new current understanding (unedited, disorganized, waiting rewrite).

 I am consciousness.  I am individualized portion of the ONE consciousness.  As a consciousness, I logon or login or plugin  to my avatar.  I am getting a data stream from my avatar When I enter a human avatar, I enter without my memories–none at all–but I do enter with the attributes, propensities, proclivities and tendencies I have gained from all my previous experiences.

All information processing is done by me. I make all the decisions for my avatar.  My decisions are based on my tendencies, new experiences and the new memories I have gained through the senses of my avatar.(before I experienced that I am not my avatar, I thought I was my avatar.  My avatar is my physical sensing probe for the earth adventure.

I am the only one in this avatar (or logged into it).  There is no one else in here.  I, the consciousness, have developed habits, have made my avatar develop habits, have not been kind to my avatar.  And of course, many of those habits developed before I realized I was the one in charge of my avatar.

Now that you’re awake, be kinder to your avatar.  It’s your physical vehicle.  Try not to ride it like it’s a tank in a minefield.  Maintain it like you would your jeep, or a computer.

Being a consciousness means you are aware of what you are thinking.  No one else is thinking for you.  All thoughts are your thoughts, drawn from your avatar’s memory, and acted upon according to your proclivities.  You are the personality in there, a product of all your past experiences.  NO ONE ELSE IS IN THERE.