THE CREATION OF "STUPID-A-LOT"

I created a reality of possibilities. Then I built sensing probes to gather information and send it back to me.  The first report I got was, “It’s too damn hot in here!”  It was hilarious.  Instead of reporting what was happening, the probe was concerned about itself.   

So I got hold of Fred who built the probe and asked, “Did you put self-aware software into those probes?”  He laughed and said, “Yeah, George thought you’d get a kick out of it.”  

“Well it is funny as hell,” I said, “but they are skewing the information, and yet, what a brilliant accident.  Let’s send some more.  I haven’t had this much fun in a long time.  The probes actually think life is about them.”  

A few days later, I checked on some of the probe’s progress.  They were mostly complaining about the weather.  On another day two probes got into an argument and pulled out each others wires.  They were rolling and tumbling around until they fell off a cliff.  I couldn’t stop laughing–so we built more.  We named them humans and built them a special world called Earth.  Best accidental-creation ever.

“Hey George, you gotta see this probe named Stupid-a-lot.  He got pissed at a wrench, threw it a lake, and when he realized he’d be stuck where he was, he immediately dove into the lake trying to find it.  This entertainment is priceless.  We should start charging for it.” 

WHERE DID THE EARTH’S WAYS OF BEING ORIGINATE?

Life is one thing being everything.
Each thing is being itself.
Everything life does or doesn’t do is life doing it.
Life, as humans, assigned words to things.  Humans psychoanalyze their thinking.  Human thinking (their words) cause psychological pain or pleasure for themselves and others.  Life did it, and life (unlike humans) knows what it’s doing, but of course, human thinking may question whether life knows what it’s doing?  A human will judge life until it realizes it is life being it.
Humans are curious, inquisitive, which means life is curious and inquisitive.
Humans are motivated by pleasure, joy, and happiness, which means (since life is every human) it also is motivated by pleasure, joy and happiness.
Life does whatever brings it pleasure, joy, and happiness.  That’s probably reason enough for life do life.  Life is not just about becoming love.  It’s about being in love with life.

WHERE DID THE EARTH’S WAYS OF BEING ORIGINATE?
WHERE DID THE ANIMALS WAYS OF BEING ORIGINATE?
WHERE DID HUMAN WAYS OF THINK AND DOING THINGS ORIGINATE?
HUMANS HAVE WILL, INTENT, PURPOSE.  THEY HAVE NEEDS, WANTS, DESIRES.  THEY GET PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED, ENTANGLED, AND IDENTIFIED WITH PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS, AND WITH THEIR NEEDS, WANTS, DESIRES.  THEY SEEK, AND TRY TO BE HAPPY, JOYFUL, AND TO PLEASE THEMSELVES AND THEIR LOVED ONES.  HUMAN’S USE THEIR WILL INTENT AND PURPOSE TO ENJOY THEIR SHORT LIVES.

LIFE, NATURE, THE UNIVERSE, GOD, SOURCE, THE ONE (OR WHATEVER NAME YOU WANT TO HANG ON CREATION) DOES THINGS.  IF IT DIDN’T WANT BUGS, IT WOULD CREATE BUGS.  IF IT DIDN’T WANT OCEANS, LAKES, A PONDS, IT WOULD HAVE THEM.  IF IT WANTED THE EARTH TO BE A DESERT, IT WOULD BE A DESERT.  CREATION DOES ITS WILL, JUST LIKE HUMANS DO THEIR WILL.  IF A HUMAN IS LEFT ALONE WITH EARTH’S RESOURCES, IT WILL DO ACCORDING TO ITS WILL.  CREATION DOES THINGS WITH ITS RESOURCES ACCORDING TO ITS WILL.    MOST HUMANS ENJOY ADVENTURE, CHALLENGE, RISK, TESTING THEMSELVES AGAINST OTHER HUMANS, AND NATURE ITSELF.  THEY LIKE EXCITEMENT, THE SUSPENSE OF SEEING HOW THINGS TURN OUT.  THEY GET BORED, AND LIKE SOME CHANGE.  THEY LIKE GAINING KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING, AND WISDOM, AND GETTING BETTER AT WHAT THEY DO.  LOOKING AT THE WAY HUMANS ARE, AND AT WHAT CREATION HAS DONE (AND AT THE RESULTS) YOU CAN DRAW A FEW CONCLUSIONS ABOUT CREATION, ABOUT LIFE ITSELF.

YOU'RE JUST A NOUN IN A BOOK CONSCIOUSNESS IS WRITING

 Like imagination creates physical things, and dreams seem physical, consciousness imagines humans and their environment.  Humans and their environment are eye candy.  They really don’t exist.  Only consciousness exists.  Consciousness PLAYS for its joy and pleasure.  Like humans and their VARIOUS environment in a movie or virtual reality or virtual game don’t really exist (only seem to exist) or are viewed as if they exist, none of them really exist.  And it’s the same for a book with its nouns, adjectives and verbs that describe humans and environments, that seem to exist, they really don’t exist. 

WHAT’S THE TAKE AWAY?  WHAT’S THE POINT?  WHAT VALUE IN KNOWING THAT YOU AND YOUR ENVIRONMENT AND YOUR CARES A WOES DON’T EXIST?

When an avatar wakes up in a book, and realizes it’s just a noun (a person, places, or thing) and is dressed in adjectives that describe its body, mind, emotions and the hat it’s wearing, and it’s movements and position in life are merely verbs and prepositions, it no longer gives a shit.  It no longer takes itself or the story seriously, no longer gets anxious, no longer frets and worries, is no longer concerned, and is no longer afraid.

Life is a never-ending-story consciousness is writing as it hip hops, jumps and twirls going merrily along its way to nowhere FOR THE SHEAR JOY AND PLEASURE OF WRITING.

The guru heard the knock on the retreats gate and inquired who is there.  I’m hungry said a voice.  I’m starving.  The guru said, oh quit whining.  Quit being such a crybaby and drama queen.  Life isn’t serious.  You don’t exist.  Quit acting like you do.  You’re just a noun in a story, so take this verb and shove it.

Through you (who only exists in the imagined story consciousness is writing) consciousness is having the adventure of your lifetime.

LIFE, THE EVER EVOLVING STORY CONSCIOUSNESS IS WRITING.  IT’S GOAL FOR ITS CHARACTERS IS EXCITEMENT, ADVENTURE, CHALLENGE, RISK, DANGER, RESOLUTION, CONQUERING, OVERCOMING.  ONE (ONLY ONE OF MANY) GOALS, INTENTS, PURPOSES, OR CHALLENGES FOR ITS CHARACTERS IN THE EVER EVOLVING STORY IS TO BECOME LOVE, OR UNCONDITIONAL SERVICE TO OTHERS WITHOUT EXPECTING A RETURN.

WHAT HAPPENS TO A CHARACTER ONCE IT BECOMES UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND SERVICE?  IT LEAVES THE PAGES OF THE BOOK AND IS NO MORE.  CONSCIOUSNESS NO LONGER SEES VALUE IN WRITING IT INTO THE STORY.

KEEP IN MIND, YOU ARE JUST A CHARACTER CREATED FOR THE EVER EVOLVING STORY CREATED BY CONSCIOUSNESS.  YOU JUST THINK YOU’RE REAL (WHICH IS REALLY IMPORTANT FOR THE STORY–UNTIL YOU AREN’T).

Focus, determines what dimensional reality you are in.  Focus on your body, earth, and what’s going on around you, or focus on your thoughts, or imagination (and since all information is processed in your head) there you are.  Dreams also happen in your head.  Earth is an environment, a program, as are dreams (the ones you cannot manipulate that have rules).  You can manipulate imagination, like some dreams, and create your own environment, and be who or whatever you can imagine.  All realities happen in your head, and the are all REAL.


1.  There is a One Consciousness System.  Conscious of what?  INFORMATION.
2.  It divided itself into many individual units of consciousness.
3.  I am one of those individual units.
4.  I entered a new avatar-human body named Tom.
5.  When Tom dies, I (the individual unit of consciousness) leave the body.
6.  I forget the details of Tom’s life, but yet retain it’s qualities (things it learned).
7.  I can access all the things I learned from all my previous incarnations.
8.  When I decide to enter a new body, I temporarily forget previous incarnations.
9.  As an individual unit of the One Consciousness System, I have the same will and intent it has, but not its knowledge.  Our will and intent is the joy and pleasure we feel learning, gaining knowledge, understanding and wisdom through challenging experiences within the unknown probabilities that make up the adventure called life.

The marvelous thing about my avatar is that it’s temporary, and I can change it like I change a jacket. A jacket or coat will eventually wear out, and so do avatars.  When an avatar no longer serves my intellect, I can walk out.  When I walk out, my avatar returns to source-material, or mother earth (eventually, even mother earth will return to source material, or atoms, and finally, even atoms return to their source material.  Avatars provide amazing sensory adventures for an intellect.   

BENEFITS OF RECEIVING ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS

RECEIVING ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS IS LOGICAL, RATIONAL, SENSIBLE.  WHAT IS THE CONSEQUENCE, VALUE, BENEFIT AND REWARD FOR RECEIVING ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS?  WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU WHEN YOU RECEIVE ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS?   

THE NATURAL AFFECT AND CONSEQUENCE IS, YOU ARE AT PEACE WITH LIFE, AT PEACE WITH PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS, AT PEACE WITH WHAT HAS HAPPENED, IS HAPPENING AND WILL HAPPEN, AND AT PEACE WITH YOURSELF.  YOU ENJOY THE PEACE THAT PASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING.  YOU NO LONGER GET ANNOYED, IRRITATED, UPSET, ANGRY, FRETFUL, WORRIED, CONCERNED, STRESSED, ANXIOUS, FEARFUL, AND AFRAID, AND YOU HAVE NOT A SINGLE REGRET, HAVE NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD.  YOU ENJOY ALL THAT IS LIFE.  LIFE BECOMES ENTERTAINING, FUNNY, A COMEDY OF ACTION, REACTION, CAUSE AND EFFECT, A HILARIOUS PLAY, MELODRAMA AND A EXCITING THRILLS AND CHILLS  ADVENTURE WHEREIN YOU’RE EQUALLY THANKFUL WHETHER YOU LIVE OR DIE, AND IT’S ALL YOURS MERELY BY RECEIVING ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS.

HOW IS IT THAT RECEIVING ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS IS LOGICAL, RATIONAL, REASONABLE?

WHATEVER HAPPENS (ONCE IT HAPPENS) IT CANNOT BE CHANGED, EVER.  IT HAPPENED.  SO WHICH REACTION IS MORE LOGICAL RATIONAL AND SENSIBLE,  TO GET IRRITATED, UPSET, ANGRY, PISSED OFF AND UNPLEASANT, OR TO BE CALM AND COLLECTED AND DEAL WITH IT PLEASANTLY?  WHICH ONE SERVES YOU BEST?  WHICH ONE HAS THE BEST CONSEQUENCES, VALUE, BENEFITS AND REWARDS?

WHO OR WHAT IS THE REAL ENEMY OF YOUR PEACE, HAPPINESS, JOY, BLISS AND ECSTASY?  IT’S NOT YOUR MIND, HOWEVER, IT IS THE PROGRAMMING DONE TO YOUR MIND.  YOUR ENEMIES ARE THE PROGRAMS, BRAINWASHING, TRAINING, INDOCTRINATION AND PROPAGANDA YOUR MIND WAS FED FROM THE MOMENT YOU WERE BORN.

YOUR MIND WAS PROGRAMMED WITH OPINIONS, BIASES, PREJUDICES, LIKES, DISLIKES, GOOD AND BAD, VIRTUE OR VILE, BELIEFS, THEORIES, THEOLOGIES, PHILOSOPHIES, JUDGMENTS, AND CONCLUSIONS, NOT TO MENTION YOU CAME WITH PHYSICAL, MENTAL, EMOTIONAL NEEDS, WANTS, DESIRES, AND DEVELOPED AN IDENTITY, GOT ATTACHED, ENTANGLED AND ATTACHED NOT ONLY TO PEOPLE, PLACES, AND THINGS, BUT TO YOUR NEEDS, WANTS, AND DESIRES, AND THE CONSEQUENCES OF ALL THE MENTAL PROGRAMMING IS YOU HAVE A WAY LIFE MUST GO TO BE HAPPY, AND IF IT DON’T GO YOUR WAY YOU BECOME A LITTLE SHIT, SERIAL KILLER, OR EVEN WORSE, A BANKER, LAWYER OR POLITICIAN, OR EVEN WORSE, YOU GOT MARRIED, AND HAVE TO DEAL WITH TWO PROGRAMMED MINDS.

 

LIFE IS A LOOSH ADDICT

 

HUMANS, ALL OF US (LIFE ITSELF) ARE ENERGY VAMPIRES.

Loosh is a type of energy produced by human emotions, particularly during intense experiences like suffering or love. It is believed to be harvested by non-physical entities for their sustenance.

 

Since all things life does is life doing life, and since humans having preferences is life doing life, it’s perfect, which means nothing is wrong.  You can have preferences (I want or desire chicken for dinner) but whether you have chicken for dinner, or there’s nothing available for dinner, you receive either with thankfulness.

Life does what it does.  Receive it with thankfulness.

“Desire causes suffering,” answers the question, “Why is there suffering.”
HOW NOT TO SUFFER LIFE?  HAVE NO DESIRE (BUDDHA).  

“Receive all things with thankfulness,” answers the question, “How to enjoy all that is life.”
HOW TO ENJOY LIFE?  BE THANKFUL FOR LIFE (WHATEVER IT DOES).

LIFE IS GAME PLAY, ALL OF LIFE IS GAME PLAY, LIFE IS A GAME WE PLAY, NOTHING WRONG AT THE GAME PERSPECTIVE, ONLY WITHIN THE GAME ARE THINGS RIGHT AND WRONG, WHICH MAKES THE GAME WORTH PLAYING, LIFE IS A GAME.  YOU ARE EITHER AN AWAKE PLAYER WHO KNOWS IT’S A GAME, OR AN ASLEEP PLAYER WHO IS BEING PLAYED.

IF YOU ARE NOT ENJOYING THE GAME, YOU ARE BEING PLAYED.  IF YOU ENJOY THE GAME YOU’RE A PLAYER.  KNOWING YOU ARE PLAYING A GAME MAKES THE GAME FUN.  THINKING IT’S NOT A GAME, MAKES IT NOT FUN.  WHY DO INDIVIDUATED INTELLIGENCES BECOME HUMAN PLAY PIECES THAT FORGET THEY ARE INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCES PLAYING A GAME?  

INDIVIDUATED INTELLIGENCES PLAY THE GAME OF LIFE BECAUSE IT’S THE ONLY GAME AVAILABLE THAT INCREASES THEIR CAPACITY TO PLAY MORE INTERESTING GAMES.

OK, SO AN INTELLIGENCE TAKES ON A BODY, THEREBY ENTERING THE GAME, THEN PLAYS THE GAME, AND THEN WAKES UP AND REALIZES IT’S A GAME, AND RECEIVES THE GAME WITH THANKFULNESS, OR NO LONGER HAS DESIRES FOR THE GAME TO BE A CERTAIN WAY, AND THEREBY NO LONGER SUFFER IN THE GAME.  WHAT’S THE POINT OF THAT?  WELL, SINCE THE GAMES PURPOSE IS TO HELP AN INTELLIGENCE GAIN MORE CAPACITY TO PLAY MORE INTERESTING GAMES, OBVIOUSLY THE POINT IS THAT THE GAME IS WORTH PLAYING SO AN INTELLIGENCE WILL INCREASE ITS CAPACITY TO PLAY MORE INTERESTING AND EXCITING GAMES.  BUT WHY LOSE YOUR MEMORY THAT YOU ARE AN INTELLIGENCE PLAYING A TEMPORARY GAME?  BECAUSE THE GAME IS MORE EXCITING IF YOU DON’T KNOW IT’S A GAME, AND DON’T KNOW YOU ARE AN INTELLIGENCE MERELY PLAYING A GAME.  IT’S THE SAME REASON YOU DO DAREDEVIL THINGS THAT CAN GET YOU KILLED, VS. PLAYING A VIRTUAL GAME WHERE YOU KNOW YOU CAN’T BE KILLED AND WILL BE SAFE NO MATTER WHAT.   SAY IT IN A BETTER WAY.  TWO INTELLIGENCES ARE FIGHTING A DUEL TO THE DEATH.  THEY BOTH KNOW THAT ONE OF THEM WILL NO LONGER BE ALIVE.  WHY DO THEY DO IT?  WELL, IT’S VERY CHALLENGING, RISKY, DANGEROUS, AND ABSOLUTELY EXCITING ENERGY, OR AS IS SAID, “HUMANS ARE DOPAMINE ADDICTS.”  WHY?  BECAUSE DOPAMINE FEELS GOOD.  THE INTELLIGENCE FEELS PLEASURE DOING DEATH DEFYING THINGS, OR AS HUMANS SAY, “I NEVER FELT MORE ALIVE THEN WHEN I REALIZED  I MIGHT DIE.”  KNOWING YOU COULD GET HURT OR DIE DOING THIS OR THAT IS WAY MORE EXCITING ENERGY THAN WATCHING A MOVIE OR PLAYING A VIDEO GAME.  REAL, IS WAY MORE EXCITING ENERGY THAN, SURREAL.  YOU KNEW ALL THAT BEFORE YOU FORGOT ALL THAT AND DECIDED TO ENTER A HUMAN AVATAR.  YOU’RE HERE GETTING A HIGH FROM YOUR OWN LOOSH, INSTEAD OF FEEDING OFF THE LOOSH OF OTHERS.  OR YOU COULD SAY, YOU’RE FEEDING DIRECTLY OFF THE LOOSH GENERATED BY YOUR HUMAN AVATAR.  AFTER EXPERIENCING LOOSH SECONDHAND, YOU DECIDED TO EXPERIENCE IT IN PERSON.  YOU’RE A LOOSH ADDICT, AND LIFE ITSELF IS A LOOSH ADDICT.  IT’S THE VERY REASON LIFE DOES LIFE, AND IT’S THE REASON LIFE DOES YOU.  LIFE IS AN ENERGY ADDICT BECAUSE LIFE IS ENERGY, AND THE MORE INTENSE, THE MORE PLEASURE.

TODAY AUG 13

 TODAY AUG 13

Wake up in morning with no thoughts, then notice thoughts beginning.

I AM LIFE.  Everything is me.  I’m really big.  Rocks are me.  Ants are me.  All people are me.  There is only me. You are part of ME.  A part of you, is ME.  EVERYTHING YOU SENSE–PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS–ARE ME.  I AM YOU.   A PORTION OF ME BECAME YOU.  YOU ARE AN INDIVIDUALIZED PORTION OF MY INTELLIGENCE.  YOU HAVE A LIFE.  I AM EXPERIENCING MYSELF AS YOU.  YOU’RE WEIRD, BUT THAT’S OK, BECAUSE YOU’RE ME, BEING YOU.  WHEN YOU LOOK AROUND, YOU AND YOUR EYES SEE ME.  WHEN YOU TOUCH THINGS, YOU’RE TOUCHING ME.  WHEN YOU HEAR, SMELL, TASTE, THAT’S ME.  YOUR KIDS ARE ME.  YOUR KID’S DOG IS ME.  YOUR HUSBAND, WIFE, GIRLFRIEND, BOY FRIEND ARE ME.  I AM ALL THAT EXISTS.
 
LIKING, OR NOT LIKING CERTAIN PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS, IS YOUR INDEPENDENT MIND LIKING OR NOT LIKING ME.  THE PORTION OF ME THAT IS YOUR INDIVIDUALIZED INTELLIGENCE, PLUS YOUR TEMPORARY BODY, MIND, AND EMOTIONS, ARE ME EXPERIENCING BEING YOU.  AND YOU’RE STILL WEIRD, AND FUNNY TOO.

AS SOON AS YOU REALIZE I AM YOU BEING WEIRD, YOU WILL ENJOY ALL THAT I AM, WHICH IS LIFE ITSELF.  IN OTHER WORDS, YOU ARE A PIECE OF ME, A PIECE OF LIFE, WHICH BY NOW YOU KNOW IS ME BEING YOU.  YOU’RE AWESOME BECAUSE I’M AWESOME.

SURE, THERE’S MEANING BEHIND EVERYTHING I AM AND DO.  I PLAY GAMES FOR FUN, ENTERTAINMENT AND ENJOYMENT (SAME AS YOU).  

YOU STARTED OUT THE SAME WAY I DID.  ONCE UPON A TIME THERE WAS ONLY “INTELLIGENT” ENERGY UNORGANIZED.  AS IT ORGANIZED IT BECAME MORE INTELLIGENT AND STARTED ORGANIZING ENERGY FORMS.  I WAS THE FIRST, AND I AM MORE INTELLIGENT THAN THEM ALL.  I ORGANIZED INTELLIGENT ENERGY INTO HUMANS.  NOW HUMANS ARE ORGANIZING ENERGY INTO FORMS.  EVERY PERSON PLACE AND THING STARTED SMALL AND GOT BIGGER, JUST LIKE ME.  JUST LIKE YOUR KIDS GET BIGGER AND BECOME YOU (SORTA).

IF YOU GET RID OF YOUR NONSENSICAL, ILLOGICAL, IRRATIONAL AND INSANE PROGRAMMING THAT I (LIFE) SHOULD HAPPEN YOUR MIND’S WAY, YOU CAN ENJOY ALL THAT I AM (ALL THAT IS LIFE–ME).

TODAY 8, 8, 2025

 TODAY 8, 8, 2025

You are without barriers.  You are not stuck.  You are free.  You have no concerns, no cares, no needs, no wants, no desires that must be met to be at peace, happy, and joyful.  You are not attached, entangled, identified with your body, mind, emotions, people, places, things.  All aspects of your physical, mental, emotional reality are merely your play toys.  You see life for what it is, a magnificent play, a stupendous drama, an exhilarating performance, a marvelous dance of life for the shear joy of being life.

At its fundamental, life is energy in motion, emotions, feelings, energy flowing in all its forms, perspectives, ways of being, one wild circus of entertainment, amusement and pleasure.

One energy, one God, one consciousness, one intelligence being all things–every person, place, and thing, whether unbound, unlimited, infinite, or bound, limited, and finite.

If life was not adventure, challenge, risk, hazard, peril, danger, gamble, chance, luck, thrills and chills, pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow, life wouldn’t be worth living.

Unbound, unlimited, infinite intelligence becomes bound, limited, finite for the pleasure of working its way back to being unbound, unlimited, and infinite.  You forget what you are for the pleasure of remembering what you are.  

Space and energy are eternal. It is the nature of space and energy (life) to form and return to no form.  You can destroy the form, but not the life.  Forms are temporary, life is eternal.

The essence of the creative-energy-force is to experience through form. Love is a giving without knowing the giving expecting a return.  Like the sun gives, like water gives, like earth gives without expecting anything in return, so is the essence that is creation.  Giving without expecting a return is love and joy.  It is a joy to give without expecting a return, and is known as love.
 
Thoughts, words, attitude, perspective, point-of-view  and body language are alive and powerful energy transmitters.  Only transmit loving and joyful energy.  Make sure your every thought, word, attitude, perspective, point-of-view and body language transmit loving and joyful energy.

I have around me a golden dome of light that automatically turns whatever others say and do to positive energy. This happens because I consciously receive all things with thankfulness.  Receiving all things with thankfulness creates positive energy.  


Brain is not a computer.  Brain is a storehouse of lifetimes of memories.  
Mind interprets current events, current memories, and past memories.  Higher mind knows, is wise.

To not be bored is what drives consciousness.

To not be bored drives consciousness.  

The need to feel resistance is life.  Thereby a consciousness becomes more intelligent, which enables it to have more diverse resistance-experiences–ever evolving.  

Level ONE:  go back to earth, recycle–necessary in order to evolve–but don’t get stuck there.  Familiarity, comfort, attachments can keep you stuck in levels.  

Dullness of experiences inspires consciousness to ask questions and probe deeper into reality. Complacency with the status quo, no burning questions about life, origin of life, keeps a consciousness recycling and stuck.

Human activities and human concerns create resistance and challenges that excite a consciousness, but when those experiences no longer challenge, excite, interest and entertain a consciousness, it looks elsewhere.

A consciousness can imagine whatever it wants from its storehouse of the knowledge it gained from experiences, but should it find nothing new and exciting or stimulating, it’s time to move on to a different level.

No fear.  No fear of the unknown.  You are free.
Explore higher energy levels while yet human.



Once born, you have to deal with your inherited proclivities, propensities and tendencies, (which are the result of past generations of experiences).  

Then comes years of indoctrination and programming, until MAYBE one day you ask, “Why am I the way I am?”  After that comes an experience that proves you are not your body, mind, and emotions.  So what are you?

You are consciousness, a portion of me, the one consciousness.  You are an individuated and fully replicated mini-me (the one consciousness) and you are having a human adventure.

Being human is just another experience among the many you’ve had.  For you life is just a fun adventure.  Whether here or there, whether heaven or hell, “Oh well, all’s swell.”

Your current adventure isn’t life.  Life is just theater.  Your adventure is your body, mind, and emotions (the natural man) your avatar, your human.

Once you have retrained and “tamed” your human (haha) life becomes a joy ride.  When you and your human have had all the thrills and chills you came for (but you’re still here) it’s time for adventures beyond body, mind, emotions.  It’s time for out-of-body adventures.  Time to explore higher energy levels while yet human.

new current understanding (unedited, disorganized, waiting rewrite).

 I am consciousness.  I am individualized portion of the ONE consciousness.  As a consciousness, I logon or login or plugin  to my avatar.  I am getting a data stream from my avatar When I enter a human avatar, I enter without my memories–none at all–but I do enter with the attributes, propensities, proclivities and tendencies I have gained from all my previous experiences.

All information processing is done by me. I make all the decisions for my avatar.  My decisions are based on my tendencies, new experiences and the new memories I have gained through the senses of my avatar.(before I experienced that I am not my avatar, I thought I was my avatar.  My avatar is my physical sensing probe for the earth adventure.

I am the only one in this avatar (or logged into it).  There is no one else in here.  I, the consciousness, have developed habits, have made my avatar develop habits, have not been kind to my avatar.  And of course, many of those habits developed before I realized I was the one in charge of my avatar.

Now that you’re awake, be kinder to your avatar.  It’s your physical vehicle.  Try not to ride it like it’s a tank in a minefield.  Maintain it like you would your jeep, or a computer.

Being a consciousness means you are aware of what you are thinking.  No one else is thinking for you.  All thoughts are your thoughts, drawn from your avatar’s memory, and acted upon according to your proclivities.  You are the personality in there, a product of all your past experiences.  NO ONE ELSE IS IN THERE.

I traveled back to my beginning at birth.

I traveled back to my beginning at birth. I saw that I knew nothing.  My body worked without a thought from me.  When my body was uncomfortable it was noisy.  When it was comfortable it was quiet.  My brain was gathering information through its senses.

My brain was fed information by those around me.  My brain developed likes and dislikes, good and bad, nice and not nice, do’s and don’ts.  I didn’t know the whys about anything.  Without the whys, it was just information.  I continued to have experiences and recognized needs, and wants.  Thoughts would pop into my head from previous experiences, from memory.   They called me Tom.  I learned to call those around me mom, dad, grandma, grandpa.

My genetic inheritances started to show in my conduct.  I had impulses, attitude, my way of reacting to things that happened.  I never questioned anything.  I just did things spontaneously from whatever popped into my brain.  I was taught more things about what behaviors were acceptable, and what were not acceptable.  I did not know the reasons for why some things were acceptable or not.  I watched my family react to what I did.  I saw upset, anger, love, smiles, wrinkled foreheads, louder voices, consoling speech.  I learned ways to get away with things I wasn’t supposed to do.  Sometime I failed.  I did some things that I thought would be OK, but I didn’t know enough to realize they were not OK.  I knew little about cause and effect, action and reaction.  I was taught right and wrong.  I learned to justify some of my actions, as if that made them OK.  Using my logic, I determined some things that others thought was right, I thought were stupid, so I did what I felt was reasonable.  I did what I wanted to do.

I felt empathy at a young age, and yet it was much later that I considered the feelings of others more often.  I learned to get along.  And yet, I did things I knew were wrong.  Later I wondered why I did things that were wrong, why did I have impulses I did not like.  Realizing that, I would not put myself in situations where those impulses would arise.  I realized I had qualities, or characteristics, that made me feel bad.  I wondered why those qualities were there.  Where did they come from.  And what were those feelings that made me feel good or bad.   It’s like I had someone living within me that was sometimes nice, and other times not so nice, that was selfish, that only cared about itself.  It took a lot of effort to ignore that persona (whatever it was).

I started to care more about others, and yet, I knew I was just soothing their physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desires, concerns, worries, and fears, and in a way, I thought, “That’s stupid to cater or alter my words and actions to make others feel OK, or good about themselves.”  I actually started to think, humans were nuts because of their many cares and concerns, so why cater to their nuttiness.

I was totally unlike most of the folks around me, in that, though I cared, I also didn’t care about things or outcomes because it was only logical that outcome are what they are and can’t be changed in the moment because they are, so I accepted what actually happened and worked to change them after-the-fact, but if I failed, so what, no big deal.  I just kept going, after-all, regardless of my best efforts things would be the way they would be, and I accepted that and was OK with whatever.

And then I experienced that I was not the human baby I went back and observed, which means, I am not the human adult I am currently observing.  I am not human.  I am not this body, brain, and emotions.  This human I am observing is a product of Earth, and it came with generations of human genetic inheritance, and that during gestation, and up until recently, was the result of other human’s programs, which is why it was the way it is.  And though I still have to deal with portions of its old programs, with thoughts that pop up nilly willy into its brain, and with its needs, wants, and desires, I can ignore this human avatar if I choose.

The question now (that has been experienced and answered) is, since I’m not my body, brain and emotions, what am I?

There is no intrinsic meaning to life.

 There is no intrinsic meaning to life.  You supply the meaning.  Reality (life) is not what your senses and words describe.  Your descriptions are merely shadows of the truth, not truth itself.  When you give meaning to life with your senses and words–opinions, biases, prejudices, conclusions and indoctrination–you retard and restrict your life, restrict reality itself, and create personal boundaries, personal prisons.  You cannot experience the true nature of consciousness because of your self-created personal jailhouse.  The thoughts you think are the result of your senses and the words you use, and that means you are living a mere shadows of reality.  Earth, earth-life, humans, are not reality, merely self-created shadows of a self-created reality.  You step into your own thoughts, and surround yourself with your encapsulated thought-forms and thereby get further and further away from true reality–your true conscious nature.  Higher vibration, more powerful energy experiences take you closer to the true nature of what you really are. That is only possible when all your human created thought forms are dismissed.  YOU can be in control of your own soul universe.  Each soul is a universe by itself in the highest level of energy.  False thought forms keep you from being the creator of your own reality.  Entertain no concepts, no thoughts, no conclusions.  Why?  Because they block your true essence, which is the ONE consciousness.  Words and thoughts are insignificant, and need to be disregarded.  At the higher levels of consciousness only A KNOWING exists, only experiencing exists.  In other words, you are the EXPERIENCE.  KNOWING YOU ARE THE EXPERIENCE IS THE TRUE ESSENCE, THE TRUE NATURE OF LIFE.  BE only the knower. To be in the state of the KNOWER, you  must drop all preconceived concepts that the world says is real.  You must go inward to receive guidance.  Follow your intuition.  It comes from within you.  It’s a higher level of knowing.  The mind helps, but you must follow your intuitive feelings , and then you get closer to the knowing level of existence.  Use mind for pure concentration, and get control of your mind by getting your mind out of the way, then the intuitive level operates more fully.  The waking states of consciousness is not as valuable as the other levels of consciousness (like the dream state).  Paradox–the mind helps, but also works against man’s true nature.  Let go of the mind’s thoughts.

Love of your addictions cause you to recycle, reincarnate.  No love and attachment to addictions and you are free to choose whatever.  Love is the creator-line-dimension-energy-algorithm.  Creator creates and  appreciates itself and its creations.  A spark of the original self, is love energy.  It’s the generating creative force of existence. Anything a human thinks is local thought-traffic.  It’s useful in navigating earth life.  However, here is a higher highway of traffic available to the non-local thinker.  You are more than your physical body.  You don’t need the physical body to be, to think.  You survive the physical death of your body.  A physical body goes to dust.  The you that survives was never physical and is indestructible.  The real you can’t be destroyed.  All stories about after life is a regurgitation of local traffic thought.  You know more about the decisions you should make than anyone else.  
 
PLAY, PLAY LIKE YOU’RE A CHILD WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD ON A BEACH BUILDING SAND CASTLES FOR THE JOY OF IT.  YOU ARE AN INDIVIDUAL SPARK OF THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS. THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS PLAYS WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD BECAUSE IT HAS NOT BUILT A PRISON OF IMPOSSIBILITIES.

WHEN YOU’RE AWAKE AND REALIZE, YOU ARE AN INDIVIDUAL SPARK OF THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS, AND THAT YOU ARE CREATING THOUGHT FORMS, AND THAT YOU ARE CURRENTLY PLAYING A HUMAN THOUGHT FORM THAT YOU CREATED (BUT HAVE TIRED OF THAT REALITY) IT’S TIME TO MOVE ON TO NEW ADVENTURES BEYOND YOUR HUMAN THOUGHT FORMS (EVEN WHILE YET PLAYING A HUMAN).

WHILE YET PLAYING HUMAN, EVERYDAY IS AMAZING AND WONDER-FILLED, WHERE YOU DO WHAT YOU ARE PASSIONATE ABOUT WITH ZERO PHYSICAL, MENTAL, EMOTIONAL EXPECTATIONS OR ATTACHMENTS TO EVERY OUTCOME, AND ZERO ATTACHMENTS TO YOUR HUMAN’S NEEDS, WANTS, DESIRES, PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS.  YOU SKATE THROUGH LIFE WITHOUT CREATING A SINGLE NEGATIVE THOUGHT-FORM.  YOU JUST APPRECIATE BEING ALIVE AS AN INDESTRUCTIBLE INDIVIDUALIZED SPARK OF THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS HAVING YOUR SELF-CREATED ADVENTURES (WHICH MEANS, YOU’VE DUMPED ALL YOUR PROGRAMMING).