WHAT'S NEXT?

I WAS NOWHERE

I was nowhere, then I woke up I knew not where.  Everything was unfamiliar.  How did I get here?  I am in a body.  I am trapped.  It took me three years before I asked one of the bodies, called mom, “How did I get here?”  She said, “A stork brought you.”  

“What’s a stork?”  I asked.  She said she’d tell me later.  This is really weird.  I fell asleep, then I began remembering.

Before I got trapped in this new body, I was an Intelligence, a consciousness, a being of energy, formless, mostly nonexistent, not aware, not thinking of anything, asleep.  When I was awake, aware, I could recall my past adventures, my past lives, my previous incarnations into forms.  By mere will I could form myself into any form I was able to imagine, any adventure I could imagine.  When I got bored I would dissolve whatever I had created and go back to sleep, to unconscious, unawareness, not existence.  I was in charge.  How it is that I got trapped into my current form, and why all the recycling, I know not.

I am now seventy-seven years, still trapped in this body.  My mom passed a long time ago, so to have a lot of other trapped forms I was familiar with.  Thankfully, a third of my time in this form is spent asleep, or home, as I call it.

I recall my beginning.  I did not exist as an energy form.  I was just energy (though at the time I did not have the capacity to know that).  I came to know that  after I got formed into an Intelligence, a consciousness, an energy from.  I suppose I could say my permanent home is energy unorganized, just a piece of energy, and my second home is energy organized into a conscious self aware intelligent energy form,  but without an energy body of any kind, and my third home is within a spirit like energy body matching my previous incarnation into a physical energy reality.  I certainly cannot call the physical energy body I am in right now, home, or call this physical energy reality called, earth, home.  So what’s next?  

Obviously I will leave this earth avatar body at some time, and return to being a spirit energy body, and then lose that body and become again a conscious self aware intelligent energy form without any body.  And then what?  How not to get trapped again.

To avoid getting trapped, again and again (when you leave your current physical incarnation) you have to not be physically, mentally and emotionally attached, entangled, and  identified with your current incarnation, with people, places, things, with your needs, wants, and desires.  In other words, you’re done playing the earth game.  However, if you’re not done, welcome back.  Maybe this time you can be a turnip,

Let’s say you’re done with earth, but not ready to go to your permanent home (energy unorganized as part of the one consciousness.  In other words, you’re not ready to give up being an independent piece of consciousness, or as it sometimes is said, a piece or portion of life with a separate will, intent, and purpose.  What then?  It’s all up to you.  Whatever qualities you are as a separate consciousness, and whatever knowledge, understanding and wisdom you have, will be your launching pad for your next adventure.  In other words, since your not ready to be it all and have it all and know it all as part of the ONE CONSCIOUSNESS (your permanent home) whatever you decide to be, whatever role you want to play, whatever you want to explore, whatever you want to experience and learn, whatever possibilities you decide to make yourself available for, is your decision.  Or as it is said, whatever you are capable of imagining (as an individual consciousness) that will be your next adventure.

If you can’t seem to decide because you have no attachments, and no issues with life, you can always spin the LIFE DIAL and end up who knows where (in other words, you let the ONE CONSCIOUSNESS choose for you) and as usual, when entering any temporary incarnation, you will forget all your past lives, all your incarnations, and wherever you end up, it will be a new temporary adventure, all over again.  THE END.