Monday, July 27, 2026

THOMAS MUST DIE


I AM ENERGY. I AM YOU READING THIS. YOU DON’T KNOW I AM YOU. YOU THINK YOU ARE YOU. I AM PERMANENT. YOU ARE TEMPORARY. IF YOU DON’T THINK SO, VISIT A GRAVEYARD.

HOWEVER, THE GRAVE IS NOT THE END OF THE REAL YOU. THE REAL YOU IS PURE INTELLIGENCE, CONSCIOUSNESS, SELF-AWARENESS. THE REAL YOU IS A MINI-ME OF ME, ENERGY.

I, ENERGY, DUPLICATED PORTIONS OF MYSELF, JUST LIKE HUMANS DUPLICATE PORTIONS OF THEMSELVES. YOU CALL THEM CHILDREN.

I DO THINGS FOR MY JOY AND PLEASURE, JUST LIKE YOU DO. I DO WHAT EXCITES ME, WHAT I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT, JUST LIKE YOU DO. I DO THINGS FOR MY ENTERTAINMENT, JUST LIKE YOU.

I AM DISCOVERING MY POTENTIAL, JUST LIKE YOU ARE DISCOVERING YOUR POTENTIAL. I’M HAVING FUN. ARE YOU HAVING FUN? IF YOU ARE NOT HAVING FUN YET, WHAT FOLLOWS ARE THE REASONS YOU ARE NOT HAVING FUN.

IF YOU ARE NOT HAVING FUN IT’S BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY ARE. YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE AFTER YOU ARE NO LONGER IN A PHYSICAL BODY. YOU THINK YOU ARE ONLY YOUR BODY. HERE IS AN EXAMPLE:

I WAS SLEEPING IN MY CRIB. THAT DIDN’T LAST LONG. I GOT NAMED THOMAS. I WAS TOLD THINGS. I WAS TAUGHT THINGS. I WAS PROGRAMMED TO GET ALONG, COOPERATE.


FOR SIXTY YEARS I WAS THOMAS, THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED. I NOTICED I WAS BIG, WAY BIGGER THAN MY BODY. MY CONSCIOUSNESS WAS FAR ABOVE ME, AND LATER, I LEFT MY PHYSICAL BODY, AND THEN I LEFT MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY. I WAS AN OSCILLATING ORB, A SHINING LITTLE SPARK OF ENERGY IN SPACE. IT WAS DARK. I WAS NOWHERE, NO PLACE.


WHILE IN THAT NOWHERE PLACE, FROM MY MEMORY, I IMAGINED WHAT I WILLED AND IT APPEARED IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT I IMAGINED A PLATFORM TO STAND ON, THEN I IMAGINED FALLING OFF THE PLATFORM, THEN A FOREST, A CABIN AND A PATH THAT LED TO PART OF THE FOREST I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT. I WAS LOOKING AT THE PATH AND SUDDENLY I WAS BACK IN MY PHYSICAL BODY. I SUPPOSE I ALSO RE-ENTERED MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY. I WAS THOMAS AGAIN.


OVER THE YEARS I HAVE RETURNED, AT WILL, TO NOWHERE, TO NO PLACE. I CALL IT ZERO POINT, NOW. WHEN I AM AT ZERO POINT I I REST, THINK NOTHING. I RECHARGE, RE-ENERGIZE. THEN IMAGINE THINGS, FROM MY MEMORIES, IMAGINE SOMETHING AND I GO THERE, IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT OTHER TIMES I WAIT FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO ME. I WILL NOTING, IMAGINE NOTHING, NO THING, NO PLACE. I AM WILLING TO SUDDENLY APPEAR IN STRANGE PLACES I HAVE NO MEMORIES OF AND WITH PEOPLE I NEVER MET, LIKE WHEN I WOKE UP IN MY CRIB.


ALWAYS WHEN MEMORIES OR NEW ADVENTURES END, I AM BACK TO MY THOMAS LIFE. THE THOMAS LIFE IS VERY PERSISTENT. APPARENTLY, FOR THE THOMAS LIFE TO PERMANENTLY END, THOMAS MUST DIE.


HERE IS HOW TO HAVE FUN AND ENJOY ALL THAT IS LIFE:

REALIZE (EXPERIENCE) YOU ARE IN A TEMPORARY BODY (YOUR BODY, YOUR CLOAK, YOUR COSTUME WILL DIE). EVENTUALLY YOU WILL EXPERIENCE BEING ALIVE WITHOUT A PHYSICAL BODY AND WITHOUT A NON-PHYSICAL BODY. THAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN YOU SHOW AN INTEREST IN DISCOVERING WHAT YOU REALLY ARE. AT SOME POINT IN YOUR LIFE IT WILL HAPPEN AUTOMATICALLY. WHEN IS ANYONE’S GUESS, BUT IF YOU TAKE AN INTEREST, IT WILL HAPPEN SOONER.


ONCE YOU EXPERIENCE THAT YOU ARE ENERGY IN THE FORM OF A SELF-AWARE, CONSCIOUS, INTELLIGENCE, YOU WILL NO LONGER BE ATTACHED, ENTANGLED, NOR IDENTIFY AS A PERSON, A PERSONA, A HUMAN EXCEPT BY CHOICE, MERELY TO ENGAGE WITH OTHERS IN THE PLAY THAT IS LIFE.


YOU WILL ALSO NO LONGER BE ATTACHED, ENTANGLED OR IDENTIFIED WITH YOUR BODY’S PHYSICAL, MENTAL, AND EMOTIONAL NEEDS, WANTS, AND DESIRE, NOR WITH ANYONE ELSE S,’ BUT YOU WILL BE EMPATHETIC JUST LIKE YOU ARE EMPATHETIC TO A CHILD WHO THINKS LOSING A TOY IS THE END OF THE WORLD.


EVERYTHING YOU DESIRE COMES TO YOU. YOU NO LONGER (IF YOU ONCE DID) CHASE, MANIPULATE, CONNIVE, SCHEME, OR PLOT TO GET THINGS, TO MAKE THINGS GO YOUR WAY. AND, SOMETIMES WHEN SOMETHING IS YOURS TO EXPERIENCE, LIFE WILL PROMPT YOU, INCESSANTLY IF NECESSARY, FOR YOU TO ACT TO HAVE THAT EXPERIENCE. YOU DON’T EVEN HAVE TO THINK, “I NEED THIS.” THAT WHICH YOU NEED IS ALREADY ON THE WAY EVEN BEFORE THE THOUGHT. EXAMPLE: MY FOUR WHEEL DRIVE PICKUP BROKE DOWN PERMANENTLY. A FRIEND SAID, “YOU NEED ANOTHER TRUCK.” I SAID, “IF I DO, IT WILL SHOW UP.” AND WHEN I AGAIN NEEDED ONE, IT SHOWED UP.


IMPLICIT TRUST THAT THE UNIVERSE HAS YOUR BEST INTERESTS AT HEART IS VERIFIED, WHEN YOU DON’T TELL THE UNIVERSE WHAT IT MUST DO, OR HOW TO DO IT. YOUR TRUST ISN’T THAT YOU WON’T GET HURT, LOSE SOMETHING, BE DESTITUTE, OR DEAD. YOUR TRUST IS THAT WHATEVER HAPPENS IS IN YOUR BEST INTERESTS, AND THOUGH YOU USED TO THINK WHAT THAT IS, WHAT THAT LOOKS LIKE, YOU REALLY DON’T KNOW NOW.


YOU REALIZE LIFE (NATURE AND HUMAN NATURE) DO WHAT THEY DO, AND THAT’S JUST LIFE DOING LIFE ITS WAY. THE WEATHER WILL BE WHAT IT WILL BE, AND HUMANS WILL DO WHAT THEY DO.


YOU HAVE NO WAY LIFE MUST GO.


YOU DO WHAT EXCITES YOU, WHAT YOU ARE PASSIONATE ABOUT, AND YOU KEEP DOING IT UNTIL YOU CAN TAKE IT NO FURTHER, AND YOU HAVE ZERO ATTACHMENT TO WHATEVER THE OUTCOME IS, AND YOU RECEIVE ALL THINGS, WITH THANKFULNESS JUST FOR BE ALIVE HAVING EXPERIENCES.


YOU NO LONGER WORRY, FRET, OR FEAR ANYTHING THAT HAPPENS. EXCEPT WHEN ENGAGING IN THE PLAY, AND TO SUCCESSFULLY ACCOMPLISH AN ACTIVITY YOU NO LONGER HAVE OPINIONS, BIASES, PREJUDICES, BELIEFS, PREFERENCES, MAKE JUDGMENTS OR DRAW CONCLUSIONS, AND NO MATTER HOW THE ACTIVITY TURNS OUT, YOU ARE AT PEACE.


YOU WALK THROUGH LIFE ENJOYING THE PEACE THAT PASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING, WHICH MEANS, NO MATTER WHAT EXPERIENCES YOU HAVE, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, NO MATTER WHAT OTHERS DO, AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, YOU ARE ALWAYS OK. YOU CAN WALK, SKIP, JUMP, PACK A LUNCH AND ENJOY SAUNTERING THROUGH THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH WITHOUT THE THOUGHT THAT YOU’RE ONLY OK IF LIFE GOES MY WAY. WHY? BECAUSE YOU DO NOT HAVE A “YOUR” WAY. YOU ARE NEVER ANXIOUS, STRESSED, OR WORRIED, BECAUSE LIFE’S WAY IS YOUR WAY.

WAS SLEEPING IN MY CRIB. THAT DIDN’T LAST LONG. I GOT NAMED THOMAS. I WAS TOLD THINGS. I WAS TAUGHT THINGS. I WAS PROGRAMMED TO GET ALONG, COOPERATE.


FOR SIXTY YEARS I WAS THOMAS, THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED. I NOTICED I WAS BIG, WAY BIGGER THAN MY BODY. MY CONSCIOUSNESS WAS FAR ABOVE ME, AND LATER, I LEFT MY PHYSICAL BODY, AND THEN I LEFT MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY. I WAS AN OSCILLATING ORB, A SHINING LITTLE SPARK OF ENERGY IN SPACE. IT WAS DARK. I WAS NOWHERE, NO PLACE.


WHILE IN THAT NOWHERE PLACE, FROM MY MEMORY, I IMAGINED WHAT I WILLED AND IT APPEARED IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT I IMAGINED A PLATFORM TO STAND ON, THEN I IMAGINED FALLING OFF THE PLATFORM, THEN A FOREST, A CABIN AND A PATH THAT LED TO PART OF THE FOREST I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT. I WAS LOOKING AT THE PATH AND SUDDENLY I WAS BACK IN MY PHYSICAL BODY. I SUPPOSE I ALSO RE-ENTERED MY NON-PHYSICAL BODY. I WAS THOMAS AGAIN.


OVER THE YEARS I HAVE RETURNED, AT WILL, TO NOWHERE, TO NO PLACE. I CALL IT ZERO POINT, NOW. WHEN I AM AT ZERO POINT I I REST, THINK NOTHING. I RECHARGE, RE-ENERGIZE. THEN IMAGINE THINGS, FROM MY MEMORIES, IMAGINE SOMETHING AND I GO THERE, IN MY CONSCIOUSNESS. AT OTHER TIMES I WAIT FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO ME. I WILL NOTING, IMAGINE NOTHING, NO THING, NO PLACE. I AM WILLING TO SUDDENLY APPEAR IN STRANGE PLACES I HAVE NO MEMORIES OF AND WITH PEOPLE I NEVER MET, LIKE WHEN I WOKE UP IN MY CRIB.


ALWAYS WHEN MEMORIES OR NEW ADVENTURES END, I AM BACK TO MY THOMAS LIFE. THE THOMAS LIFE IS VERY PERSISTENT. APPARENTLY, FOR IT TO PERMANENTLY END, THOMAS MUST DIE.


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