Now that I have a micro understanding...

Now that I have a micro understanding of why life does what it does, and why people, places, things are the way they are, what’s next?

Next?  As far as I know, I will continue enjoying my experiences as much as I enjoyed searching for why life does what it does.

I could learn the details, the various matrixes, constructs, dimensions, that exist, and experience those, or focus on enjoying being an older human, and just focus on what my abilities can do, and perchance, enhance them, thereby experiencing energies I’ve never felt before, and/or increase the intensity of the ones I have experienced.  I’m positive I have not felt but an infinitesimal microscopic portion of all the energies available to a human (of course that’s a wild stab into the unknown).

Because life is super intelligent, I figure to just continue to let life run my life and I will do what it has for me to do that naturally shows up in front of me.  I’ve been blessed with just enough wits to not challenge life to a duel.  Just thinking that I can hear life laughing.  At least I am somewhat entertaining.

You don’t even know if you will continue after you die.

I am not after the energy of wondering.  I focus on this life.  It’s quite sufficient for my attention.  Whatever does or does not happen after my demise is of no concern to me.  It will be what it will be.

The ignorance of not knowing what I know is the fertilist of soils, and essential in youth.  Having mircro scratched the surface of knowledge I am awed at the chasm that separates me from its depths.