would call that an awake mind. Others would call it bullshit).
At the scientific level of human misunderstanding about life, everything is energy, and everything in-form is made of life-energy. Which means all life-forms are energy-forms of life itself being those forms (not totally confusing).
Sun, air, water, earth, all people, places, and things are energy, energy in, or without, form. So all things are energy, or life (which might mean the ego part of a life’s avatar’s mind could get upset because an ego thinks quite highly of itself even though it really doesn’t know shit about life–and will replace its not knowing with nonsensical beliefs and faith).
Since it’s a plausable scientifically established fact that an avatar’s mind has many facets, and that one part of a mind can observe another part thinking, an avatar’s mind talks to itself, or better yet, one part of that mind can say, “I want dinner,” and the other part says, “Screw you. We’re fasting.” (some avatar mind’s believe there’s a higher-mind communicating with a lower-mind which means there’s plenty of bullshit to go around).
Since humans only have theories, philosophies, theologies, beliefs, faiths and opinions about life, but no experiential truths, the questions are, where REALLY did we (life’s avatars–humans) come from, why are we here, and where are we going, and, “What the hell is going on?” (Those unanswered questions (beliefs don’t count) are so old that when mythical Adam and Eve asked the Garden of Eden snake in the grass what life was all about, immediately struck the forbidden apple, poisoned it, talked Eve into eating it, and Eve talked Adam into eating it, and thereafter, in the end, all die screaming–except those on drugs).
What follows are the absolute no bullshit answers to the questions, (1) “Where did we come from? (2) Why are we here? (3) Where are we going?” And the answers to the bonus questions (each worth ten points) (4) “What are we made of? (5) And why the hell did you do it?”
(1)
DUMB ASSES ARE EVERYWHERE
DUMB ASSES ARE EVERYWHERE
After much bullshit thinking, I’ve come to the absurd conclusion that the ONE (LIFE ITSELF) is being me.
That means I am life itself.
Well, EXCEPT for this self-aware mind that thinks it’s an, I, a, me, a, someone, a, human.
This self-aware mind inside the ONE’S avatar thinks its something besides the ONE.
Dumb asses are everywhere.
HELL OF A RIDE
HELL OF A RIDE
I don’t recall gettin’ born, but I seen lots of folks dying. Here one minute gone the next. At age eight wondered where I came from why I am here where am I going. Ain’t got a clue. I’m just here having experiences. Sooner than later I’ll be gone. Don’t know if there is an after, ain’t sure there was a before, and don’t know if there is a point for humans being here, or for me being here. No one knows. Everyone guesses. Everyone believes. Belief is bullshit. Since it can’t stand up in court, why do humans have beliefs. Must be entertainment for their minds.
Another day, another night. Keep on weaving. Are we someone’s entertainment? Maybe. Makes sense. Something smart did this world. It’s fantastic, and deadly. Beautiful, and terrifying. What’s up with that? I think maybe someone’s having a good time playing us.
Maybe that someone or something is us. After all, if I was ONE and got bored, I’d figure out how to divide my consciousness into separate consciousnessess and morph into different forms. Then I’d make sure that a bunch of them forms had self-aware minds wherein their mind’s think they are themselves, an I, a me, a someone.
And so here I am, thinking I’m me, and I am thinking and doing shit, and don’t know I am really the ONE entertaining myself through millions of individual consciousnessess with individual perspectives, actions, etc. Hell of a joke.
I figure since One is this form now, and the One is getting entertained being me, for now, the One will morph into a different me. No need to waste an avatar’s progress in weirdness. So the One will become a new me. Let the adventures continue.
The One probably created games for its avatars. Religious games; war games; all kinds of challenges, risks, hazards, excitement, adventures, thrills and chills for ITSELF through ITS avatars. And why not. Humans love movies and plays. The One is really good at creating realities that thrill ITS avatars.
Love, hate, romance, fights, all the emotions, all the injuries and deaths in movies are real to the ONE’S avatars.
For us avatars, experiences is the game, and also for the ONE. The ONE is just having trillions of adventures. HELL OF A RIDE FOR EVERYONE.
As an avatar of the ONE I am grateful to the One for being me, temporarily. And why not, I’m having a hell of ride too. Maybe the ONE calls us, mini-me’s. Seems appropriate. Anyway, got no other thoughts on the subject, for now.
Tuesday, February 13, 2024
THE AVATAR MIND
THE
AVATAR
MIND
PREFACE:
As a movie, play, or fiction book has scenery and actors, so is Life. Life on earth is a fiction. An actor that awakens during its performance realizes it was its mind that created the illusion of a separate and individual persona. Thereafter, that actor’s mind is free of its delusion, but its body is in the play until its part in the play runs its course. The actor is mentally and emotionally liberated, but is still physically in the play and must haul water and carry wood until its part in the play is over.
LIFE’S WAY IS THE WAY
Every person, place, thing, happening is Life doing life its way. Life is the planet doing what it does. Sun, air, water, earth is life. All life forms are life. All forms are avatars for Life, of Life. Humans are life doing life, life’s way. Every thought, word, action is life doing life its way. A human who thinks things are right or wrong is life doing the thinking. Life created the adventure and is having the adventure it created. Life assumed separate forms, with separate consciousnessess, and individual perspectives. Human-thinking is life thinking itself separate and individual personas. There is only life doing life its way.
An awake actor has great empathy for minds not yet awake, and may help minds awaken, while working to make the play more pleasant.
AN AWAKE AVATAR MIND IS STILL A SEPARATE CONSCIOUSNESS AND AWARENESS, and as such, it is in awe of the unfathomable greatness and beauty and splendor of Life’s creations.
An awake avatar may have experienced being every person, place, and thing;
may have experienced that it is life itself, and as life itself, it is unlimited, unbound and infinite, while temporarily limited, bound and finite as a human.
An awake actor/avatar of life is at peace with all its experiences;
does not chase, and does its best with whatever appears in front of it for the joy of doing its best;
does not use people, places, things to feel pleasant;
has no mental, physical, emotional needs, wants, desires that must be met;
accepts what cannot be influenced, altered, changed or controlled;
is inclusive, not exclusive’
does not become mentally, emotionally physically attached, entangled, identified with people, places, things;
has no biases, prejudices, philosophies, theories, theologies, dogma, beliefs, faiths, religions, make no judgements, and draw no conclusions about life;
has no preferences, likes, dislikes;
does not use ethics, virtue, morality to judge;
does not call things good or bad, virtuous or vile, good or evil, and does not divide life into dark and light;
relaxes, releases and lets go, and is entertained when its avatar’s mind or emotions have conniption fits;
does not let its self-aware avatar mind create a persona that mentally separates it from life;
is less ego, more life;
Lives, loves, dances;
does not take the play seriously;is aware of the law of diminishing returns.