WHY YOU LEFT HOME

 NO BLAME, NO GAME, JUST PERFECTION. UNFOLDING.  ENJOYING MY LIFE REGARDLESS OF WHAT EXPERIENCES I HAVE.  I RECEIVE ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS.  I HAVE NO NEEDS THAT MUST BE MET, NO WANTS THAT MUST BE MET, AND NO DESIRES THAT MUST BE FULFILLED.  I AM NOT ATTACHED, ENTANGLED OR IDENTIFIED MENTALLY EMOTIONALLY PHYSICALLY WITH PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS.  I DO MY BEST FOR THE JOY OF DOING MY BEST.  I WORK FOR AN OUTCOME, BUT WHATEVER THE OUTCOME I AM THANKFUL FOR THE EXPERIENCE.  I HAVE LOVE AND EMPATHY FOR ALL WHO ARE EXPERIENCING PAIN, AND YET KNOW IT IS PART OF THEIR EVOLUTION.  I HAVE NO WAY LIFE MUST GO.

I DON’T KNOW WHERE I AM IN THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS, BUT I ENJOY DAILY LIFE, AND WHEN I DIE, MAYBE I CAN COME BACK FOR MORE ADVENTURES.

IF ONE OF LIFE’S PURPOSES FOR HUMANS ISN’T JOY, PLEASURE AND ENTERTAINMENT, WHY IS THERE SO MUCH OF IT?  IN THE MEANTIME WE EVOLVE OUT OF INDIVIDUALITY EVENTUALLY.

MY SPIRITUAL FRIEND IS NAMED NEMESIS (EITHER THAT, OR I GAVE HIM THAT NAME).  HE IS FUNNY AND HELPFUL.

ETERNITY, ETERNALLY IMMERSED IN LOVE, INDIVIDUAL YET ONE, YOU ARE LOVE ( BACK AT HOME) BUT ARE SENT OUT TO GAIN APPRECIATION OF THAT LOVE BY EXPERIENCING ITS OPPOSITE.  IGNORANCE NEVER WAS HAPPINESS, AND ONE KNOWS NOT IT IS HAPPY UNTIL EXPERIENCING ITS OPPOSITE.

SO NOW YOU ARE HOME AND YOU APPRECIATE THE LOVE SO MUCH YOU NEVER WANT TO LEAVE FOR THE EXPERIENCES OF EARTH.

IF YOU EXPERIENCE THAT LOVE FULLY WHILE HERE, LIFE IS TO PAINFUL TO STAY.  LIFE BECOMES SOMEWHAT BLA BY COMPARISON.  BUT THEN IF YOU DO COME BACK, YOU COME BACK TO SERVE THE ONES WHO LEFT HOME TO GAIN APPRECIATION.