STOP THAT OR YOU'LL DRIVE YOURSELF NUTS

Many energy forms, many forms of energy.  Love is a form of energy, as is hate.  Human energy-forms create and feel forms of energy like the descriptive words, love, hate, anger, empathy, compassion, pity, shame, disgust, disgrace, dishonor, beauty, worry, anxious, vexed distressed, irritation, upset, stress, fear, dread, care, carefree, need, want, desire, like, dislike, greed, vanity, pride, patience, long suffering, kind, concerned, nice, good, bad, evil, virtue, vice, joy, sorrow, happiness, bliss, ecstasy, hunger, satisfaction, pleasure, hot, cold, warm, chilled, shock, surprise, etc.  All are forms of energy, or, energy in the form of feelings or emotions.

I never felt a single human emotion FROM deserts, forests, jungles, savannahs, tundras, ponds, lakes, oceans, mountains and animals.  However, I felt awe, reverence and appreciation.

Humans assign words to action, reaction, cause and effect.  The word, emotion, describes the human mind and body’s reaction or effect, caused by actions.

I walk into a room filled with people I I like and I feel happy.  I walk into a room filled with people I do not like and I do not feel happy.  It’s not about the energy in the room.  It’s about by energy, my reaction to the people in the room.  

I go to a funeral and people are sad and crying.  Do I feel their energy, or do I feel my reaction to their energy, or both.

What if I know all the people at the funeral are serial killers, vicious torturers of children, and eat them, and the funeral was for one of their own, and I was the one who killed the deceased.  I see they are sad and crying.  Does their sadness spark my energy to feel sad?  Do I feel empathy or gladness?  Are my feelings sparked by my frame of mind, or their frame of mind?  Would I feel the same if they saw me and I felt their hate for me?
I know they are suffering for their loss, while I am glad for their loss, and wish them all dead.  

If young, a crawling baby, where I know nothing, and I crawl into a room and see a shiny ball, and crawl towards it babbling, and I notice people in the room that I know, and they are mourning the loss of their mother, but I don’t know anything about how they are acting, would I feel their emotion of mourning?  I might casually notice a difference in their body language (they’re just standing around doing nothing) but would I feel their energy?

If someone dies and they live far away and I don’t know them and I saw it on the news, I wouldn’t feel much.  Would I feel different if I discovered it was my brother?  Why?

I have been sitting in a cave forever, meditating, and daily someone comes and tells me all the problems people are having in the village.  I listen to his emotional babbling, but make no comment, and then the news bearer leaves.  I go back to my meditation.   I Don’t give shit, could care less.  One day he comes and tells me the whole village was destroyed and everyone was killed, including my mom, dad, and siblings.  Then how would I feel?  I would make no comment.  I could care less.  I don’t give a shit.  How come?  Because I have no thought one way or another.  It is what it is.  It’s life’s forms merely deforming.

Formless energy has no problems.  Energy in human form doesn’t have problems, but the form does.  The form has problems because it’s a form, and just being a form creates problems. If energy would quit fucking around there would be no problems.  It take an intelligence, a conscious form, to view things as problems.  If you have problems, you’re just too intelligent.  STOP THAT!  Or your whole life will be spent trying to solve problems that your intelligent, conscious mind creates–THAT ONLY EXIST because your human form has a self-aware mind that thinks it’s life is important.