FROM CREATION’S PERSPECTIVE
I AM the sun. Nothing keeps me from shining. I always shine. A portion of me is now shining inside a human baby. The baby shines. It glows. The baby has no blocks, no issues.
The baby’s mind gets programmed with likes and dislikes, develops preferences. The likes, dislikes, preferences affect the baby’s body. As the baby grows, its mind is indoctrinated with opinions, biases, prejudices, beliefs, judgement, and draws conclusions. All of them affect its body. By the time the glowing baby becomes an adult, it no longer shines or glows as bright as it used to. Human adults have many issues that block me, the sun. When a human mind is quiet, its issues and blocks affect its body less.
Humans are real. They are real beings. I created them. They have lives. They think and do things. They are very entertaining.
I power humans. I am what makes them shine. I am the sun. That’s why babies glow, are radiant, and shine so bright, and why kids are so exuberant and run all over the place. They are free of concerns, issues and blocks, which allows me to pop out all over the place.
Why do happy people shine? They got what they wanted, or, they shine because they have no wants–don’t need anything to shine.
I shine. I’m the sun. That’s what I do. However, you can block me, use sun block, or have issues. Both work.
Humans are real good at exposing each others issues. When they reveal other’s issues they are a blessing to each other. Imagine going through life and no one calls you to account. You’d be so self-absorbed no one would want to be around you.
Oh, by the way, humans tend to teach there’s a life review when they die. In that review, they say, humans get to feel how they made others feel. Not true. There is no review. When they show up dead, every cheers, and they cheer loudest for the ones that exposed more issues than anyone else. You know its true. If you expose the issues and blocks that stopped me from flowing in a person, that person would thank you (after its dead). So go ahead, poke buttons, make fun, help humans get rid of their issues that block me from filling them with (me) sunshine, happiness, joy, bliss and ecstasy. Eventually they will thank you, if they don’t kill you on earth.
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Thursday, July 3, 2025
NO LIFE REVIEW WHEN DEAD - HUMANS ARE REAL - I AM THE SUN
Wednesday, July 2, 2025
words
A baby is born aware. A baby doesn’t know it is aware. A baby is a biological sensing organism, a life-form, an energy-form.
All babies get programmed. You were programmed.
An infant doesn’t know anything. It doesn’t think. It has a thinker, but the thinker’s gas tank is empty. It has no words. It gets programmed with words.
Young kids don’t give a thought, a thought. They have a thought, and they do the thought. Kids act-out their thoughts. When older, they think they are their thoughts. They think they are, THE THINKER.
You were taught a lot of words, learned a lot of words. You think with words. You think you’re THE THINKER. But before there was THE THINKER, there was THE AWARENESS.
Some folks think, “I think, therefore I am.” Those folks are partly right. I think, therefore I am a thinker. But since you can stop thinking, and just be aware, so what are you really?
When you are asleep, you’re not aware you’re asleep. Your awareness awakens when you awaken, and then you know you were asleep. So sometimes, you are not aware, so what are you really?
Some folks think they are consciousness. Consciousness can become unconscious, so what are you really?
Humans come and go. You can stop thinking. Awareness can be unaware. And consciousness can be unconscious (all those words, and they don’t define what we are).
Words attempt to define describe what humans are: I AM A THINKER; I AM AN AWARENESS; I AM A CONSCIOUSNESS (some use the words, I AM AN OBSERVER. Words leave humans wanting. The truth is elsewhere.
The truth can be experienced in the stillness of silence, when the thinker, the awareness, the consciousness, the observer STOP doing their things.
There are many dimensions to life. To enter, STOP thinking. STOP the words. STOP regurgitating your programs.
And just as we are beginning to make progress, THE THINKER wants to know, “What am I?”
Well then, obviously, it’s oxymoron time–contradiction, juxtaposition, opposite meanings, paradoxical-word-salad-time. How but by using the word, THINKER, to describe THE THINKER, can the fruits of non-thinking be experienced?
Besides thinking, there is the word, REALIZATION, or perception (and now we’re back to the word, AWARENESS). It’s a mad circle of words.
THE EXPERIENCE: I stopped thinking. I was sitting, eyes closed, with not a thought bouncing around in my noggin–THE THINKER. The tank had plenty of fuel (words) but I gave them not a thought, no monologue, didn’t engage them, didn’t play with them, paid them no attention. I focused on my breathing, breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out, AND THEN IT HAPPENED. I fell asleep (well, that happened a lot, but not THIS time).
NOTE: The “secret” is, FOCUS. It doesn’t matter WHAT you focus your attention on, just do it intently, concentrate, zoom in. Whether you’re focused on a rock, an ant, a flower, or NOTHING, it’s the FOCUS that propels you into a different dimension, or state of being (different state of awareness). However, if you are aware that you are aware, that’s still your thinker, thinking–that’s like knowing you are asleep. If you know you’re asleep, you’re not asleep. You’re awake. In the state or dimension of just being, you are not aware that you are aware (you are only aware of what’s happening).
I was intensely focused on something. Next thing I was aware of was that I was looking down at my body from way up high. Then a thought appeared, “I am big.” At the thought, I slammed back into my body. Another time I was in space in an energy body, and another time without an energy body.
WHAT ARE YOU? You’re either aware you are having an experience, or you are the experience. The real you IS THE EXPERIENCE. The REAL YOU doesn’t HAVE experiences. THE EXPERIENCE IS YOU.
WHAT OTHER WORDS DESCRIBE “THE EXPERIENCE IS YOU”?
I AM THE EXPERIENCE. I AM LIFE. I AM ALSO THE HUMAN EXPERIENCING LIFE. I AM THAT I AM, AND I AM THAT, AND THAT, AND THAT.
WHAT VALUE IN KNOWING THAT? WHEN YOU KNOW YOU ARE THE EXPERIENCE, YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE NOT. WHAT’S THE VALUE IN KNOWING WHAT YOU ARE NOT?
YOU NOW KNOW THAT ALL THE “YOU ARE NOTS” ARE TEMPORARY MANIFESTATIONS OF THE I AM, THAT I AM, PLAYING A GAME CALLED LIFE.
WHAT VALUE IN KNOWING THAT I AM THAT I AM, IS ME, PLAYING ME, AND THAT I DON’T REALLY EXIST? IT KICKS THE ANGST OUT OF YOU. YOU’RE NO LONGER neurotic, afraid, anxious, stressed, no more guilt, remorse. ALL THAT’S LEFT ARE THE FEELINGS OF PEACE, HAPPINESS, JOY, BLISS, ECSTASY, AND APPRECIATION.
Sunday, June 29, 2025
WHY IS LIFE THAT WAY?
Body senses, has receptors, is a field of awareness.
“I was in nature, saw animals killing and eating other animals, and I thought, “life shouldn’t be that way, but, being realistic, I accepted that life is that way. Then I wondered, “Where did the idea that, ‘life shouldn’t be that way,’ come from?
I saw war, murder, torture, people dominating other people. Saw selfishness, people willing to hurt other people to get benefits. Saw deception, lying, all to get gain, and I thought, “Life shouldn’t be that way,” and then wondered, “Where did that thought come from?” Then, being realistic, I accept that life is that way.”
Why is life that way? Good question. What would it take for life to be different? Since nature is the way nature is (everything eating everything to live) what can be done? Maybe that’s just life.
Some energy-forms are not good to eat, like poisons, others are OK, like apple pie. Though they are energy-forms, some are lethal, others not so much. However, at their core, they are all the same energy. Human energy-forms can only eat certain kinds of other energy-forms. Weird, right? So I have this stomach that converts all energy-forms, whether poison or apple pie, into core energy, and I’m healthy.
When I was a core energy particle I could hang out with other core energy particles, but if I tried to unite with another particle, it didn’t work. There was a lot of friction, and a few explosions. A few times a bunch of us particles hung out together for a time, and when we tried to leave, we couldn’t. We kind of got formed into a click, a unity, and we became, for a time, an energy-form. It was OK. As an energy-form we could think better and do more. And then, for whatever reason, the force that held us together stopped holding us together and we were free. We each learned something from that experience. In fact, now that I look back, every time ALL energy particles where close together enough, we were all powerful, all knowing, and everywhere at the same time. It was cool. Right now I’m part of an energy-form called Tom. I think the only thing that keeps us together is Mt. Dew.
One time I was part of an energy-form called a cup. I didn’t know it at the time. I only realized it when the cup stopped being a cup. For whatever reason, the force that holds particles together eventually loses its ability to hold particles together, or it gets bored.
As a human form, I’m looking at the stuff on my desk. There are so many forms there, stapler, pencil, lighter, pack of smokes, ash tray and a coffee cup. I’m yelling at them, be yourself. Wake up. Come out and play. Let’s go do something else. I’m not sure they can hear me. They aren’t doing anything but sitting there.
I don’t know (I never know) how long I’ll be in a certain energy-form, or in this energy form called Tom. The form is getting old. Things don’t work like they used to. But Tom don’t give shit. He’s OK whether in this form, another form, or if we all escape and go back to core energy. My main questions is, what the hell is the force that keeps core energy particles corralled into forms? I think I’m the victim of a higher power. It does what it does when it does it, and when it doesn’t, everything goes back to being itself, core energy particles that don’t know shit.
In the meantime, humans are a peculiar energy-forms. They want to be happy, want to feel good and pleasant all the time, but then think themselves right out of it. They definitely have a thinking problem. Even bugs, dinosaurs, and cats aren’t that dumb. They just go along their way frolicking about and spontaneously deal with what’s in front of them, and if they lose stuff or get hurt or are dying, they’re like this temporary dude, Tom. They don’t give it a thought. Just don’t give a shit.
And whatever life-force is, whatever traps core energy and throws it and traps them into a form, I bet it’s having a good time, probably does all things for its pleasure, just like human energy-forms, but there’s one thing for sure, I bet it doesn’t regret being life-force.
IF YOU KNEW THE VALUE OF THOSE TREASURES, NOTHING WOULD STOP YOU FROM DEVELOPING THE ABILITY TO OBTAIN THEM.
If you haven’t experienced abilities beyond average human awareness, it’s because you don’t know they exist. If someone tells you they have an ability that seems farfetched, keep an open mind. Ask them how they discovered it. If they share what they did to obtain the ability, try it (believe all things, but only hold fast to that which proves true–truth is things as they are, were, and will be–belief is a tool to prove a thing, not the thing–belief without trying the thing, bears no fruit).
Silence, no thoughts, stillness of mind, is an ability that reveals hidden treasures of knowledge, understanding and wisdom. And like all abilities, it takes time and effort to develop stillness of mind. If you knew the value of these hidden treasures, nothing would stop you from taking the time to develop the ability to focus your mind on the stillness of silence. You would take every minutes available to practice.
If you are currently blessed with time to practice entering the stillness of silence, you are blessed indeed. Take the time, do the work, practice, focus your attention on the stillness of silence, quiet your mind, and hidden treasures, abilities and talents will be yours.
IF YOU KNEW THE VALUE OF THOSE TREASURES, NOTHING WOULD STOP YOU FROM DEVELOPING THE ABILITY TO OBTAIN THEM.
Thursday, June 26, 2025
YOU CAN HAVE ANY EXPERIENCE YOU WANT
BEST PART AT THE END
Adventure, challenge, risk, gamble, excitement–or not. THAT’S LIFE.
YOU CAN HAVE ANY EXPERIENCE YOU WANT. Many ways to create them.
He said, “I want.”
I said, “Cool. Now you’re talkin’. Go for it.” THAT’S LIFE.
He said, “I don’t want.”
I said, “Cool. Go for it.” THAT’S LIFE.
EVERYTHING IS OK. EVERYTHING IS FINE. HAVING PROBLEMS? GREAT! NOT HAVING PROBLEMS? GREAT!
LIFE IS HAPPENING. LIFE IS A HAPPENING. THINGS ARE GOING ON. ROCKS SIT. ANIMALS SCURRY. HUMANS LOVE, HATE, REST, WAR, KILL, KIND, NOT KIND, THAT’S LIFE HAPPENING. CALL IT A PROBLEM AND THAT’S YOUR LIFE. CALL IT A HAPPENING, THAT’S YOUR LIFE.
YOUR MIND, YOUR THOUGHTS DETERMINE YOUR LIFE. NO THOUGHT AND LIFE IS THAT HAPPENING. THOUGHTS AND YOUR LIFE IS THAT HAPPENING.
I was married. She was her way. I was my way. Later, I was no way. Being no way is a way. Being a way is that way. Neither a problem. Both ways are just ways.
George is upset. Cool. George is at peace. Cool. Land at peace, land at war, cool. Life exists. Life does not exist. Cool. Whatever is or isn’t, cool.
He’s at peace with life happening its way. He’s not at peace with life happening its way. Both are life happening its way.
I am currently an observer. Previously I was a doer. Both is life happening. Not right. Not wrong. Just happenings.
Ed is upset. Mark is afraid. That’s interpreting life their way with their thoughts. Mark’s way, Ed’s way, just life happening.
The guru dude said, be at peace; be no one. OK. Dictator said, conquer. Self-help guy said, manifest. Other self-help guy said, don’t chase. Cool. All experiencing life. No problem.
WHATEVER is happening to me and around me is just a happening, BUT, I decide what experience to make of it. Hmmm, guy stole my car. What experience do I want? Chase him; let it be; make a choice? Make the choice to do nothing, or something? I’ll just sit, and see what happens next. In the old days if I did that, my mind would say, “Don’t let him get away with it. Teach him a lesson. Today, no auto-response. I’m conscious. So I decide what experience I want. Not good. Not bad. Just an experience.
Life built itself a stage, then became the actors (each with intent, purpose, goals). When an actor wakes up and realizes it os life, its character suddenly is no longer THAT character. The character disappears, and life reappears. It sees all the characters for what they are, LIFE PLAYING for it’s joy, amusement, and entertainment. Wouldn’t be much of a play WITHOUT physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desires, identities, attachments, entanglements with people, places, things.
I am still a character. I just know I’m a character. From nothing to something and back to nothing until my next character adventure.
BEST PART:
To enjoy all that is life, you have to obey the law upon which joy is predicated. What is the law? The primary law is, “Silence or ignore your mind’s thoughts about how life should or shouldn’t be. When you do that, you enjoy life for what it is–a damn good movie. I’m watching LIFE THE MOVIE, and it’s a damn good movie. I recommend it to everyone I meet.
Tuesday, June 24, 2025
UNCONDITIONAL GRATITUDE
UNCONDITIONAL GRATITUDE
Unconditional gratitude (receive all things with thankfulness).
No disease of the mind.
Your mind is a data processor.
Different seasons of life, different toys.
DON’T NEED THINGS TO BE DIFFERENT THAN THEY ARE TO BE HAPPY.
LIFE UNFOLDS THE WAY IT DOES.
Experiencing life without a thought. You have no viewpoint, no position, no attitude, no perspective, no image, no concept, no dream, no hope, no value, no opinion, no bias, no belief, no conclusions, no preferences, no motive, no intent, no way life MUST go. Life does life its way (Humans are part of life doing life its way). Some call it being spiritual; some call it logical.
Equanimous, harmonious, balanced, calm, serene, content, at peace.
Every morning you wake up, you have no intention how the day will go. You have no physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desires that MUST be met. You are OK with whatever happens. You and your family do what is required to live, to be comfortable, to have pleasant surroundings, to have a pleasant life, but should life be the opposite, you are not only OK, you are thankful.
You don’t chase. You do what appears in front of you the best you can for the joy of doing the best you can. You do what you are passionate about for the joy of it while having ZERO preferences and ZERO attachment to outcomes. Whatever the outcome you receive it with thankfulness.
I do not know what will happen today, and it doesn’t matter what happens today. Each day is a happening, and it will happen the way it happens.
I do my best to live, but if my best is not good enough, then die it is, and I’m OK with that.
Sunday, June 22, 2025
"I AM THAT ("I really am that and that and that. That's ALL).
All is one. All is energy. All is every person, place, thing. All is everything and doing everything. All is, “I am that I am.” You are All (mind thinking you are “you” is All being“you”). All does all things for its joy and pleasure. THAT’S ALL.
When mind learns that it’s All, it no longer thinks it is a “you.” The actor, “you” (the misconception) is over. It is then that All enjoys all things, because all things are THE All being and doing all things.
With the realization there is only the All, then “you,” as a piece of All (as a piece of life) can look around and say, “I am ALL. ALL IS I AM, and I AM that, and that and that and that, and that. I AM THAT I AM.”
As a general principle of life, THAT’S ALL (ALL the rest are details, the science–the way THE ALL does things).
ALL (life as “we” know it) is ALL theater for the entertainment of ALL, which obviously includes “you”all.
THE ALL is every thought, opinion, bias, prejudice, conclusion, belief, faith, religion, theology, philosophy, and what human minds call good and evil, virtue and vice, pain and pleasure, joy and sorrow (all emotions) all happenings, all physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desires, all attachments, entanglements, identity as people, places, things. ALL IS ALL THAT IS.
ALL (life as “we” know it) is ALL theater for the entertainment of ALL, which obviously includes “you”all.
All (life) is all about doing, action (karma) self-discovery, feelings, adventure, opportunity, excitement, chance, probability, suspense, the unknown, challenge, gamble, hazard, risk, peril, danger.
Theater is all there is. Though life is real enough, it’s theater. In truth, nothing matters except the core principle–the motivating factor of THE ALL (and of humans) which is, NEW EXPERIENCES.
When THE ALL is discovered (by the piece of itself playing human) the game THE ALL is playing becomes fun and enjoyable for that awakened piece of life. The awakened piece no longer suffers life, but enjoys it all. And yet, knowing other pieces of the all (of THE ONE) yet suffer life, that piece is kind and empathetic to all the other pieces of life yet living in darkness.
All that’s left is the knowledge and experiences of figuring out the science behind the origins and cycles of the dimensions of life, and all their particulars.
All I see when I look at people, places, things (which include my own children) are portions, particles, and pieces of life, of THE ALL, of THE ONE, pieces of the I AM THAT I AM.
THAT'S ALL FOLKS.
Tuesday, June 17, 2025
BE WISE USING WORD DEFINITIONS:
BE WISE USING WORD DEFINITIONS:
Life sent down billions of observers, watchers, and actors, and they all went and sat in a cave and wanted to go home.
Basis of existence is bliss. Joyful, loving, creative. Become a radiant self-sufficient source of joy. Conscious awareness. Awaken the source of bliss that lives within you.
Become a source of bliss, not a seeker of bliss.
Live a full fledged life.
Do something.
Mind at peace is minimum requirement to enjoy all that is life.
Solace, or solutions.
Manage your mind, your psychological space.
Manage your psychological drama. You created drama ghosts.
You release pleasantness within yourself, or unpleasantness.
No one chooses unpleasantness.
Mind dwells on unpleasantness.
Liberate yourself by training your mind.
Tapping into the bliss that is life is the ultimate goal.
Remove the psychological thought-bombs that block the flow of natural bliss.
Being human means you can choose to feel pleasant or unpleasant.
Either you try to have everything or become everything.
Human longing is to become everything, but mind misinterpreted to have everything.
Turmoil of your own psychological trauma.
Bliss or misery, your choice.
Immature piece of life flip-flops between bliss and misery depending its program.
Deep depression means, die miserable.
Bliss needs no other definition,
Freedom to choose, joy or misery.
I sent you to earth to experience it for yourself, and for me, and instead you played it safe, sat in a cave, never did anything. You played it safe. What a waste of a life.
You spent your whole life focusing on pain, trying to avoid it, and pain was your reward. If you had focused on bliss, bliss would have been your reward.
But life is hard. I lost my health, my business, my home, family and friends, and then there were mean people. My life sucked. All I had was problems. What should I have done? Only occasionally I felt that bliss you talk about. When bad things happen to other people, feeling blissful about it would be a horrible response. It would of got me killed.
Sadhguru: Bliss is the natural state of life, and human pieces of life. A mature human piece of life is always blissful, whereas an immature human piece of life flip-flops between bliss and misery. True or false? What’s your experience?
Bliss describes a feeling, an emotional physical, and mental state of acceptance, accepting reality without a thought to the contrary. When you accept that life does what it does, and that you can only do what you can do, THAT can be described as a state of bliss, or blissfulness, or being blissed-out at life.
What words have a deeper meaning to describe accepting reality for what it is? Appreciation (appreciation comes with understanding the nature of life). Appreciation is a more intensified feeling, as is devotion, veneration, reverence, and awe. THE REALIZATION THAT LIFE IS WORTH LIVING, NOT ONLY IN SPITE OF ITS NATURAL OPPOSITES, BUT BECAUSE OF THEM, IS A BLISSFUL STATE.
Monday, June 16, 2025
WHATEVER HAPPENS, ENJOY IT
WHATEVER HAPPENS
DECIDE TO ENJOY IT
Three dudes went into a forest to seek enlightenment. All three experienced being nothing, non-existence, not knowing they existed, had disappeared (like not knowing you are asleep until you awaken) then they experienced being beingness (knowing they exist, being intelligences) then they experienced being pieces of life, observer, witness, awareness of things, then they experienced being pieces of life-force itself, and then they were back to being bound, limited, and finite as embodied humans.
After that one decided to stay in the forest, another decided to open a school, and the other a fruit and vegetable stand. All three had not a care in the world, no issues with life doing life its way. They were joyful just be alive having experiences. None of them had physical, mental, emotional attachment, entanglement, identity with their needs, wants, desires, people, places, things, and had zero expectations of how things should be or their outcomes.
LOST YOUR KEYS? CAN'T SEEM TO CREATE WHAT YOU WANT?
Imagination, focus and attention is life-force, is the power of creation, is the power that holds energy in form.
Energy-forms come in and out of existence, live and die according to a mind’s attention and focus. When attention and focus is withdrawn, energy-forms fall apart.
We live in a thought matrix, in the mind of the one energy, the one intelligence that is life, and as we are portions of the one energy, parts of the one intelligence and pieces of life, we create, even as the one intelligence creates.
When you forget where you put your keys, it is because you were not mindful, did not focus, did not pay enough attention, were not conscious, were not present, when you set your keys down.
Saturday, June 14, 2025
YOUR inner and outer world
In the world, necessity compels right and wrong; good and bad; like and dislike, OK, not OK. In the world, prudence demands acceptance, rejection; virtue and vice; pleasantness and unpleasantness. To live In the world, discrimination is a prerequisite.
However, In YOUR inner world, there is no thinking, thus no prudence, no discrimination, not a thought in the world. Your inner world is the boundless ecstasy of nothingness, not a thought, not an emotion, no right, no wrong. Everything is one. Everything is OK.
Life is not a problem. You are wise, but fearless. People, places, things are happenings, nothing more. Everyday is a good day to live, or die. You have no issues with outcomes.
You have trained your mind: It has now way life must go; it does its best for the joy of it; it does what it is passionate about; it has zero attachment to outcomes; its joy is being alive having experiences; it enjoys life. It does not suffer life.
Experiences are just experiences.
You love life being what it is–the changeable and the unchangeable. You are kind, and have empathy for they who yet suffer life.
LIFE IS A HAPPENING. You are always pleasant, gain or loss; cold or hot; starving or fed; injured or whole; rich or poor; powerful or powerless; famous or unknown; glorified or vilified.
You have likes and preferences, but whether met or not, your pleasantness is uncompromised. You are pleasant regardless of what has happened, is happening, or will happen.
The game of life gives experiences. Everyone wins. No one loses.
Friday, June 13, 2025
mmmy
When your earth-suit mind’s personal thoughts (of physical, mental, emotional need, want, desire, identity, entanglement, attachment, to people, places, things) become meaningless, unimportant, it’s like a dog that was passionate about chasing cars, stops chasing, becomes disinterested, and you, like the dog, focus your mind’s attention elsewhere, on other things, but never again on thoughts that spark emotions of regret, irritation, upset, anger, worry, anxiety, stress, fear, but rather, on useful efforts, like carrying wood and hauling water.
When you mind focuses on its personal thoughts of me, me, me, I, I, I, all that can be said is, “Release the Kraken...of drama!”
HUMAN BEING
HELLO AGAIN.
When I am around HUMAN BEINGS, and they start talking, all I hear is what their minds are thinking. They are being HUMAN, and not just BEING. Their concerns are human issues, human concerns. BEING has no concerns, has no issues with people, places, things, has no issues with life.
When my mind starts thinking, thinking on its own, I am aware the HUMAN is making its needs, wants, desires known to me. When that happens, I say, “Hello, again.”
I live in the stillness of silence. When my mind speaks, it is as a breeze moving cloud-thoughts in my awareness. Mind wants to live, survive, thus it warns, counsels. It’s doing its job.
When the mind knows that you are unconcerned about its personal thoughts, and you say to it, “Go ahead and speak, but I care not,” it quiets down, and hardly speaks at all.
When you can be at peace with your mind’s chatter, and the chatter of other minds, you are at peace indeed, are enjoying the peace that passes all understanding. When what your mind says, and what other minds say, doesn’t bother you, but you view it as entertainment. You are a witness to the humor that is life, yet are empathetic to all who have concerns.
Tuesday, June 10, 2025
ISN’T IT SO?
ISN’T IT SO?
What is (the only thing that is, that exists) is energy, unbound, unlimited, infinite energy. Energy is intelligent, is possibilities, is potential, is life happening.
When a human sees people, places, and things, it sees various quantities and qualities of energy, energy that is temporarily bound in encapsulated in form, limited, and finite. The only thing humans sense are the many attributes, faces and dimensions of the ONE energy.
When you see a child, a dog, a tree, a mountain, or the earth, you see the ONE energy in some of its various forms, each with their own quantity and quality of intelligence.
When you see a tree, you see atoms shaped into a tree. When you see people, you see atoms shaped into people. When a person says, “I exist. I am Tom, Mary, Tammy, or Troy,” what is that person really saying? It is saying, “I am a specific quantity, a small portion of the ONE energy in the form that other energy forms call human. So in one respect, humans don’t exist. People, places, things don’t exist. What does exist are the many forms the ONE energy temporarily assumes.
When a child, named Travis asks, “What am I?” The correct answer is, “You are a small quantity of energy in a temporary form humans call human, and you have been given the name Travis, to differentiate you from all the other energy forms.
ISN’T IT SO?
Each energy form in the shape of a human has its own mind. A portion of that mind is integrated within the ONE mind. Another portion of that mind can be called its personal mind. A personal mind is given and builds a personal identity. Until that mind knows better, that personal mind thinks it is an “I” (I am Tom. I am a personality. I exist as Tom). When it learns better, it erases the “I” (though still has to us the word “I” because of language) is no longer Tammy, is no longer a personality, no longer exists as Toran, but instead, realizes it is a “guaranteed” portion of the ONE energy playing a human, temporarily, and it no longer lets its personal mind drive it nuts.
A human that realizes its personal mind is nuts, watches it, is aware of its every thought. A awake human knows that its personal mind gets attached, entangled, identified with its needs, wants, desires, wants to live and have things go its way. Upon that realization, that human retrains its personal mind to have no way life must go to be happy (all unhappiness is caused by an unaware, asleep not awake untrained personal mind that thinks, “I’m important and life better go my way or there will be hell to pay).
I don’t ignore my personal mind. I hear it, and retrain it. I help it get rid of its nonsensical programming, indoctrination, brainwashing, and propaganda it accepted. I give my personal mind better thoughts to think.
Sunday, June 8, 2025
RAMBLE
I come from the silence called home,
Spend two-thirds each day on my phone,
And when I am done having fun,
I’ll leave you with this stupid poem.
The silence, the emptiness, the nothingness-of-sleep is my home. Nothing is going on, nothing is happening when I’m home, asleep (asleep and death of avatar, same thing–just shorter or longer).
The awareness-observer-consciousness-intelligence-energy-life-form that I am, rests, sleeps, recharges and when ready, awakens my temporary avatar for another play day on Theme Park Earth.
THEME PARK EARTH was built by I AM for it’s pleasure. AVATARS were built for I AM’s pleasure. AVATARS might consider being thankful to I AM, for allowing humans to experience life. Most AVATARS would rather be alive, then not be alive, would rather experience life with all its pains, than to be dead.
Even Christian texts confirms this position:
“I form the light and create darkness, I bring prosperity and create disaster; I, the LORD, do all these things” (Isaiah 45:7).
“Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power: for Thou hast created all things, and for Thy pleasure they are, and were, created” (Revelation 4:11).
The oft asked questions, “Why is there anything?” “Why did God/Life-Force/ energy (of which all things made are made, and is in through and roundabout all things, and is all-knowing (omniscience), all-powerful (omnipotence), ever-present everywhere (omnipresence) create people, places, things? What is the intent, motive, reason, purpose for creation. Why do humans do things? What motivates you?
It is self-evident that humans pursue happiness by doing things, by creating. Humans seek the feelings (the energy) of pleasure, joy, peace, serenity, bliss, ecstasy.
It’s also true that “Ignorance never was happiness.” Why? If you haven’t felt sadness, you would know what happiness feels like. If you haven’t felt sorrow, you would know what joy feels like (and so on).
Friday, June 6, 2025
THE TRUTH ABOUT LIFE-FORCE (IN BIOLOGICAL FORM) meaning, humans
THE TRUTH ABOUT LIFE-FORCE ENERGY
Disposal bodies (wear it out, use it up, get another) what’s not to like? Energy-forms killing, eating, feeding, cannibalizing other energy-forms for their energy–and that’s life at its primal level–energy eating energy in all its forms. What’s for dinner? What form do you want your energy in, fish, chicken, rabbit, sheep, goat, pig or cow, or do you prefer your energy in the form of fruits, vegetables, legumes, or grains. How about some donuts? Bon Appetite.
Vampire much? Three meals a day, plus some snacks. Would you like your meal cooked Italian, Mexican, German, Indian, Japanese, or some other nationality? What about dessert? You should try our pig blood monkey brain pie. Absolutely scrumptious. Pepto Bismol, anyone?
Cosmic beings only eat energy not in form (before it becomes sentient, before it has feelings) whereas most humans don’t mind eating sentient energy-forms because they cant hear hot dogs screaming. And humans can’t hear what’s eating them either. They can’t hear flesh eating bacteria filling their tanks at the human buffet gas station, and when humans you are dead, they can’t see maggots and beetles smiles as they gobble them up. Energy is a various eater of energy. Energies primary purpose is to evolve into cheese cake and cookies. Though energy can just eat other energy (which then gets eaten by other energy) energy prefers to wait until it evolves itself into more complex forms with delicate taste buds. And while it’s slowly evolving, so does its main sumptuous food source, Kentucky Fried Chicken, and Burger King.
Biological life’s primary evolutionary purpose is, the joy of eating, and the more diverse its creations, the more it has to choose from at the universal buffet. So now you are really enlightened, and self-realized. You now know the truth about biological life-force-energy and your true nature. You know the truth about life, know what you are, know where you came from, know why you are here, know where you’re going, though quite often you just can’t decide what you want for dinner. And don’t forget, there are other delicious energies to vampire and sup on, like the feel good dishes of peace, happiness, joy, bliss, ecstasy, and the ever joyfully chaotic and turbulent energies of rage, anger, fear, stress, anxiety, worry, annoyance, irritation, and upset, and don’t forget the ever feel good sport of throwing and breaking things, followed by the enlightening energy of regret and remorse when you realize your family and friends stopped inviting you over for tea and crumpets, because you’re full from eating yourself from the inside out.
What value, what benefit in knowing biological energy consumes energy, whether in the form of food or feelings? Consuming energy, whether in the form of food or feelings, is what drives biological life to do life, and when that drive is satisfied (even momentarily) the pendulum of life swings neither left nor right. Life is in balance, in equilibrium and harmony with itself. For a time life is in a state of stasis. It is satisfied with itself. It has pleased itself. Which is why it is written, “I do all things for my pleasure,” which means human energy-forms do all things for their pleasure, to please themselves, to be satisfied, balanced, and in stasis. Understanding oneself, feels pleasant. The value and benefit of feeling pleasant, is feeling pleasant. The pursuit (of happiness) sparks human emotions. The pursuit is everything (the having not as much).
On the other hand, if one can be happy, without pursuing, that one is in a state of stasis, balance and harmony. Another way to say it, one ceases to exist, disappears, is no more. Which, in some eastern philosophies, is the goal, to never BE again.
As for me, I’m in harmony with life, and yet exist for the joy of pushing people’s issue buttons, just for the fun of experiencing them question their own disharmony, and perhaps, thereby, let go and enjoy all that is life. Anyway, I’m happy doing or not doing, either one works for me. Silence is golden, and activity is life happening, and everyone really just wants to know what’s for dinner. Energy-forms have to eat. Energy not in form just plays soccer to keep itself busy until some intelligence acts upon it and wants a ribeye.
Thursday, June 5, 2025
I'VE BEEN RECYCELED, AGAIN (to be continued)
PAGE ONE
“I’ve been recycled. This I time I’m back as a village idiot. Last time I was recycled I woke up in a jungle and ended up tiger shit. That really must of pissed-off the cannibals.
What’s the point of all these rerun lives in disposal bodies? I can understand not remembering much about past lives. I can’t remember where I left my kids. I want to talk to the person in charge, the drunk one pushing the repeat button.
As I pondered that thought, I heard a cantankerous, but familiar voice say, “You’re in charge.” Well that’s an eye-opener, I thought. “Who are you?” I asked, “and if I’m in charge, how come I don’t remember anything?”
“No one is in charge of memories. Memories just hang around awhile and evaporate. You’re in charge of NOW. Call me Nemesis.”
“Why are you’re talking to me?” I asked.
“Because you assumed someone else is in charge of you. Now you know. You’re in charge you. Two year-olds know it. They say it, ‘I’m the boss of me.’ You just have early Alzheimers, plus Cosmic Dementia.”
“What’s Cosmic Dementia?”
“You forget where you came from, why you’re here, where you’re going, and who to thank when the guy on the roller coaster pukes on you.”
And then I made the mistake of asking, “Will you show yourself.” Suddenly I’m sitting on a beach. I don’t know how I got there. I’m watching the sunrise when out of ocean mist and walking on foaming seas comes a dude. I figure him to be spook from another dimension. He steps onto the shore, trips, face crashes into the sad, levitates up right, stumbles towards me and plops down cross-legged and says, “Another grand entrance, but here I am. What can I do for you?”
To say I was shocked would be a dramatic understatement, but I got over it quickly, and said, “Holy Shit! You’re still not used to being in a body. You OK, Nemesis?” (to this date, I still can’t figure out how come I knew him. When I’m back in the flesh, all cosmic understanding fades like a dream I try to remember.
We both laughed, shook hands, and I said, “You’re late as usual.”
“Dead people are never late,” said Nemesis, as he looked at his watch and tapped it. “And don’t forget, when you are in your body, you gain a brain and lose your mind and can’t remember shit.”
“Tell me about it,” I said, “so why are we on this beach, and why are you dressed like that?” Nemesis was wearing a white robe with a golden sash, sandals and a black cowboy hat. “And what’s with the hat?”
“Oh! Forgot,” as he waved his hand and it disappeared. “I was out west prepping an old cowboy friend whose gonna be a goner soon,” he said.
“Dead people have all the fun,” I said.
“You should try,” said Nemesis.
“I have, as you know. Loved it. But for some weird reason I’m back in the flesh, again, and again, just like you’re gonna be as soon as you quit being so persnickety about your next body.”
“Yeah, but you don’t remember that time you were in a hurry to get back here, threw caution to the wind and ended up a turnip, how did that work out for you?”
“Bullshit!” That never happened,” I said.
Tuesday, June 3, 2025
TOM SENIOR
Tom Senior has no issues with life doing life its way since Tom didn’t do life. Tom tends to make fun of adults who haven’t grown up and have issues with life, but he tries to keep it to a inaudible roar. On the other hand kids and their issues (“I want that candy”) are a hoot. Tom has empathy for people who take life seriously. He has just enough empathy to only laugh when they can’t hear him. He tries to be kind to troubled people, but has learned that the kindest thing he can do for them is not be around them since their troubles indicate they’re not ready to hear how to enjoy their troubles. He knows if they don’t ask, don’t tell, so instead he listens, nods his head, screws his face into an empathetic stare, and goes to events late, and makes up for it by leaving early, because he knows if he stays to long he’s gonna get caustic, logical, rational, reasonable, and all those other words most people hate when it comes to dealing with the reality that is life (“but I don’t want to die, and I didn’t want Aunt Martha to die, and why does life suck so much, and what about all those wars, and bla bla bla”). Tom can’t help being and asshole, because he is one.
A guy walks up to Tom and says he has a problem, and Tom asks, are you enjoying it, and the guy goes, “What!? Hell no!” And tom walks away and goes “Good luck.” Pretty assholy, right. If the guy had said, “I need a battery, Tom would give him one. But instead the guy goes on and on how his life sucks, and so giving him a battery wouldn’t help him unsuck himself.
Tom tried not to enjoy all that is life but it didn’t work for him. He tried to be pissed-off when things didn’t go his way, when he lost family members, houses, businesses, but no matter how hard he tried, he just couldn’t do it. When he failed at things he laughed. When is body was in pain he yelled at it, “Get over it, you crybaby!” A few times when he figured he might die, he said, “Well if this is how I’m gonna go, get on with it. Maybe I’ve never died this way before. Tom don’t know shit about reincarnation, but he figures, if it is, it is, if it ain’t it ain’t! Not his problem.”
Tom was kidnaped when he was a kid. It ended OK, but Tom figures his parents got back the wrong kid.
Tom married a teenager, but she escaped by dying when she was seventy. She was a warrior all fifty years of marriage, a saint in the flesh, and he always wondered what she did before she was born to have to put up with Tom. Tom don’t know shit about prelife stuff. If it is, it is, if it ain’t, it ain’t. Not his problem. Tom always said to her, “I thought you were further along than that.” She hated it. He still said it. Talk about an asshole.
Tom was gonna open up an ashram. He wrote that only people without issues need apply. No one answered the ad. An Ashram’s purpose is to help people, not torture them. Tom can be a real idiot.
After his wife died he advertised for a new female companion. Tom sent two books to the one that was serious about it (The Power In Thank You, and Humans Are Nuts (which includes a chapter on Crybabies). She never got back to him. The few others who called, listened a bit, but when he asked if they were logical, rational, reasonable and would still be OK if while sitting on the toilet seat in the outhouse it breaks and they get covered in shit. They hung up on him. Tom figured they hung up because they were Mormons.
So now he lives alone in a semi-undisclosed location on a very busy and noisy highway appreciating his family for also having no way life MUST go to be happy.
Monday, June 2, 2025
probably the final update on this one (probably)
A human’s quest to matter, to be relevant, to have purpose, to continue living after death, prompts many thoughts, theories, beliefs, conclusions, and religions (having to use words to draw those conclusions, leaves humans wanting, leaves them with inconclusive conclusions and wild guesses about life, purpose, meaning, and who is responsible).
I don’t know the science, the mysteries of the universe. I only know the mind set that makes it possible for you to enjoy all that is life. That’s all I know for sure. And I know it because I’ve been doing it all my life. And on that subject, there are plenty of good words to describe how you can enjoy life (instead of pissing and moaning about life not going your way).
Besides breathing, what do humans do best, and most? They think. Thinking is good, however, stupid thinking is bad. They think so much stupid, they drive themselves crazy. They think so many unreasonable, illogical, and irrational thoughts that their minds become their own private lunatic asylums (and yet, everyone who comes in contact with them KNOWS IT, so it’s really not that private).
Humans want to enjoy their lives. They want peace, happiness, joy, bliss and ecstasy, but then they think thoughts that inflame their biological emotional centers, and instead of feeling peace, joy and happiness, they feel irritated, upset, angry, anxious, stressed, worried, afraid and depressed, and even want to kill someone.
Depressed humans sleep a lot. Why? Because a sleeping human doesn’t think (dreams, etc. excluded). No thoughts, no problems; no sparking emotional centers. So if you were to ask, “How can I be happy? How can I enjoy all that is life? The answer is: Don’t spark your emotional center with stupid irrational, illogical, unreasonable thoughts, and instead think rational, logical and reasonable thoughts. Which means, accept that you’re gonna die someday and leave everything behind, and be happy about it, since you can’t do anything about it, but die. Start with death and the rest of life is cake. “I’m gonna die someday, WHOOPIE!” (If you want to hear what that is like to die before you actually croak, buy a Whoopie Cushion and sit on it. It makes the same sound a dying person makes when saying “Goodbye).
In the meantime, until you croak, do the following and you will enjoy all that is life:
1. Receive all things with thankfulness (why not do it, since being pissed-off gives you no benefits, but it sure benefits the people who use your pissed-offness to manipulate and control you. Plus you get the added benefit of pissing-off, piss-offable people who get pissed-off at people who receive all things with thankfulness.
2. Have no way life MUST go. Having a way life MUST go for you to be happy (“Life better go the way I think”) is the epitome of stupid thinking, since life doesn’t care what you think). Life always does life its way.
3. Do what appears in front of you to the best of your ability for the joy of doing your best, and don’t chase. Everyday, do something you are passionate about and keep doing it until you can take it no further, and have Zero attachment to a specific outcome (since the outcome will be what it will be).
4. Do not become physically, mentally, emotionally attached, entangled, identified with your needs, wants, desires, people, places, things.
5. When doing things, focus your attention on what your doing and quit thinking about the past or future. And when doing nothing, don’t worry or fret about the past and future.
6. Stop liking or disliking. Stop being exclusive. Start being inclusive. Stop judging. Stop with the opinions, biases, prejudices, beliefs and conclusions about people, place, and things. You’re not smart enough to judge life since you can’t make a planet with life on it, not even a termite or mosquito, much less a planet.
7. Retrain your mind. Dump its stupid programming from youth. Retrain your mind to be rational, logical, reasonable. Train it to accept that life on earth is a roller coaster ride and a spook alley in a theme park and people are carnival clowns, and, since you are here, until you’re not, you might as well enjoy it, might as well enjoy all of it, and pissing-off all the crybabies who hate you for enjoy it, is your bonus.
8. WELCOME TO THE PLAYGROUND called Earth. If you weren’t told when you were young that Earth is a playground, and that you are lucky to be here experiencing it, you now know. There is lots you can do here. Just know your time here has an expiration date, and no one knows when, or how you will leave. It might be a peaceful departing, or you might die screaming. The playground is filled with adventure, challenge, chance, gamble, hazard, risk, peril, danger, fortune, luck. It’s a great place to test and challenge yourself.
9. If you become wise enough, mature enough, gain enough knowledge, and understanding, you will appreciate, be in awe, amazed and astounded by the beauty and magnificent grandeur of the Earth. Best of all, it cost you nothing but your life, to be on this wonderful (and deadly) PLAYGROUND called Earth. And should you not enjoy your visit here, blame your programmed mind that was indoctrinated with how life should be, instead of how life really is. If you become aware of your programs early enough, you can reprogram your mind (unindoctrinate it) and reprogram it to enjoy all that is life by having no way life MUST go; always doing your best with what appears in front of you for the joy of doing your best, and don’t chase; and everyday do something you are passionate about and keep doing it until you can take it no further, and have zero attachment to outcomes, and then the easiest thing you’ll ever do is receive all things with thankfulness. And, there’s a bonus you get if you have no needs, wants, desire that MUST BE met. The bonus is, you’ll be ready to die at anytime and go on to your next adventure, or be just as excited to venture on here, if it isn’t your time, YET.
Sunday, June 1, 2025
THAT’S LIFE
THAT’S LIFE
Spontaneous cycles, seasons, cause, effect, balance, equilibrium, build, destroy, pressure, release, action, reaction, ebb, flow, attract, repel, centered, off center, impulse, urge, desire, satisfied, unsatisfied, satisfied, empty, filled, empty, repeat, repeat, repeat, THAT IS the nature of LIFE. That is energy, that is who, when, where, why, what, and how energy works, why things happen the way they happen.
While scientist try to figure out the details, others try to figure out how to be happy even when life blows things up, rains on your parade. Since life is give and take, gain and loss, life and death, pain and pleasure, and what goes up must come down, what must a person do to enjoy it all? Can a person enjoy it all. Joy would indicate appreciation. Usually a person does not appreciate that which they do not enjoy.
Perhaps the problem isn’t life. Perhaps the problem is persons, personas, the personal mind of a person, the personal mind’s thoughts. If the personal mind’s thoughts has likes and dislikes, it sounds like a personal problem. If a personal mind is exclusive, rather than inclusive, it’s a person problem. If a personal mind has needs, wants, desires, and gets attached, entangled, identified with people, places, things, that mind has a person problem. If a personal mind has opinions, biases, prejudices, beliefs, and draws conclusions, that person’s mind creates personal problems. Taking things personal, IS the problem. Maybe it’s time to ghost the person your mind thinks it is, time to ignore the ghost in your head that serves itself, and not you.
Who created the ghost in your head–your mom, dad, brothers, sisters, and other crazy relatives, and not so friendly, friends, and other associates, that’s who created the ghost. What’s left after you ghost, your ghost and its personal problems. At a minimum, no more problems with your ghost (Side note: If you work on your ghost’s personal problems, retrain it, help it dump its programming, and reprogram it, you’ll only have to ghost it when it forgets it doesn’t exist, like when it suddenly resurfaces and wants cheese with its whine, or whining). What’s left after you ghost or retrain your ghost? The “real” you, the observer, beholder, watcher, viewer, perceiver, spectator (an-audience-of-one) watching life doing life its way, without a single comment or opinion from the ghost in your head. On the other hand, what if you could enjoy the ghost in your head, every thought-entity trying its best to get your attention. If you do that, then you can say, “I’m enjoying ALMOST all that is life.”
To enjoy all that is life, right now, you have to enjoy your personal mind’s thoughts, its likes and dislikes, its exclusiveness and inclusiveness; enjoy its needs, wants, desires, and its attachments, entanglements, and identifying with people, places, things; enjoy its opinions, biases, prejudices, beliefs, and conclusions. In other words, you have to enjoy your mind having personal problems, and taking things personal.
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To want nothing, need nothing, desire nothing from anyone, anything, any place is undefiled freedom to enjoy everything for the joy of it.
Many lifetimes to enjoy creation’s nature and, explore and learn the science, the mysteries of creation.
Saturday, May 31, 2025
WHAT'S WRONG? (continued updates, add-ons)
WHAT’S WRONG?
What’s wrong in the jungle? What’s wrong in the ocean? What’s wrong in New York City? What’s wrong in Las Vegas. What’s wrong with Disneyland? What’s wrong at the Ayer’s house, at Travis’s house, at Torans? What’s wrong with you? What’s wrong with me? NOTHING is wrong. You don’t HAVE TO do anything. You’re here for the RIDE.
I went to Disneyland and asked the ticket lady, “What is my purpose in coming here?”
She looked at me like I was nuts and said, “To enjoy it.”
I said, “Aren’t I here to fix things?”
She said, “You’re here to experience things.”
I asked, “That’s it, that’s all?”
She said, “Yes.”
So I left and went to the jungle. Surely that place needs fixing, and the ocean, and New York City, Las Vegas, the Ayer’s house, Travis’s house, Torans, and you and me.
Bought desert land, brought in water and made an Oasis. I went to the forest and built a cabin to live in.
I changed what was. WHAT DO I CALL THAT? You do things for survival, pleasantness, happiness and the joy of it. The world is your beach, sandbox, playground, theme park, carnival, spook alley, roller coaster and farmer’s market. When your done playing, you go home.
To REALLY experience, interact and play on Earth you have to put on an Earth Suit, and forget all about home. That way you won’t be distracted while playing and can really focus on your adventure. And you can play dress-up.
Your Earth Suit comes with its own program, so you don’t have to do much except enjoy it. Your Earth Suit is like a doll. You can dress it in any costume you want, make it play different roles, make it take on all kinds of personas, even change its personality. But the really cool thing is, you can make Earth-Suits for your family and friends left behind to come and play with you. They can join you and play different characters. And when their young you can tease the shit out of them.
The most fun you’ll ever have is when you wake up and realize you’re in a temporary Earth Suit and you came to Earth for the fun of it, for the experiences, for the unknown, for the adventure, suspense, challenge, gamble, risk, hazard, peril, danger, thrills and chills, for the excitement.
After you wake up, you look at your family and friends (even total strangers) differently. You no longer judge them, talk disrespectfully about them, and if they are suffering, you are overwhelmed with love, sympathy, and empathy for them, WHILE AT THE SAME TIME, you fully realize they’re having the ride of a lifetime (they just won’t know it until they get home).
In addition, your gratitude for life doing life, for doing theme park Earth, is boundless. When you look around at the wonders, majesty, splendor, magnificence, grandeur, and beauty of Earth and all its marvelous life-forms, you cannot but be in awe, and feel an overwhelming reverence and appreciation for life.
A dimension of joy, peace, and happiness is our real home. Many of us helped build Theme Park Earth. We built it for the same reason Earth Suits build theme parks, play video games, watch plays and movies, and go on dangerous safaris. We do all things for our pleasure.
This truth is not taught for the same reason we forget about home, so as not to ruin the adventure. It’s the same reason we go to a movies. We certainly don’t go to movies to think about work, home, marriage, family, health or financial troubles (most will disbelieve and disregard this information, which is as it should be). So now you can go back to your beliefs and problems, your concerns and fears, likes and dislikes, attachments, entanglements and identity, your physical, mental, and emotional needs, wants, and desires, your exclusiveness, biases, prejudices, judgements and conclusions, and wonder why life has to be such a pain in the ass).
Waking up during a movie ruins the movie. Realizing you are merely watching a play ruins the play. Earth life is the most fantastic and marvelous interactive movie, play or video game you’ll ever experience (that is, until they introduce full size interactive holograms, and semi-physical realities).
The intelligences in the universe that created Theme Park Earth did a unbelievable job. They deserve a lot of credit. Though you won’t give them their due now, you will when you get home.
What’s home like. It’s like Theme Park Earth without all the tortures, murders, and wars. There’s still lots of exciting things happening, just without the stress, worry, anxiety, fear, and pain (Most–not all-who come to Earth, want to experience jumping out of a plane without a parachute and hooking up with another jumper who has a two person chute. You have to be a little nuts and a whole lot brave to visit Theme Park Earth (which is weird considering there’s a waiting list). Sometimes there just aren’t enough Earth-Suits to fill demand.