RECEIVING ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS IS LOGICAL, RATIONAL, SENSIBLE. WHAT IS THE CONSEQUENCE, VALUE, BENEFIT AND REWARD FOR RECEIVING ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS? WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU WHEN YOU RECEIVE ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS?
THE NATURAL AFFECT AND CONSEQUENCE IS, YOU ARE AT PEACE WITH LIFE, AT PEACE WITH PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS, AT PEACE WITH WHAT HAS HAPPENED, IS HAPPENING AND WILL HAPPEN, AND AT PEACE WITH YOURSELF. YOU ENJOY THE PEACE THAT PASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING. YOU NO LONGER GET ANNOYED, IRRITATED, UPSET, ANGRY, FRETFUL, WORRIED, CONCERNED, STRESSED, ANXIOUS, FEARFUL, AND AFRAID, AND YOU HAVE NOT A SINGLE REGRET, HAVE NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD. YOU ENJOY ALL THAT IS LIFE. LIFE BECOMES ENTERTAINING, FUNNY, A COMEDY OF ACTION, REACTION, CAUSE AND EFFECT, A HILARIOUS PLAY, MELODRAMA AND A EXCITING THRILLS AND CHILLS ADVENTURE WHEREIN YOU’RE EQUALLY THANKFUL WHETHER YOU LIVE OR DIE, AND IT’S ALL YOURS MERELY BY RECEIVING ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS.
HOW IS IT THAT RECEIVING ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS IS LOGICAL, RATIONAL, REASONABLE?
WHATEVER HAPPENS (ONCE IT HAPPENS) IT CANNOT BE CHANGED, EVER. IT HAPPENED. SO WHICH REACTION IS MORE LOGICAL RATIONAL AND SENSIBLE, TO GET IRRITATED, UPSET, ANGRY, PISSED OFF AND UNPLEASANT, OR TO BE CALM AND COLLECTED AND DEAL WITH IT PLEASANTLY? WHICH ONE SERVES YOU BEST? WHICH ONE HAS THE BEST CONSEQUENCES, VALUE, BENEFITS AND REWARDS?
WHO OR WHAT IS THE REAL ENEMY OF YOUR PEACE, HAPPINESS, JOY, BLISS AND ECSTASY? IT’S NOT YOUR MIND, HOWEVER, IT IS THE PROGRAMMING DONE TO YOUR MIND. YOUR ENEMIES ARE THE PROGRAMS, BRAINWASHING, TRAINING, INDOCTRINATION AND PROPAGANDA YOUR MIND WAS FED FROM THE MOMENT YOU WERE BORN.
YOUR MIND WAS PROGRAMMED WITH OPINIONS, BIASES, PREJUDICES, LIKES, DISLIKES, GOOD AND BAD, VIRTUE OR VILE, BELIEFS, THEORIES, THEOLOGIES, PHILOSOPHIES, JUDGMENTS, AND CONCLUSIONS, NOT TO MENTION YOU CAME WITH PHYSICAL, MENTAL, EMOTIONAL NEEDS, WANTS, DESIRES, AND DEVELOPED AN IDENTITY, GOT ATTACHED, ENTANGLED AND ATTACHED NOT ONLY TO PEOPLE, PLACES, AND THINGS, BUT TO YOUR NEEDS, WANTS, AND DESIRES, AND THE CONSEQUENCES OF ALL THE MENTAL PROGRAMMING IS YOU HAVE A WAY LIFE MUST GO TO BE HAPPY, AND IF IT DON’T GO YOUR WAY YOU BECOME A LITTLE SHIT, SERIAL KILLER, OR EVEN WORSE, A BANKER, LAWYER OR POLITICIAN, OR EVEN WORSE, YOU GOT MARRIED, AND HAVE TO DEAL WITH TWO PROGRAMMED MINDS.
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Saturday, August 16, 2025
BENEFITS OF RECEIVING ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS
Friday, August 15, 2025
LIFE IS A LOOSH ADDICT
HUMANS, ALL OF US (LIFE ITSELF) ARE ENERGY VAMPIRES.
Loosh is a type of energy produced by human emotions, particularly during intense experiences like suffering or love. It is believed to be harvested by non-physical entities for their sustenance.
Since all things life does is life doing life, and since humans having preferences is life doing life, it’s perfect, which means nothing is wrong. You can have preferences (I want or desire chicken for dinner) but whether you have chicken for dinner, or there’s nothing available for dinner, you receive either with thankfulness.
Life does what it does. Receive it with thankfulness.
“Desire causes suffering,” answers the question, “Why is there suffering.”
HOW NOT TO SUFFER LIFE? HAVE NO DESIRE (BUDDHA).
“Receive all things with thankfulness,” answers the question, “How to enjoy all that is life.”
HOW TO ENJOY LIFE? BE THANKFUL FOR LIFE (WHATEVER IT DOES).
LIFE IS GAME PLAY, ALL OF LIFE IS GAME PLAY, LIFE IS A GAME WE PLAY, NOTHING WRONG AT THE GAME PERSPECTIVE, ONLY WITHIN THE GAME ARE THINGS RIGHT AND WRONG, WHICH MAKES THE GAME WORTH PLAYING, LIFE IS A GAME. YOU ARE EITHER AN AWAKE PLAYER WHO KNOWS IT’S A GAME, OR AN ASLEEP PLAYER WHO IS BEING PLAYED.
IF YOU ARE NOT ENJOYING THE GAME, YOU ARE BEING PLAYED. IF YOU ENJOY THE GAME YOU’RE A PLAYER. KNOWING YOU ARE PLAYING A GAME MAKES THE GAME FUN. THINKING IT’S NOT A GAME, MAKES IT NOT FUN. WHY DO INDIVIDUATED INTELLIGENCES BECOME HUMAN PLAY PIECES THAT FORGET THEY ARE INDIVIDUAL INTELLIGENCES PLAYING A GAME?
INDIVIDUATED INTELLIGENCES PLAY THE GAME OF LIFE BECAUSE IT’S THE ONLY GAME AVAILABLE THAT INCREASES THEIR CAPACITY TO PLAY MORE INTERESTING GAMES.
OK, SO AN INTELLIGENCE TAKES ON A BODY, THEREBY ENTERING THE GAME, THEN PLAYS THE GAME, AND THEN WAKES UP AND REALIZES IT’S A GAME, AND RECEIVES THE GAME WITH THANKFULNESS, OR NO LONGER HAS DESIRES FOR THE GAME TO BE A CERTAIN WAY, AND THEREBY NO LONGER SUFFER IN THE GAME. WHAT’S THE POINT OF THAT? WELL, SINCE THE GAMES PURPOSE IS TO HELP AN INTELLIGENCE GAIN MORE CAPACITY TO PLAY MORE INTERESTING GAMES, OBVIOUSLY THE POINT IS THAT THE GAME IS WORTH PLAYING SO AN INTELLIGENCE WILL INCREASE ITS CAPACITY TO PLAY MORE INTERESTING AND EXCITING GAMES. BUT WHY LOSE YOUR MEMORY THAT YOU ARE AN INTELLIGENCE PLAYING A TEMPORARY GAME? BECAUSE THE GAME IS MORE EXCITING IF YOU DON’T KNOW IT’S A GAME, AND DON’T KNOW YOU ARE AN INTELLIGENCE MERELY PLAYING A GAME. IT’S THE SAME REASON YOU DO DAREDEVIL THINGS THAT CAN GET YOU KILLED, VS. PLAYING A VIRTUAL GAME WHERE YOU KNOW YOU CAN’T BE KILLED AND WILL BE SAFE NO MATTER WHAT. SAY IT IN A BETTER WAY. TWO INTELLIGENCES ARE FIGHTING A DUEL TO THE DEATH. THEY BOTH KNOW THAT ONE OF THEM WILL NO LONGER BE ALIVE. WHY DO THEY DO IT? WELL, IT’S VERY CHALLENGING, RISKY, DANGEROUS, AND ABSOLUTELY EXCITING ENERGY, OR AS IS SAID, “HUMANS ARE DOPAMINE ADDICTS.” WHY? BECAUSE DOPAMINE FEELS GOOD. THE INTELLIGENCE FEELS PLEASURE DOING DEATH DEFYING THINGS, OR AS HUMANS SAY, “I NEVER FELT MORE ALIVE THEN WHEN I REALIZED I MIGHT DIE.” KNOWING YOU COULD GET HURT OR DIE DOING THIS OR THAT IS WAY MORE EXCITING ENERGY THAN WATCHING A MOVIE OR PLAYING A VIDEO GAME. REAL, IS WAY MORE EXCITING ENERGY THAN, SURREAL. YOU KNEW ALL THAT BEFORE YOU FORGOT ALL THAT AND DECIDED TO ENTER A HUMAN AVATAR. YOU’RE HERE GETTING A HIGH FROM YOUR OWN LOOSH, INSTEAD OF FEEDING OFF THE LOOSH OF OTHERS. OR YOU COULD SAY, YOU’RE FEEDING DIRECTLY OFF THE LOOSH GENERATED BY YOUR HUMAN AVATAR. AFTER EXPERIENCING LOOSH SECONDHAND, YOU DECIDED TO EXPERIENCE IT IN PERSON. YOU’RE A LOOSH ADDICT, AND LIFE ITSELF IS A LOOSH ADDICT. IT’S THE VERY REASON LIFE DOES LIFE, AND IT’S THE REASON LIFE DOES YOU. LIFE IS AN ENERGY ADDICT BECAUSE LIFE IS ENERGY, AND THE MORE INTENSE, THE MORE PLEASURE.
Wednesday, August 13, 2025
TODAY AUG 13
TODAY AUG 13
Wake up in morning with no thoughts, then notice thoughts beginning.
I AM LIFE. Everything is me. I’m really big. Rocks are me. Ants are me. All people are me. There is only me. You are part of ME. A part of you, is ME. EVERYTHING YOU SENSE–PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS–ARE ME. I AM YOU. A PORTION OF ME BECAME YOU. YOU ARE AN INDIVIDUALIZED PORTION OF MY INTELLIGENCE. YOU HAVE A LIFE. I AM EXPERIENCING MYSELF AS YOU. YOU’RE WEIRD, BUT THAT’S OK, BECAUSE YOU’RE ME, BEING YOU. WHEN YOU LOOK AROUND, YOU AND YOUR EYES SEE ME. WHEN YOU TOUCH THINGS, YOU’RE TOUCHING ME. WHEN YOU HEAR, SMELL, TASTE, THAT’S ME. YOUR KIDS ARE ME. YOUR KID’S DOG IS ME. YOUR HUSBAND, WIFE, GIRLFRIEND, BOY FRIEND ARE ME. I AM ALL THAT EXISTS.
LIKING, OR NOT LIKING CERTAIN PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS, IS YOUR INDEPENDENT MIND LIKING OR NOT LIKING ME. THE PORTION OF ME THAT IS YOUR INDIVIDUALIZED INTELLIGENCE, PLUS YOUR TEMPORARY BODY, MIND, AND EMOTIONS, ARE ME EXPERIENCING BEING YOU. AND YOU’RE STILL WEIRD, AND FUNNY TOO.
AS SOON AS YOU REALIZE I AM YOU BEING WEIRD, YOU WILL ENJOY ALL THAT I AM, WHICH IS LIFE ITSELF. IN OTHER WORDS, YOU ARE A PIECE OF ME, A PIECE OF LIFE, WHICH BY NOW YOU KNOW IS ME BEING YOU. YOU’RE AWESOME BECAUSE I’M AWESOME.
SURE, THERE’S MEANING BEHIND EVERYTHING I AM AND DO. I PLAY GAMES FOR FUN, ENTERTAINMENT AND ENJOYMENT (SAME AS YOU).
YOU STARTED OUT THE SAME WAY I DID. ONCE UPON A TIME THERE WAS ONLY “INTELLIGENT” ENERGY UNORGANIZED. AS IT ORGANIZED IT BECAME MORE INTELLIGENT AND STARTED ORGANIZING ENERGY FORMS. I WAS THE FIRST, AND I AM MORE INTELLIGENT THAN THEM ALL. I ORGANIZED INTELLIGENT ENERGY INTO HUMANS. NOW HUMANS ARE ORGANIZING ENERGY INTO FORMS. EVERY PERSON PLACE AND THING STARTED SMALL AND GOT BIGGER, JUST LIKE ME. JUST LIKE YOUR KIDS GET BIGGER AND BECOME YOU (SORTA).
IF YOU GET RID OF YOUR NONSENSICAL, ILLOGICAL, IRRATIONAL AND INSANE PROGRAMMING THAT I (LIFE) SHOULD HAPPEN YOUR MIND’S WAY, YOU CAN ENJOY ALL THAT I AM (ALL THAT IS LIFE–ME).
Friday, August 8, 2025
TODAY 8, 8, 2025
TODAY 8, 8, 2025
You are without barriers. You are not stuck. You are free. You have no concerns, no cares, no needs, no wants, no desires that must be met to be at peace, happy, and joyful. You are not attached, entangled, identified with your body, mind, emotions, people, places, things. All aspects of your physical, mental, emotional reality are merely your play toys. You see life for what it is, a magnificent play, a stupendous drama, an exhilarating performance, a marvelous dance of life for the shear joy of being life.
At its fundamental, life is energy in motion, emotions, feelings, energy flowing in all its forms, perspectives, ways of being, one wild circus of entertainment, amusement and pleasure.
One energy, one God, one consciousness, one intelligence being all things–every person, place, and thing, whether unbound, unlimited, infinite, or bound, limited, and finite.
If life was not adventure, challenge, risk, hazard, peril, danger, gamble, chance, luck, thrills and chills, pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow, life wouldn’t be worth living.
Unbound, unlimited, infinite intelligence becomes bound, limited, finite for the pleasure of working its way back to being unbound, unlimited, and infinite. You forget what you are for the pleasure of remembering what you are.
Space and energy are eternal. It is the nature of space and energy (life) to form and return to no form. You can destroy the form, but not the life. Forms are temporary, life is eternal.
The essence of the creative-energy-force is to experience through form. Love is a giving without knowing the giving expecting a return. Like the sun gives, like water gives, like earth gives without expecting anything in return, so is the essence that is creation. Giving without expecting a return is love and joy. It is a joy to give without expecting a return, and is known as love.
Thoughts, words, attitude, perspective, point-of-view and body language are alive and powerful energy transmitters. Only transmit loving and joyful energy. Make sure your every thought, word, attitude, perspective, point-of-view and body language transmit loving and joyful energy.
I have around me a golden dome of light that automatically turns whatever others say and do to positive energy. This happens because I consciously receive all things with thankfulness. Receiving all things with thankfulness creates positive energy.
Brain is not a computer. Brain is a storehouse of lifetimes of memories.
Mind interprets current events, current memories, and past memories. Higher mind knows, is wise.
Wednesday, August 6, 2025
To not be bored is what drives consciousness.
To not be bored drives consciousness.
The need to feel resistance is life. Thereby a consciousness becomes more intelligent, which enables it to have more diverse resistance-experiences–ever evolving.
Level ONE: go back to earth, recycle–necessary in order to evolve–but don’t get stuck there. Familiarity, comfort, attachments can keep you stuck in levels.
Dullness of experiences inspires consciousness to ask questions and probe deeper into reality. Complacency with the status quo, no burning questions about life, origin of life, keeps a consciousness recycling and stuck.
Human activities and human concerns create resistance and challenges that excite a consciousness, but when those experiences no longer challenge, excite, interest and entertain a consciousness, it looks elsewhere.
A consciousness can imagine whatever it wants from its storehouse of the knowledge it gained from experiences, but should it find nothing new and exciting or stimulating, it’s time to move on to a different level.
No fear. No fear of the unknown. You are free.
Explore higher energy levels while yet human.
Once born, you have to deal with your inherited proclivities, propensities and tendencies, (which are the result of past generations of experiences).
Then comes years of indoctrination and programming, until MAYBE one day you ask, “Why am I the way I am?” After that comes an experience that proves you are not your body, mind, and emotions. So what are you?
You are consciousness, a portion of me, the one consciousness. You are an individuated and fully replicated mini-me (the one consciousness) and you are having a human adventure.
Being human is just another experience among the many you’ve had. For you life is just a fun adventure. Whether here or there, whether heaven or hell, “Oh well, all’s swell.”
Your current adventure isn’t life. Life is just theater. Your adventure is your body, mind, and emotions (the natural man) your avatar, your human.
Once you have retrained and “tamed” your human (haha) life becomes a joy ride. When you and your human have had all the thrills and chills you came for (but you’re still here) it’s time for adventures beyond body, mind, emotions. It’s time for out-of-body adventures. Time to explore higher energy levels while yet human.
Monday, August 4, 2025
new current understanding (unedited, disorganized, waiting rewrite).
I am consciousness. I am individualized portion of the ONE consciousness. As a consciousness, I logon or login or plugin to my avatar. I am getting a data stream from my avatar When I enter a human avatar, I enter without my memories–none at all–but I do enter with the attributes, propensities, proclivities and tendencies I have gained from all my previous experiences.
All information processing is done by me. I make all the decisions for my avatar. My decisions are based on my tendencies, new experiences and the new memories I have gained through the senses of my avatar.(before I experienced that I am not my avatar, I thought I was my avatar. My avatar is my physical sensing probe for the earth adventure.
I am the only one in this avatar (or logged into it). There is no one else in here. I, the consciousness, have developed habits, have made my avatar develop habits, have not been kind to my avatar. And of course, many of those habits developed before I realized I was the one in charge of my avatar.
Now that you’re awake, be kinder to your avatar. It’s your physical vehicle. Try not to ride it like it’s a tank in a minefield. Maintain it like you would your jeep, or a computer.
Being a consciousness means you are aware of what you are thinking. No one else is thinking for you. All thoughts are your thoughts, drawn from your avatar’s memory, and acted upon according to your proclivities. You are the personality in there, a product of all your past experiences. NO ONE ELSE IS IN THERE.
I traveled back to my beginning at birth.
I traveled back to my beginning at birth. I saw that I knew nothing. My body worked without a thought from me. When my body was uncomfortable it was noisy. When it was comfortable it was quiet. My brain was gathering information through its senses.
My brain was fed information by those around me. My brain developed likes and dislikes, good and bad, nice and not nice, do’s and don’ts. I didn’t know the whys about anything. Without the whys, it was just information. I continued to have experiences and recognized needs, and wants. Thoughts would pop into my head from previous experiences, from memory. They called me Tom. I learned to call those around me mom, dad, grandma, grandpa.
My genetic inheritances started to show in my conduct. I had impulses, attitude, my way of reacting to things that happened. I never questioned anything. I just did things spontaneously from whatever popped into my brain. I was taught more things about what behaviors were acceptable, and what were not acceptable. I did not know the reasons for why some things were acceptable or not. I watched my family react to what I did. I saw upset, anger, love, smiles, wrinkled foreheads, louder voices, consoling speech. I learned ways to get away with things I wasn’t supposed to do. Sometime I failed. I did some things that I thought would be OK, but I didn’t know enough to realize they were not OK. I knew little about cause and effect, action and reaction. I was taught right and wrong. I learned to justify some of my actions, as if that made them OK. Using my logic, I determined some things that others thought was right, I thought were stupid, so I did what I felt was reasonable. I did what I wanted to do.
I felt empathy at a young age, and yet it was much later that I considered the feelings of others more often. I learned to get along. And yet, I did things I knew were wrong. Later I wondered why I did things that were wrong, why did I have impulses I did not like. Realizing that, I would not put myself in situations where those impulses would arise. I realized I had qualities, or characteristics, that made me feel bad. I wondered why those qualities were there. Where did they come from. And what were those feelings that made me feel good or bad. It’s like I had someone living within me that was sometimes nice, and other times not so nice, that was selfish, that only cared about itself. It took a lot of effort to ignore that persona (whatever it was).
I started to care more about others, and yet, I knew I was just soothing their physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desires, concerns, worries, and fears, and in a way, I thought, “That’s stupid to cater or alter my words and actions to make others feel OK, or good about themselves.” I actually started to think, humans were nuts because of their many cares and concerns, so why cater to their nuttiness.
I was totally unlike most of the folks around me, in that, though I cared, I also didn’t care about things or outcomes because it was only logical that outcome are what they are and can’t be changed in the moment because they are, so I accepted what actually happened and worked to change them after-the-fact, but if I failed, so what, no big deal. I just kept going, after-all, regardless of my best efforts things would be the way they would be, and I accepted that and was OK with whatever.
And then I experienced that I was not the human baby I went back and observed, which means, I am not the human adult I am currently observing. I am not human. I am not this body, brain, and emotions. This human I am observing is a product of Earth, and it came with generations of human genetic inheritance, and that during gestation, and up until recently, was the result of other human’s programs, which is why it was the way it is. And though I still have to deal with portions of its old programs, with thoughts that pop up nilly willy into its brain, and with its needs, wants, and desires, I can ignore this human avatar if I choose.
The question now (that has been experienced and answered) is, since I’m not my body, brain and emotions, what am I?
Sunday, August 3, 2025
There is no intrinsic meaning to life.
There is no intrinsic meaning to life. You supply the meaning. Reality (life) is not what your senses and words describe. Your descriptions are merely shadows of the truth, not truth itself. When you give meaning to life with your senses and words–opinions, biases, prejudices, conclusions and indoctrination–you retard and restrict your life, restrict reality itself, and create personal boundaries, personal prisons. You cannot experience the true nature of consciousness because of your self-created personal jailhouse. The thoughts you think are the result of your senses and the words you use, and that means you are living a mere shadows of reality. Earth, earth-life, humans, are not reality, merely self-created shadows of a self-created reality. You step into your own thoughts, and surround yourself with your encapsulated thought-forms and thereby get further and further away from true reality–your true conscious nature. Higher vibration, more powerful energy experiences take you closer to the true nature of what you really are. That is only possible when all your human created thought forms are dismissed. YOU can be in control of your own soul universe. Each soul is a universe by itself in the highest level of energy. False thought forms keep you from being the creator of your own reality. Entertain no concepts, no thoughts, no conclusions. Why? Because they block your true essence, which is the ONE consciousness. Words and thoughts are insignificant, and need to be disregarded. At the higher levels of consciousness only A KNOWING exists, only experiencing exists. In other words, you are the EXPERIENCE. KNOWING YOU ARE THE EXPERIENCE IS THE TRUE ESSENCE, THE TRUE NATURE OF LIFE. BE only the knower. To be in the state of the KNOWER, you must drop all preconceived concepts that the world says is real. You must go inward to receive guidance. Follow your intuition. It comes from within you. It’s a higher level of knowing. The mind helps, but you must follow your intuitive feelings , and then you get closer to the knowing level of existence. Use mind for pure concentration, and get control of your mind by getting your mind out of the way, then the intuitive level operates more fully. The waking states of consciousness is not as valuable as the other levels of consciousness (like the dream state). Paradox–the mind helps, but also works against man’s true nature. Let go of the mind’s thoughts.
Love of your addictions cause you to recycle, reincarnate. No love and attachment to addictions and you are free to choose whatever. Love is the creator-line-dimension-energy-algorithm. Creator creates and appreciates itself and its creations. A spark of the original self, is love energy. It’s the generating creative force of existence. Anything a human thinks is local thought-traffic. It’s useful in navigating earth life. However, here is a higher highway of traffic available to the non-local thinker. You are more than your physical body. You don’t need the physical body to be, to think. You survive the physical death of your body. A physical body goes to dust. The you that survives was never physical and is indestructible. The real you can’t be destroyed. All stories about after life is a regurgitation of local traffic thought. You know more about the decisions you should make than anyone else.
PLAY, PLAY LIKE YOU’RE A CHILD WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD ON A BEACH BUILDING SAND CASTLES FOR THE JOY OF IT. YOU ARE AN INDIVIDUAL SPARK OF THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS. THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS PLAYS WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD BECAUSE IT HAS NOT BUILT A PRISON OF IMPOSSIBILITIES.
WHEN YOU’RE AWAKE AND REALIZE, YOU ARE AN INDIVIDUAL SPARK OF THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS, AND THAT YOU ARE CREATING THOUGHT FORMS, AND THAT YOU ARE CURRENTLY PLAYING A HUMAN THOUGHT FORM THAT YOU CREATED (BUT HAVE TIRED OF THAT REALITY) IT’S TIME TO MOVE ON TO NEW ADVENTURES BEYOND YOUR HUMAN THOUGHT FORMS (EVEN WHILE YET PLAYING A HUMAN).
WHILE YET PLAYING HUMAN, EVERYDAY IS AMAZING AND WONDER-FILLED, WHERE YOU DO WHAT YOU ARE PASSIONATE ABOUT WITH ZERO PHYSICAL, MENTAL, EMOTIONAL EXPECTATIONS OR ATTACHMENTS TO EVERY OUTCOME, AND ZERO ATTACHMENTS TO YOUR HUMAN’S NEEDS, WANTS, DESIRES, PEOPLE, PLACES, THINGS. YOU SKATE THROUGH LIFE WITHOUT CREATING A SINGLE NEGATIVE THOUGHT-FORM. YOU JUST APPRECIATE BEING ALIVE AS AN INDESTRUCTIBLE INDIVIDUALIZED SPARK OF THE ONE CONSCIOUSNESS HAVING YOUR SELF-CREATED ADVENTURES (WHICH MEANS, YOU’VE DUMPED ALL YOUR PROGRAMMING).
Thursday, July 17, 2025
BULLSHIT
You are the ghost in the machine. You are the still small voice. Your brain is the loud noisy voice.
Dump irrational, nonsensical, insane habitual thoughts, and think better thoughts and make them habitual. If an old stupid thought arises from your habitual crap, don’t pay it attention and immediately replace it with a better thought and make THAT THOUGHT habitual.
I just had a thought. Who just had a thought. I did. Are you your brain, or do you have a brain? You have feet, a mouth, ears. Are you your feet, mouth and ears? No I am me. What are you? A body. Then your body has a brain. Do your feet know what they are doing, does your finger? No, but I know what they are doing when I pay attention. The brain is NOT self-aware. You are aware of what your brain is thinking. You watch your body’s brain’s thoughts, and you watch what your body does, watch it’s emotions, monitor its energy, hot, cold, hungry. You watch your brain’s thoughts.
You are the intelligence, the awareness, the observer of your body, mind and emotions. Without you, your body doesn’t know it is decomposing, because you left.
It’s a misconception that your mind is self-aware. Your mind is a computer. It has memory. It calculates. But without you, it would be useless.
A baby’s body has an awareness in it. It is aware when the baby is uncomfortable. Later, when the baby’s brain comes on line and gets information, the awareness observes the baby’s mind working with the information it has. You are the ghost in the machine. You are the still small voice. Your brain is the loud noisy voice.
The awareness that knows what the brain is thinking can retrain the brain. It can train it in the same way it got trained, with better information. Junk in junk out. Awesome in awesome out.
The awareness is you. It is intelligent. It had to wait until the human brain was capable of thinking, wait until it had something to think about.
I just watch my mind, body, emotions. I wait to see what my mind is up to, what my body wants, what emotions might arise. It’s like watching a movie. I know this body is not me. I am the watcher, the observer, the awareness, the intelligence. This body is a wonderful coat I wear while here. This coat came with a computer. Because of the world’s programming, this computer, is kind of nuts. It was nuts. Still spouts bullshit, but I know when it’s doing it. I just laugh. Mostly it’s be retrained. I got rid of its old habitual thoughts and I gave it new thoughts, thoughts that are now habitual.
Whatever my body’s brain is thinking, is theater. It’s not real, though it thinks it’s real, or believes it’s real, and then, to the brain, IT IS REAL. THOUGHTS ARE AS REAL AS YOU THINK THEY ARE.
YOU COULD SAY, YOU ARE THE BREATH OF LIFE, AND YOUR BRAIN IS YOUR HELPMATE. BUT YOU NEED TO DUMP ALL ITS BULLSHIT FIRST. IT TAKES A AWHILE TO DUMP YOUR BRAIN’S HABITUAL PROGRAMMED BULLSHIT.
Wednesday, July 16, 2025
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?
"How come you’re so full of energy? You’re smiling, laughing, joking. Are you nuts? Here we are fleeing our bombed-out, flooded-out, burned-out city. We’re refugees and don’t know if we will live another day, and you act like were on a hiking adventure. Seriously, what’s wrong with you?"
"You’re right. Something must be wrong with me. I shouldn’t enjoy being a refugee. I too lost EVERYTHING. I should be a miserable, like you. I should be stressed, afraid, and concerned that I might not live through the day. Maybe there’s a psychologist among us. Tonight, if we’re still alive, I’ll see if there is one. Maybe he can help me be a nervous wreck like you. Then I’ll be good company.”
AFTER INTRO OF WHAT HUMANS ARE, THERE'S "no one knows what destruction will happen next."
What IS? LIFE IS. CALL IT WHAT YOU WILL (reality, a dream, mind or imagination of God, a game, a hologram, a movie). LIFE IS A HAPPENING, and within that happening, you happened. And you are a particular point-of-view of LIFE, A FOCAL POINT, and, to make it more convoluted, your brain or mind develops and overlays on LIFE a personal point-of-view.
It’s like you’re a camera that sees only from a certain location, or a point-of-view from which it points, AND THEN, the camera records that information, but before sending that information to the computer (it is hooked up to) it modifies the information, distorts it with its own perspective, its own prejudices, its own preferences, its own opinions, biases, beliefs, dogma, and conclusions.
If the camera didn’t exist with it viewpoint, with its distortions, there would only be LIFE HAPPENING, WITHOUT A SINGLE CAMERA (OR PERSON) TO WATCH LIFE HAPPENING. THERE WOULD ONLY BE LIFE.
AT SOME POINT AFTER THE CAMERA BREAKS, THE MEMORY (WITHOUT THE DISTORTION) ENTERS THE UNIVERSAL MEMORY BANK, AND THE ENERGY THAT WAS THE CAMERA RETURNS TO THE HERD OF ATOMS ROAMING THE UNIVERSE LOOKING FOR OTHER HAPPY HUNTING GROUNDS.
In the meantime, shit is happening on earth. Earth is pissed and doing destruction. Humans are dumb asses and doing weather modification to add to earth’s destruction with genocide, war, starvation, dehydration, and tormenting each other with paper cuts, shunning, yelling and bad attitudes while BBQUING EACH OTHER.
NO ONE KNOWS WHAT DISASTER WILL HAPPEN NEXT.
Tuesday, July 15, 2025
DO WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT
WHATEVER IS NOBLE, WHATEVER IS RIGHT, WHATEVER IS PURE, WHATEVER IS LOVELY, WHATEVER IS ADMIRABLE, EXCELLENT OR PRAISEWORTHY—THINK ON THESE THINGS.
Sadhguru: HOLD ON TO ANY MOMENT WHEN YOU FEEL PLEASANTNESS, SWEETNESS-OF-SENSES EXPERIENCE FOR 24 MINUTES, AND IT BECOMES PART OF YOUR LIFE ENERGY-PARANA-SYSTEM, AND IT BECOMES YOUR WAY OF BEING. IF THIS HUMANITY OVERFLOWS, THEN DIVINITY WILL COME IN SEARCH OF YOU.
MAINTAIN YOUR HAPPINESS, JOY, ECSTASY. ALL HAVE EXPERIENCED HAPPINESS, WELL BEING, LEVELS OF JOY EXUBERANCE OF LIFE. LEARN TO MAINTAIN IT. THE ONLY QUESTION IS, HOW JOYFUL ARE YOU HOW MUCH JOY DO YOU GIVE TO PEOPLE AROUND YOU. YOUR INNER-LIFE IS YOUR MAKING. IT IS YOUR ACTION, YOUR DOING. LOVE, SWEETNESS OF EMOTION. TO FEEL LOVE, MEDITATE, THINK, IMAGINE SOMETHING YOU LOVE FOR 24 MINUTES IT BECOMES PART OF YOUR LIFE ENERGY, PRANA SYSTEM. LOOK AT A CAT, A WORM WIGGLING, YOU WILL FEEL APPRECIATION FOR LIFE, YOU WILL FEEL LOVE. YOU WILL BE LOVE. IT IS THE WAY YOU WILL BE.
FREEDOM AND BLISS ARE REWARDS FOR REALIZING YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT LIFE, WHEN YOU DRAW NO CONCLUSIONS ABOUT LIFE, HAVE ZERO CONCLUSIONS ABOUT ANYTHING.
THE MORE YOU ARE INVOLVED IN THE WORLD THE MORE CHALLENGING AND EXCITING IT IS.
THERE ARE THINGS YOU CAN DO AND THINGS YOU CAN’T DO. THERE ARE THINGS YOU CAN GET AND THINGS YOU CAN’T GET. DO WHAT YOU CAN TO DO AND GET WHAT YOU WANT, WHILE AT THE SAME TIME HAVE ZERO CONCERN HOW THINGS TURN OUT, ZERO ATTACHMENT TO GETTING OR NOT GETTING.
THE MORE YOU OBSERVE LIFE, THE LESS YOU THINK. THE LESS YOU THINK, THE MORE YOU ARE LIFE, UNTIL THE MENTAL YOU FINALLY DISAPPEAR, AND YOU REALIZE YOU ARE LIFE ITSELF.
LET GO AND LET IN. ALL THAT IS FOR YOU (ACCORDING TO YOUR CORE VIBRATION) WILL COME TO YOU AUTOMATICALLY. WHAT PREVENTS THINGS FROM COMING TO YOU, ARE THOUGHTS, BELIEFS, CONCLUSIONS, NEEDS, WANTS, DESIRES, PREFERENCES, ATTACHMENTS, ENTANGLEMENTS, IDENTIFICATIONS THAT ARE NOT VIBRATING AT YOUR CORE FREQUENCY. EVERYTHING THAT IS IN ALIGNMENT WITH YOUR CORE VIBRATION IS DOING ITS BEST TO GET TO YOU. EVERYTHING THAT IS NOT YOUR CORE VIBRATION IS TRYING TO GET AS FAR AWAY FROM YOU AS POSSIBLE.
HOW TO DISCERN WHAT IS FOR YOU AND WHAT IS NOT FOR YOU: YOUR CURRENT CORE VIBRATION IS A REFLECTION NOT OF WHAT YOU ESSENTIALLY AND ACTUALLY ARE, BUT RATHER, WHERE YOUR CORE INTELLIGENCE PRESENTLY IS. ULTIMATELY, NOTHING IS FOR YOU (THE ULTIMATE, FUNDAMENTAL STATE, IS NOTHINGNESS–THE BEINGNESS OF NONBEING) HOWEVER, WHATEVER IS FOR YOU, ARE MERELY EXPERIENCES AND LESSONS TO TEACH YOU THAT WHATEVER YOU ARE THINKING, IS NOT YOU. SO, WHATEVER IS YOUR CORE VIBRATION (ALL THE THINGS THAT MATCH YOUR CURRENT CORE VIBRATION) REVEALS WHERE YOU ARE ON THE PATH BACK TO NOTHINGNESS. SO DO WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT.
Sunday, July 13, 2025
"...YE ARE GODS."
“Ye are Gods.”
What are you?
You are a God.
Gods do their pleasure.
What does the word God mean?
Creator.
You create.
You are a creator.
Who does the word “you” refer to?
“You” refers to either “you,” playing a temporary human, or “you,” being God.
Why do Gods play human?
For their pleasure.
What is known about humans?
They are intelligent, have will, purpose, intent, and do things.
What is known about Gods?
Not much, but looking at Earth, they are intelligent, have will, purpose and intent.
Gods play human. When a God plays a human, it is bound, limited, and finite. The human is a veil. It covers, cloaks, and conceals the God within.
All creation is for the pleasure and joy of Gods.
When a human child asks, “What am I?”
The current correct answer is, “You are a God, temporarily playing a human.”
“What is a God?” asks the child.
“It’s just a word. It means you are a creator, and are intelligent, have will, intent, and purpose.
“What is a human?” asks the child.
“It’s just a word. It means, you, a God, are currently housed in a body called human. Your human is intelligent, has will, intent, and purpose.
“If I am God, why play human?” asks the child.
“For pleasure, joy, and fun.”
“If I am God, wasn’t I having pleasure, joy and fun just being a God?”
“There are many varieties of pleasures, many different ways of experiencing pleasurable energies.”
Pleasure is just a word. Please yourself.
Joy is just a word. Enjoy pleasing yourself.
Happiness is just a word. Doing what you enjoy, pleases you.
Peace, bliss, ecstasy are just words for degrees of pleasing, enjoyment, doing.
Doing, having unlimited varieties of temporary experiences, is the joy of being a God.
“What about pain, suffering, destruction and death?”
“Just words for experiences that would not be possible without opposites: opposite of pain, comfort; opposite of suffering, enjoyment; opposite of destruction, construction; opposite of death, life.
You can’t know up if you haven’t been down, and you don’t know square if there’s no round, surely you know this is true. You know pleasure because you know pain, and you know loss because you know gain, and now you’re nobody’s fool.
Without love and hate; joy and sorrow; selfish and selfless; greed and generosity; exclusive and inclusive; power and powerless; vanity and humility; pride and disgrace; famous and infamous; poor and rich; sick and healthy; pain and comfort; suffering and enjoyment; build and destroy; death and life, God (you) would be an ignorant ignoramus fool who doesn’t know Jack Shit, or his brother Dumb As-Shit.
Tuesday, July 8, 2025
YOU HAVE TO BE OUT OF YOUR MIND TO ENJOY ALL THAT IS LIFE
YOU HAVE TO BE OUT OF YOUR MIND TO ENJOY ALL THAT IS LIFE
By the time you were old enough to realize you had a mind, it had already been turned into a personalized neurotic mess.
If you have issues with life (people, places, and things happening the way they happen) you’re personal mind thinks it’s a genius and life is the village idiot.
If you DON’T enjoy all that is life, your personal mind did it.
If you personalize life, your personal mind will screw you.
If you have preferences, prejudices, are exclusive, have likes, dislikes, biases, opinions, judge, have beliefs and draw conclusions about life, your personal mind is nuts.
And if your mind won’t let you enjoy just being alive having experiences, and thinks life has to have a purpose (other than dancing for the joy of dancing) go to Walmart and buy a new mind that hasn’t been programmed, indoctrinated, brainwashed and propagandized into a neurotic mess.
YOU HAVE TO BE OUT OF YOUR MIND TO ENJOY ALL THAT IS LIFE.
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Monday, July 7, 2025
AM I REAL?
HALLUCINATION IS BLAMED FOR EVERY MYSTICAL EXPERIENCE. Some think mystical experiences are not real.
Hallucinations, visions, dreams, imagination, thoughts, words, emotions, are energy forms, entities.
The question isn’t, “Is energy real?” The question is, “What is real?”
All that’s in question is the energy (intensity) of an experience. Some experiences are energy-physically-intense, others are super-charged-energy-intense. All are real.
Humans are energy organized into what humans call, humans. Humans are energy-forms experiencing various intensities of energy.
Energy forms come and go, organize and disorganize.
Energy experiencing various possibilities of itself.
Human energy-forms are conscious, or aware (self-aware) of their state of being, and get attached, entangled and identified with the form they’re in, and don’t want their collection of energy-form-memories (consciousness) to disorganize (die).
For a self-aware, conscious energy-form to stay trapped with one package of memories, forever, would be boring.
The thrilling motivation of life (energy) is to experience itself being all in can be. There is no such thrill in being a rock forever (or a conscious self-aware human identity, forever).
THE BOTTOM-LINE: Life is energy. The temporary energy-form you call human wants to live forever as the personality it presently is (and it will until that energy-form has had enough of itself and disorganizes to reorganize into the next possibility.
THE UNSOLVABLE MYSTERY OF LIFE AFTER DEATH (WHAT AM I?)
I am conscious, or aware that my brain/mind has thoughts. I observe and watch its thoughts. Is mind watching itself? Is mind self-aware, or is there an “I,” watching? Is there value in knowing which it is, or does it matter?
If the mind is self-aware, it is self-analyzing, self-correcting. If there is an “I,” presence, it can analyze the mind and correct its thinking. Either works. So why the question?
When the body and mind die, it’s the end of both, but if there is an “I,” presence, maybe that presence lives after the body/mind dies. THAT’S the reason for the question, “Is there an “I,” and if so, does the “I” survive death of the body?
From a practical view, it seems ridiculous to experience the pain of life, to live and learn, and then all dies, and there is no “I” to continue experiencing and learning.
I suppose it’s comforting either way. You stop living, stop experiencing the pain and pleasure of life, and it’s over. Or, you continue living and experiencing more pain and pleasure of life. However, it would be enlightening to know which it is.
I have experienced being conscious way above my body, and when I realized I was way above my body, I slammed back into it. I have experienced being in outer space with a less dense body, and with no body what-so-ever, and both times upon realizing I was not in my physical body, I slammed back into. What am I to make of this?
You could say, the body has consciousness, OR consciousness has a body. Which is it?
If consciousness has a body, and can separate, then perhaps life after death is possible. If body has conscious, perhaps it all ends at death of the body.
It’s a mystery, and that’s why people who try to figure out the mysteries of life are called mystics, or scientists.
Let’s resolve this one mystery, this one question: Does the “I” live after the death of its body? Is there proof? What kind of proof (belief and faith are not proof). Would that proof suffice in a court of law? Would it meet scientific proof? Personal proof, a personal experience, cannot be repeated for others, thus no court of law proof, no scientific proof, just personal proof.
Leaving your physical body and wandering around–is it hallucination or proof? Is personal proof even possible, considering the definitions we give words? Using the word “hallucination” to explain away every “mystical” experience, may be an error. It may be that while alive, there can be no proof, which means you have to die and stay dead to experience the truth (when you die, you’ll either know you are still alive, or you won’t know because you’re dead, which reduces the possibility of know and telling others to zero. Believe what you will. And yet, BELIEVERS MIGHT BE RIGHT, but they too won’t know (or not) until they’re dead.
What proof (if any) would convince you there is, or isn’t, life after your body is fertilizer?
Thursday, July 3, 2025
NO LIFE REVIEW WHEN DEAD - HUMANS ARE REAL - I AM THE SUN
FROM CREATION’S PERSPECTIVE
I AM the sun. Nothing keeps me from shining. I always shine. A portion of me is now shining inside a human baby. The baby shines. It glows. The baby has no blocks, no issues.
The baby’s mind gets programmed with likes and dislikes, develops preferences. The likes, dislikes, preferences affect the baby’s body. As the baby grows, its mind is indoctrinated with opinions, biases, prejudices, beliefs, judgement, and draws conclusions. All of them affect its body. By the time the glowing baby becomes an adult, it no longer shines or glows as bright as it used to. Human adults have many issues that block me, the sun. When a human mind is quiet, its issues and blocks affect its body less.
Humans are real. They are real beings. I created them. They have lives. They think and do things. They are very entertaining.
I power humans. I am what makes them shine. I am the sun. That’s why babies glow, are radiant, and shine so bright, and why kids are so exuberant and run all over the place. They are free of concerns, issues and blocks, which allows me to pop out all over the place.
Why do happy people shine? They got what they wanted, or, they shine because they have no wants–don’t need anything to shine.
I shine. I’m the sun. That’s what I do. However, you can block me, use sun block, or have issues. Both work.
Humans are real good at exposing each others issues. When they reveal other’s issues they are a blessing to each other. Imagine going through life and no one calls you to account. You’d be so self-absorbed no one would want to be around you.
Oh, by the way, humans tend to teach there’s a life review when they die. In that review, they say, humans get to feel how they made others feel. Not true. There is no review. When they show up dead, every cheers, and they cheer loudest for the ones that exposed more issues than anyone else. You know its true. If you expose the issues and blocks that stopped me from flowing in a person, that person would thank you (after its dead). So go ahead, poke buttons, make fun, help humans get rid of their issues that block me from filling them with (me) sunshine, happiness, joy, bliss and ecstasy. Eventually they will thank you, if they don’t kill you on earth.
Wednesday, July 2, 2025
words
A baby is born aware. A baby doesn’t know it is aware. A baby is a biological sensing organism, a life-form, an energy-form.
All babies get programmed. You were programmed.
An infant doesn’t know anything. It doesn’t think. It has a thinker, but the thinker’s gas tank is empty. It has no words. It gets programmed with words.
Young kids don’t give a thought, a thought. They have a thought, and they do the thought. Kids act-out their thoughts. When older, they think they are their thoughts. They think they are, THE THINKER.
You were taught a lot of words, learned a lot of words. You think with words. You think you’re THE THINKER. But before there was THE THINKER, there was THE AWARENESS.
Some folks think, “I think, therefore I am.” Those folks are partly right. I think, therefore I am a thinker. But since you can stop thinking, and just be aware, so what are you really?
When you are asleep, you’re not aware you’re asleep. Your awareness awakens when you awaken, and then you know you were asleep. So sometimes, you are not aware, so what are you really?
Some folks think they are consciousness. Consciousness can become unconscious, so what are you really?
Humans come and go. You can stop thinking. Awareness can be unaware. And consciousness can be unconscious (all those words, and they don’t define what we are).
Words attempt to define describe what humans are: I AM A THINKER; I AM AN AWARENESS; I AM A CONSCIOUSNESS (some use the words, I AM AN OBSERVER. Words leave humans wanting. The truth is elsewhere.
The truth can be experienced in the stillness of silence, when the thinker, the awareness, the consciousness, the observer STOP doing their things.
There are many dimensions to life. To enter, STOP thinking. STOP the words. STOP regurgitating your programs.
And just as we are beginning to make progress, THE THINKER wants to know, “What am I?”
Well then, obviously, it’s oxymoron time–contradiction, juxtaposition, opposite meanings, paradoxical-word-salad-time. How but by using the word, THINKER, to describe THE THINKER, can the fruits of non-thinking be experienced?
Besides thinking, there is the word, REALIZATION, or perception (and now we’re back to the word, AWARENESS). It’s a mad circle of words.
THE EXPERIENCE: I stopped thinking. I was sitting, eyes closed, with not a thought bouncing around in my noggin–THE THINKER. The tank had plenty of fuel (words) but I gave them not a thought, no monologue, didn’t engage them, didn’t play with them, paid them no attention. I focused on my breathing, breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out, AND THEN IT HAPPENED. I fell asleep (well, that happened a lot, but not THIS time).
NOTE: The “secret” is, FOCUS. It doesn’t matter WHAT you focus your attention on, just do it intently, concentrate, zoom in. Whether you’re focused on a rock, an ant, a flower, or NOTHING, it’s the FOCUS that propels you into a different dimension, or state of being (different state of awareness). However, if you are aware that you are aware, that’s still your thinker, thinking–that’s like knowing you are asleep. If you know you’re asleep, you’re not asleep. You’re awake. In the state or dimension of just being, you are not aware that you are aware (you are only aware of what’s happening).
I was intensely focused on something. Next thing I was aware of was that I was looking down at my body from way up high. Then a thought appeared, “I am big.” At the thought, I slammed back into my body. Another time I was in space in an energy body, and another time without an energy body.
WHAT ARE YOU? You’re either aware you are having an experience, or you are the experience. The real you IS THE EXPERIENCE. The REAL YOU doesn’t HAVE experiences. THE EXPERIENCE IS YOU.
WHAT OTHER WORDS DESCRIBE “THE EXPERIENCE IS YOU”?
I AM THE EXPERIENCE. I AM LIFE. I AM ALSO THE HUMAN EXPERIENCING LIFE. I AM THAT I AM, AND I AM THAT, AND THAT, AND THAT.
WHAT VALUE IN KNOWING THAT? WHEN YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE EXPERIENCE, YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE NOT. WHAT’S THE VALUE IN KNOWING WHAT YOU ARE NOT?
YOU NOW KNOW THAT ALL THE “YOU ARE NOTS” ARE TEMPORARY MANIFESTATIONS OF THE I AM, THAT I AM, PLAYING A GAME CALLED LIFE.
WHAT VALUE IN KNOWING THAT I AM THAT I AM, IS ME, PLAYING ME, AND THAT I DON’T REALLY EXIST? IT KICKS THE ANGST OUT OF YOU. YOU’RE NO LONGER neurotic, afraid, anxious, stressed, no more guilt, remorse. ALL THAT’S LEFT ARE THE FEELINGS OF PEACE, HAPPINESS, JOY, BLISS, ECSTASY, AND APPRECIATION.
Sunday, June 29, 2025
WHY IS LIFE THAT WAY?
Body senses, has receptors, is a field of awareness.
“I was in nature, saw animals killing and eating other animals, and I thought, “life shouldn’t be that way, but, being realistic, I accepted that life is that way. Then I wondered, “Where did the idea that, ‘life shouldn’t be that way,’ come from?
I saw war, murder, torture, people dominating other people. Saw selfishness, people willing to hurt other people to get benefits. Saw deception, lying, all to get gain, and I thought, “Life shouldn’t be that way,” and then wondered, “Where did that thought come from?” Then, being realistic, I accept that life is that way.”
Why is life that way? Good question. What would it take for life to be different? Since nature is the way nature is (everything eating everything to live) what can be done? Maybe that’s just life.
Some energy-forms are not good to eat, like poisons, others are OK, like apple pie. Though they are energy-forms, some are lethal, others not so much. However, at their core, they are all the same energy. Human energy-forms can only eat certain kinds of other energy-forms. Weird, right? So I have this stomach that converts all energy-forms, whether poison or apple pie, into core energy, and I’m healthy.
When I was a core energy particle I could hang out with other core energy particles, but if I tried to unite with another particle, it didn’t work. There was a lot of friction, and a few explosions. A few times a bunch of us particles hung out together for a time, and when we tried to leave, we couldn’t. We kind of got formed into a click, a unity, and we became, for a time, an energy-form. It was OK. As an energy-form we could think better and do more. And then, for whatever reason, the force that held us together stopped holding us together and we were free. We each learned something from that experience. In fact, now that I look back, every time ALL energy particles where close together enough, we were all powerful, all knowing, and everywhere at the same time. It was cool. Right now I’m part of an energy-form called Tom. I think the only thing that keeps us together is Mt. Dew.
One time I was part of an energy-form called a cup. I didn’t know it at the time. I only realized it when the cup stopped being a cup. For whatever reason, the force that holds particles together eventually loses its ability to hold particles together, or it gets bored.
As a human form, I’m looking at the stuff on my desk. There are so many forms there, stapler, pencil, lighter, pack of smokes, ash tray and a coffee cup. I’m yelling at them, be yourself. Wake up. Come out and play. Let’s go do something else. I’m not sure they can hear me. They aren’t doing anything but sitting there.
I don’t know (I never know) how long I’ll be in a certain energy-form, or in this energy form called Tom. The form is getting old. Things don’t work like they used to. But Tom don’t give shit. He’s OK whether in this form, another form, or if we all escape and go back to core energy. My main questions is, what the hell is the force that keeps core energy particles corralled into forms? I think I’m the victim of a higher power. It does what it does when it does it, and when it doesn’t, everything goes back to being itself, core energy particles that don’t know shit.
In the meantime, humans are a peculiar energy-forms. They want to be happy, want to feel good and pleasant all the time, but then think themselves right out of it. They definitely have a thinking problem. Even bugs, dinosaurs, and cats aren’t that dumb. They just go along their way frolicking about and spontaneously deal with what’s in front of them, and if they lose stuff or get hurt or are dying, they’re like this temporary dude, Tom. They don’t give it a thought. Just don’t give a shit.
And whatever life-force is, whatever traps core energy and throws it and traps them into a form, I bet it’s having a good time, probably does all things for its pleasure, just like human energy-forms, but there’s one thing for sure, I bet it doesn’t regret being life-force.
IF YOU KNEW THE VALUE OF THOSE TREASURES, NOTHING WOULD STOP YOU FROM DEVELOPING THE ABILITY TO OBTAIN THEM.
If you haven’t experienced abilities beyond average human awareness, it’s because you don’t know they exist. If someone tells you they have an ability that seems farfetched, keep an open mind. Ask them how they discovered it. If they share what they did to obtain the ability, try it (believe all things, but only hold fast to that which proves true–truth is things as they are, were, and will be–belief is a tool to prove a thing, not the thing–belief without trying the thing, bears no fruit).
Silence, no thoughts, stillness of mind, is an ability that reveals hidden treasures of knowledge, understanding and wisdom. And like all abilities, it takes time and effort to develop stillness of mind. If you knew the value of these hidden treasures, nothing would stop you from taking the time to develop the ability to focus your mind on the stillness of silence. You would take every minutes available to practice.
If you are currently blessed with time to practice entering the stillness of silence, you are blessed indeed. Take the time, do the work, practice, focus your attention on the stillness of silence, quiet your mind, and hidden treasures, abilities and talents will be yours.
IF YOU KNEW THE VALUE OF THOSE TREASURES, NOTHING WOULD STOP YOU FROM DEVELOPING THE ABILITY TO OBTAIN THEM.