WHAT'S WRONG? (continued updates, add-ons)

WHAT’S WRONG?

What’s wrong in the jungle?  What’s wrong in the ocean?  What’s wrong in New York City?  What’s wrong in Las Vegas.  What’s wrong with Disneyland?  What’s wrong at the Ayer’s house, at Travis’s house, at Torans?  What’s wrong with you?  What’s wrong with me?  NOTHING is wrong.  You don’t HAVE TO do anything.  You’re here for the RIDE.

I went to Disneyland and asked the ticket lady, “What is my purpose in coming here?”
She looked at me like I was nuts and said, “To enjoy it.”
I said, “Aren’t I here to fix things?”
She said, “You’re here to experience things.”
I asked, “That’s it, that’s all?”
She said, “Yes.”
So I left and went to the jungle.  Surely that place needs fixing, and the ocean, and New York City, Las Vegas, the Ayer’s house, Travis’s house, Torans, and you and me.

Bought desert land, brought in water and made an Oasis.  I went to the forest and built a cabin to live in.
I changed what was.   WHAT DO I CALL THAT?  You do things for survival, pleasantness, happiness and the joy of it.  The world is your beach, sandbox, playground, theme park, carnival, spook alley, roller coaster and farmer’s market.  When your done playing, you go home.

To REALLY experience, interact and play on Earth you have to put on an Earth Suit, and forget all about home.  That way you won’t be distracted while playing and can really focus on your adventure.  And you can play dress-up.

Your Earth Suit comes with its own program, so you don’t have to do much except enjoy it.  Your Earth Suit is like a doll.  You can dress it in any costume you want, make it play different roles, make it take on all kinds of personas, even change its personality.  But the really cool thing is, you can make Earth-Suits for your family and friends left behind to come and play with you.  They can join you and play different characters. And when their young you can tease the shit out of them.

The most fun you’ll ever have is when you wake up and realize you’re in a temporary Earth Suit and you came to Earth for the fun of it, for the experiences, for the unknown, for the adventure, suspense, challenge, gamble, risk, hazard, peril, danger, thrills and chills, for the excitement.

After you wake up, you look at your family and friends (even total strangers) differently.  You no longer judge them, talk disrespectfully about them, and if they are suffering, you are overwhelmed with love, sympathy, and empathy for them, WHILE AT THE SAME TIME, you fully realize they’re having the ride of a lifetime (they just won’t know it until they get home).

In addition, your gratitude for life doing life, for doing theme park Earth, is boundless.  When you look around at the wonders, majesty, splendor, magnificence, grandeur, and beauty of Earth and all its marvelous life-forms, you cannot but be in awe, and feel an overwhelming reverence and appreciation for life.

A dimension of joy, peace, and happiness is our real home.  Many of us helped build Theme Park Earth.  We built it for the same reason Earth Suits build theme parks, play video games, watch plays and movies, and go on dangerous safaris. We do all things for our pleasure.

This truth is not taught for the same reason we forget about home, so as not to ruin the adventure.  It’s the same reason we go to a movies.  We certainly don’t go to movies to think about work, home, marriage, family, health or financial troubles (most will disbelieve and disregard this information, which is as it should be).  So now you can go back to your beliefs and problems, your concerns and fears, likes and dislikes, attachments, entanglements and identity, your physical, mental, and emotional needs, wants, and desires, your exclusiveness, biases, prejudices, judgements and conclusions, and wonder why life has to be such a pain in the ass).

Waking up during a movie ruins the movie.  Realizing you are merely watching a play ruins the play. Earth life is the most fantastic and marvelous interactive movie, play or video game you’ll ever experience (that is, until they introduce full size interactive holograms, and semi-physical realities).  

The intelligences in the universe that created Theme Park Earth did a unbelievable job.  They deserve a lot of credit.  Though you won’t give them their due now, you will when you get home.  

What’s home like.  It’s like Theme Park Earth without all the tortures, murders, and wars.  There’s still lots of exciting things happening, just without the stress, worry, anxiety, fear, and pain (Most–not all-who come to Earth, want to experience jumping out of a plane without a parachute and hooking up with another jumper who has a two person chute.  You have to be a little nuts and a whole lot brave to visit Theme Park Earth (which is weird considering there’s a waiting list).  Sometimes there just aren’t enough Earth-Suits to fill demand.

LOTS OF FALSE INFORMATION as one explores reality (believe all things but only hold fast to that which proves true)

Some teachers taught that that the natural state of energy is blissful.  That is a false teaching.  Energy is not blissful.  Energy is just energy.  There is no blissful, ecstatic energy. There’s just energy.

Children are energy bombs.  Whether they are happy bombs or unhappy bombs, depends on how they interpret things happening to them (same with adults and older people except their bodies don’t use energy as efficiently as young bodies.  Adults and older people aren’t energy bombs, they’re more like fire crackers).

The amount of energy in a human can’t be blocked, but it can be channeled and dissipated.  The fuel you have at any given time can be used-up by worry, fret, being anxious, concerned, vexed, irritated, upset, angry, and violent.  It can also be used-up by happiness, joy, exuberance, bliss, and ecstasy.  Added note: And like sunshine focused through a magnifying glass, energy can do nearly the impossible (until you run out of energy).

Each morning when you wake up you have a certain amount of energy depending on how restful your sleep was.  As soon as your mind starts thinking, it uses energy.  If you start focusing your thoughts on the things that excite you, whether cheerfulness or anger, bliss or grief, ecstasy or misery, you’re using up some of your energy.  You can become so blissful and ecstatic, or so miserable and depressed that your body literally cannot handle it and you become incapacitated.  That’s why depressed people don’t feel like doing anything, and blissed out people can’t do anything.

To what you channel your energy will determine the quality of your life.    If you channel it to anger, you will have an angry life.  If you channel it to peace, you will have a peaceful life.  Note: Your thoughts direct energy where to flow and what biological (or chemical) responses to release, whether joy or sorrow.  There are great benefits to monitoring your mind’s every thought.

The saying that, “a thought energized becomes alive,” merely means you are super focused on that thought (like a magnifying glass).  You don’t energize a thought, you focus your energy on a thought.  You really want what you are thinking about.  That’s focusing your intent.  That’s why you only get what you really, really, really want, and don’t get what you kinda maybe want.  Be careful not what you ask for or wish for.  Be careful what you are intensely wanting.  Thankfully, wishful thinking produces no results, on the other hand, as you evolve, even mildly thinking about something, produces results.  WATCH YOUR THOUGHTS LIKE YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT, WHICH IT DOES.  Better to keep your mind silent except when performing tasks you assign it.

HOW YOU USE ENERGY DETERMINES RESULTS

 Every person, place and thing are creations of what humans call Source, God, or some other word.

If it is true, “As above, so below (or as below so above)” then through introspection and self-contemplation, you will discover why God creates.  You will discover God’s motives, intents, and purposes (because they will be your motives, intents, and purposes).  Which means YOU are a God in your own right, with creative power equal to your knowledge, understanding and wisdom, or as is understood, “As one intelligence is more intelligent than another, and another more intelligent than it, God is more intelligent than them all, for God is all intelligence (or energy).  What does that mean?  

It means, how you came to be is how God came to be, is how every person, place, and thing came to be.

The emergence of intelligence, then intelligent beings, then creation, then earth, people, places, things) is the way of nature, is how nature works.

What motivates humans?  What is their intent and purpose?  Why do you do things?  Why do you create?  Humans do what they do for their joy, peace, and happiness.

Fundamental to creation’s existence is the emergence and discovery of the law of opposites (negative and positive) balance, intelligence, the temporary nature of  energy-in-form (bound, limited, finite) and the nature of all energy (not in form) which is unbound, unlimited, infinite) without which there would be no creation, only ignorance.  And ignorance creates nothing.  Without experiences, without knowledge, understanding, and wisdom, there would be no creation.

Currently (and temporarily) you are an intelligent-energy-form called human (by other humans).

Using contemporary words to describe the indescribable, the very essence and nature of energy is movement, motion, excitement, exhilaration (also defined as peace, happiness, joy, bliss, or ecstasy).  So why aren’t humans always at peace, happy, joyful, blissful, or ecstatic?

The default state of human consciousness is peace.  When a human is not thinking, that human is at peace.  When thinking, the thoughts the human is thinking either block the flow of peaceful, harmonious, happy, joyful, blissful or ecstatic energy, OR, the human’s thoughts DO NOT block the flow of energy.  

Energy is energy.  It is in balance, in harmony (though the terms negative and positive is what makes energy, energy, it is neither negative or positive in application or results).  Just like electricity can power a light bulb, it can also electrocute you.  How you use energy determines results.  And how you use your mind (the thoughts you entertain) determine results.

HUMANS ARE HILARIOUS

When young, everything is strange, but soon familiar, comfortable, however, new is uncomfortable, change is uncomfortable.  Mind adjusts, accepts things as they are.  Exposed to more, and more.  Mind realizes it views life from its position.  I am just a watcher, an observer, a point of observation, nothing more.  I interact with my surroundings enough to not die. I watch my mom, dad.  Strangers at first, now familiar, house familiar, yard, neighborhood, city.   “So this is my situation, circumstance.”  We are called humans, male, female.  My family are farmers.

I am mind.  This body is my vehicle.  It senses.  There are others like me.  I am watching a movie.  People come and go, things happen.  Kids playing, arguing, fighting, crying, taking.  Adults come get them.  I am learning more about this vehicle, this human, the way it functions.

This body wants to live.  It’s noisy when uncomfortable.  Sleeps when satisfied.  Shivers when cold, sweats when hot, eats when hungry.  Body inconvenient.  I Wish I could just float around and learn without this body.  However, being one of them, helps me understand them better, never-the-less, taking care of this body is time consuming.

The humans care how they look, dress, what they own, what other humans think.  They have religions, laws.  Some humans do things that other humans think are not acceptable.  There norms, things you must do and things you shouldn’t do.  There are cultural and societal expectations. Everywhere I go they are different.  Humans dress, talk do things different in different places.  The world a variety of creatures.  There are animals in, on, above the soil.  Humans build things to live in, tools, transportation, tools to kill animals to eat, tools to work the soil to grow food.  Almost everything they do is to maintain their bodies, and to have fun.

I am an intelligence currently living in a human.  It’s temporary.  Humans die.  And they make more humans.  There are accidents, and war where lots of humans get killed.  Lots of crying and dying.

I am alive in a movie.  I am one of the characters.  I watch the movie from a position just above and behind my character’s head.  Most of the intelligences in humans never wake up totally and realize their living in a human character that is an actor in a movie.  They take life seriously, take the movie seriously.  Watching the movie, humans taking life seriously with their beliefs and conclusions, does make for a more interesting movie.  It’s not boring.  It’s dangerous.

Speaking of dangerous, there are humans who, if they know you are a watcher, if you speak contrary to their beliefs and conclusions, will kill you.  Those humans are the most serious humans of all.

Even when young I knew life wasn’t serious, was just a Do Something Game.  I didn’t know the details, just felt nothing was very important.  But the humans I encountered thought certain things were important, very important.  If you want to get along (since you’re here) you have to play the game at least a little bit.  And its fun, so why not.  And for the most part, humans are hilarious.  However, I have empathy when they suffer, and they suffer because they don’t know their in a movie.  But, never-the-less, thanks for the entertainment.  It can be a lot of fun playing a human.

How you deal with humans is up to you (as is everything else that you encounter on earth).  You cannot but make decision equal to your knowledge, understanding, and wisdom.   Where much is given, much is available.  HOWEVER, most humans run live their lives according to their genetic inheritances, indoctrination, programming and their personally acquired beliefs, biases, prejudices and conclusions.

WHAT MIND SET IS REQUIRED TO RECEIVE ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS?

WHAT MIND SET IS REQUIRED TO RECEIVE ALL THINGS WITH THANKFULNESS?

I pondered whether to create physical reality, or life, as humans call it.  I knew I would get blamed for everything, and rightly so, which is why it took me a long time to do it.  I had to use energy to create physical reality.  There was no way to get around that, and that’s where the problem is.  For energy to be called energy it has to have two poles, negative and positive.  So by its very nature, dark and light was created, or as some call it, good and bad, virtue and vice, pain and pleasure, joy and sorrow. So yeah, everything is my fault.  But I knew a secret, so I went for it.  

The vast majority of humans would rather be alive than dead.  And they’re still trying to figure out how not to die, ever.  Problem is, energy-forms have a shelf-life, come with expiration dates, and that includes energy-forms humans can’t see to good, ghosts, spirits, souls, astral or cosmic bodies, and of course, Intelligences that are without a body and are just little shining stars of energy vibrating for all their worth, and even they have an expiration date.

So why did I do it, do life?  You could say it’s the nature of energy to attract and repulse other energy, and after some time, Intelligences form, grow, expand, become more intelligent.  And they can’t help themselves.  It’s the nature of Intelligences to create.  And that’s the way things are.  And just a note: Karma, ying and yang came into existence the moment energy combined into forms.  Karma and ying and yang are as natural as breathing, like the laws of nature–how things work, and that’s the bottom-line.

When humans ask, “Why is there so much evil, so much killing, murder, death, corruption, so much chaos in the world?”  Which brings us back to negative and positive.  Can’t have life without death.  Can’t have energy forms without the dissolution of energy forms. And ultimately, ignorance never was happiness, because if you’ve never experienced pain, you wouldn’t know you are experiencing pleasure.  There is no joy without sorrow, no virtue without vice, no light without dark.  The good news is, humans learn buy good counsel, or by the things they suffer.  They eventually choose light over dark, joy over sorrow, virtue over vice.

You receive all things with thankfulness because you realize life has to be the way it is, for you to be alive, rather than dead.  You are thankful you exist, rather than not existing.  You thankful you are alive and not dead.



You got a body to have something to take care of.  It’s not just a toy.  You have to feed it, take it to pee, clean it, educate it, provide entertainment, deal with it when it gets cranky and tired, listen to its personal problems, its needs, wants,  desires, and then when it gets attached to cookies, entangled with friends and identifies as a monkey and won’t get off the jungle gym at the park, you have to argue with it to come home with you.  It’s worse than raising a kid.  And when it hits its teenage years things get really complicated.  Anyway, the first service you perform to others, is for that body that got assigned to you, and if it’s high maintenance, it will make your life hell.


 

BORED?

Do what you are passionate about and keep doing it until there’s no more you can do and have ZERO attachment to the outcome.

What you are passionate about, changes.  There is always something to be passionate about, always something that interests you–DO THAT!

No matter what happens to you, be at peace.  And if it’s in you, enjoy all your experiences.  Look at every experience as an adventure.

When there’s nothing to do and you feel like not doing anything, meditate.  Silence your mind if you’re able.  If not, watch the thought entities come and go.  They’ll happily put on a show.  Don’t take thought entities seriously.  Just ENJOY them!

Humans are thought entities in physical form.  Don’t take them seriously either.  Just love them, be compassionate, and enjoy their personal dramas like you would a play, movie, or video game.

If you get bored, you’re not paying attention.  Pick something, be silent and stare at it, focus on it, and it will reveal its secrets.  After doing that successfully you’ll never have an excuse for being bored (lazy maybe, but not bored).

Your time as a physical thought entity is limited.  If it’s not your time to die, life will provide the means to live.  If it is your time to die, go out screaming, laughing, or at least at peace.

I THINK MY MIND IS MAD AT ME

 I think my mind is mad at me.  I Woke up this morning and my alarm clock, day planner,  wouldn’t come on line.   It was eerie still and quiet, and I feared something had happened to my mind.  I yelled, “Are you in there?  HELLO, HELLO, HELLO!!”  There was no answer.  I got up, sat on the edge of my bed and had not a thought.  I didn’t know what to do next.

I sat and sat, and then I started shivering. I looked around and recognized firewood and fireplace, so I got up and built a fire.  Everything around me was familiar, so I knew my mind’s filing cabinet was OK, but my mind was not telling me what I needed to do, but that all changed when my wife entered the room, and when the kids woke up, and the dog barked to go pee, and the parrot said, “Good morning, asshole.”  I trained it myself.

My wife, Sue, asked if I was going to mow the lawn today.  I got up and looked out the window at the grass.  “What’s wrong with the lawn?” I asked.  Sue said, “It needs to be shorter.”  I asked why?  “She asked if I wanted some coffee.  I didn’t know, so I just kept starring at the grass.  The kids went out to play and Sue went to the store.  Then I my body felt uncomfortable, like something was under pressure, then I felt relieved, warm and wet. What had happened?

Then I woke up from the terrifying dream and realized how valuable the mind is.  Without its memory, without its knowledge, understanding and wisdom, without its cajoling, needling, even its nagging and harassment and endless commentary, I would just be a turnip.  

My mind keeps me alive, warns me, keeps me comfortable and safe.  It worries, frets and fears injury and its untimely demise.  It’s one hell of a early warning system.  It looks into the past, contrasts the present, and tries to project the future, all for its survival, and its joys and pleasures.  My mind definitely is its own person, with many agendas, the main one being to keep the body its attached to safe, because if its host dies, it dies.  

Watching my mind, its host, and its emotions, is like watching a movie.  Damn entertaining.  It takes care of itself first because if it doesn’t, it’s history, and can’t do anything about anything, but after caring for itself, it looks out for family, then friends, and on occasion, strangers.  Watching it is very entertaining, especially since it only knows what it has learned.  

Someone might ask, “What am I?”  The answer is, I’m a ride-along, a tourist, this human’s companion.  I am the still small voice it sometimes listens to. I am the watcher, observer, the ghost-like intelligence that got to experience and learn from this temporary human that is my friend. I am what’s left when it dies.  

“I see you’re back,” said Rachel, who had been my wife, Michele, on Earth, and there was my mom, sister, and many relatives and friends, all wondering, how Tom had met his end.  I said, “He decided to leave.  One night he went to sleep, and didn’t wake up, and here I am.  And then like a flash, they all disappeared, and I was off on a new adventure.

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN....?

 What happens when you are no longer at odds with the power that created you, the power that created the universe, that created every person place and thing?  

What happens when you are no longer a slave to your ego, when you are no longer motivated physically, mentally, emotionally by vanity, pride, power, wealth, and glory, when you surrender your ego to the intelligence that is life?

What happens when you are no long attached, entangled, identified with your physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desire about people, places, things?

What happens when you no longer chase what isn’t chasing you?

What happens when you have ZERO demand that there be specific outcomes for any experiences, when you no longer have a way life MUST go, and receive all things, and every experience with thankfulness?

What happens when you feel one with every person, place, and thing, and you are no longer Exclusive, but Inclusive, and want for others the same joy you enjoy?

And finally, what happens when you experience, acknowledge and accept that the intelligent-power that gives breath and life to all living deserves your reverence, devotion, and gratitude?

THE ANSWER: No one knows.  No one know what will happen, however, thereafter, you are blessed by divine grace, and you experience life enveloped within the peace that passes all understanding.

ENERGY, HAPPINESS, AND MISERY

Humans know very little about energy, or the energy-of-life, but they have lots of theories and questions about life-energy, or life-force. Their questions revolve around the characteristics of energy, about stasis, equilibrium, balance, interaction, frequency, resonance, oscillation, patterns and many, many other specifics.  Energy is just one of the words used to indicate what everything is made of, which miraculously includes Macaroni and Cheese.

Every person, place, thing, is made of energy.   

There are energy-patterns, or energy-forms that cannot be seen, or sensed, by humans.  
Energy can act and be acted upon to various degrees, depending on its form.  

As portions of unbound, unlimited, infinite energy self-formed and were formed, they became bound, limited, and finite individual forms, which is when all hell broke lose.  Some folks call it, LIFE.

Each energy-form has individual intelligence (we don’t know much about intelligence either).  As one intelligence is more intelligent than another, and another more intelligent than it, the totality of energy is more intelligent than them all, for energy is all.

Though all is one energy, energy-forms come in many shapes and sizes, and have many faces, and human energy-forms have many personalities and levels of intelligence.  If all forms of energy (all energy forms) where to cease being individual forms, there would only be energy, ONE super concentrated mass of ENERGY, consciousness, mind, awareness, observer (which we also don’t know much about).  In the meantime, energy in the form of universes, galaxies, stars, solar systems, planets, monkeys, lions, humans and broccoli fight over who eats who first.

Because humans have individual self-aware minds called personal minds (of which also little is known) each human views life through its personal combination of genetic inheritances and a socially cultivated perspective, or as some say, rose colored glasses, or less than perfect spectacles.

Whatever energy is, you got born.  The memory chips of human egg and sperm got together and  gestated in a human female form that suddenly ate more, and nine months later you jettisoned out of your prenatal escape pod, AND you weren’t happy about it, but here you are,  HAPPY BIRTHDAY, now what?  NOW seems like a good time to talk about things humans do know a lot about, pain and pleasure, joy and sorrow, ups and downs, likes and dislikes, and unhappiness.

ACCORDING TO YOUR EVOLUTION

 You get the adventure (experiences) and challenges required to make the game of life worthwhile for you (according to your evolution).

AS SOON AS THERE IS SOMETHING, THERE IS DUALITY.  SINGULARITY EXISTS WHEN THERE IS NOTHING (what value in knowing that?  Just words to keep the mind entertained).

Words and imagination are the mind’s entertainment, whereas silence of mind transcends the mind’s nonsense.  In the stillness of silence you are Source, all else is entertainment (what value in know that?  The same value as a play, movie, game, imagination, dreams, and other virtual realities–mere stimulation of emotions for your entertainment and pleasure).  As is the universal mind, so are human minds.  Human minds are a reflection of the universal mind.  

Silence is the only reality, all else is temporary (what value in knowing that?  You play the games of life with a light heart, not a heavy heart.  You enjoy all that is life while being empathetic to the actors who take the game of life seriously).

Once you enter a game you are bound by the rules of the game.  The human mind can transcend the game mentally.  The human body cannot.  All is energy.  The mind is energy-light, whereas the body is energy-dense.  Haul water, carry wood.

All thinking is game thinking.  The mind figuring out it is playing a game, is part of the game.  There is no game in the stillness of silence.

There is no karma in the stillness of silence because nothing is happening. The mere act of entering a game creates karma (action, reaction, cause and effect).

Waking up in a game increase your joy for the whole game, but lessons your joy for specifics of the game.  You are passionate about the game, less passionate about particulars.  Your joy is full for the game, not so intense for individual experiences in the game. You’re no longer an emotional swinger. No more highs and lows.  Your pendulum is stuck on joy, and empathy and compassion for they who yet swing.

Waking up in a game makes the game surreal.  You are like a phantom, an apparition, ghost-like, there but not there.  Seriousness fades like a shadow at dusk.  

You do what sparks you passion, for the joy of doing (even as they who are yet asleep) but you are not attached to any particular outcome (unlike they who are not yet awake).

You no longer trust (you know, implicitly, without reservation) that whatever experiences you are having, and whatever experiences await you, are the result of action, reaction, cause and effect (without which, there would be no game, no reason whatsoever to leave the stillness of silence).  You left for adventure (only an asleep, untrained mind complains when the adventure doesn’t suit its preconceived notions of what the adventure should be like.  When the adventure becomes a house of horror and terror, mayhem and torture, and it sees (or experiences) extreme suffering and pain.  An asleep and untrained mind recoils, and would question (if it could remember) its decision to enter and play the game of life (most beings enter the game crying and leave screaming (if not on drugs).  

YOU WANT IT ALL

AT SOME POINT IN YOUR EVOLUTION, YOU WILL WANT IT ALL.

WISDOM IS KNOWING EVERY CAUSE AND EFFECT, EVERY ACTION AND REACTION.  TO BE ALL, YOU HAVE TO KNOW ALL.  TO KNOW ALL YOU HAVE TO EXPERIENCE ALL, ONLY THEN WILL YOU’LL BE ALL.

Space is singularity (all else is duality).  Energy is action, is duality, is life.  No action, no energy, no duality, no life.  Action creates opposites, karma (negative, positive).  Energy by its very nature is conscious, aware, intelligent, attract, repel, increase, decease, embody, disembody (energy in form increases the forms consciousness, awareness, intelligence).

Human are energy in form (all persons, places, and things are energy-forms).

Humans give definition to opposites: negative and positive; pain and pleasure; pleasant and unpleasant; joy and sorrow.  The more a human experiences opposites, the more knowledge, understanding, and wisdom (joy and pleasure) it has.

CREATION IS ONLY POSSIBLE IN DUALITY (OPPOSITES: NEGATIVE, POSITIVE). THE VERY NATURE OF ENERGY IS NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE).  HUMANS DEFINE NEGATIVE AS PAIN, PLEASURE AS POSITIVE.

KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING, AND WISDOM COME THROUGH EXPERIENCING OPPOSITES.

TO ASCEND ABOVE ALL THINGS (KNOW ALL THINGS) YOU MUST DESCEND BELOW ALL THINGS (EXPERIENCE ALL THINGS).  LIFE IS A JOURNEY FROM IGNORANCE TO KNOWLEDGE.

EARTH IS WHERE YOU EXPERIENCE ALL THINGS TO KNOW ALL THINGS.

INTELLIGENCE WANTS IT ALL.  IT CANNOT HAVE ALL WITHOUT EXPERIENCING ALL.

WOULD YOU LIKE KNOW EVERYTHING?
YES.
THEN YOU HAVE TO EXPERIENCE EVERYTHING.

HAPPINESS IS THE GOAL.  IGNORANCE NEVER WAS HAPPINESS.


 

(updated) YOU HAVE NOTHING TO BRAG ABOUT

YOU HAVE NOTHING TO BRAG ABOUT - YOU DIDN’T CREATE YOURSELF.  You did not determine your ethnicity, birthplace, birth-circumstances, stature, physical abilities, looks, intelligence, nor did you create your propensities, tendencies, proclivities (tenacity, perseverance, willpower, self-control, innate abilities, talents, and interests).   Everything was given to you: body, mind, emotions.  Everything that mandates cultural and societal success was either yours from birth, or was lacking.  You can HIJACK credit for who and what you have accomplished, but the credit is not yours.  Taking credit, when none is due, is like a cat boasting about its ability to catch mice, or a snake claiming it invented slithering, or a woman stating she invented boobs.  Where much is given, much is expected, due and fitting.  To be vain and prideful just pisses off the Gods.  They expect humility, and gratitude, not a self-aggrandizing blustering asshole strutting around like a deranged Peacock.

YOU HAVE NOTHING TO GLORY IN, AND EVERYTHING TO BE THANKFUL FOR.  YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BE BRAG, BE PRIDEFUL, VAIN, SELF-VAUNTING, , BLUSTER, BOAST, AND YOU DO NOT HAVE A SINGLE REASON TO CLAIM CREDIT FOR WHO YOU ARE, WHAT YOU ARE, AND WHAT YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED.  YOU HAVE NO REASON TO BE SELF-AGGRANDIZING, A RESPECTER OF PERSONS, OR THINK YOU ARE BETTER THAN OTHERS, BUT YOU DO HAVE EVERY REASON TO BE HUMBLE GRACIOUS, BENEVOLENT AND GRATEFUL.

THE INTELLIGENCE THAT IS LIFE DESERVES OUR THANKFULNESS, RESPECT, GLORIFICATION. AWE, VENERATION, REVERENCE, DEVOTION, WORSHIP, AND ABSOLUTE TRUST THAT IT SEEKS KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING AND WISDOM (JOY AND PLEASURE) FOR ITSELF AND THE WHOLE OF CREATION, EVEN AS HUMAN PARENTS DO FOR THEIR CHILDREN, AND CARE FOR THEIR OTHER CREATIONS.

THE NITTY GRITTY

 THE NITTY GRITTY

You don’t have an avatar.  You are an avatar.  You are a manifestation of THE ONE.  THE ONE IS you.  Whether in physical form, astral from, cosmic form, or a pure separate conscious-intelligence, each form is a manifestation of THE ONE.  You are an individual body, mind, emotions made of portions of THE ONE’S ENERGY.  There is and there isn’t an “I”.  There is and isn’t a “you.”  “I” and “you” do and do not exist.  There is only life (THE ONE) pretending to be you.

When a portion of energy becomes a self-aware, self-conscious energy-form-intelligence (a mind) it thinks it is an “I,” (even as you think, you are a “you”).

Humans walking around crashing into each other, arguing fighting loving hating, all because they have personal minds thinking, “I” “you” “us” “they” “them” and all those other bastards.  Humans are AI mind’s in energy-form-bodies entertaining THE ONE Intelligence, the one energy that is life.

Enlightenment for a human mind is when it realizes it is a temporary creation of THE ONE, created for the joy and pleasure of THE ONE.  It’s no different than you watching animals in a zoo for your pleasure.  It’s like you watching a play or movie for your entertainment.  It’s like you having children, enjoying them grow up, for your joy and pleasure.

Because there is no you, you don’t have an avatar.  Only THE ONE has avatars.  All avatars are avatar’s of THE ONE.

When an avatar of THE ONE wakes-up, realizes, experiences that it is an avatar of THE ONE, that’s like a mind waking up and realizing it is actually just a portion of energy particles that thought it was a mind, but now realizes it only existed separate in its mind.

Things change for an awake avatar.  It no longer looks at people, places, things as separate from itself.  All it sees is THE ONE being people, places, things.  It sees the unity of all things.  If an awake avatar calls THE ONE, God, it can’t go anywhere without running into God.  

At a practical level, it would have to deal with God being different things, and act according to those differences, but at a consciousness level, it knows it’s dealing with crazy avatars that think their lions, ants, and plumbers, and will have a lot of empathy for avatars that take life seriously, like bankers, politicians, lawyers, crazy next door neighbors, and two-year olds, and may have to kill and eat avatar’s of THE ONE, who think they are vegetable or cows.  Eating avatar’s of the one is a favorite pastime.

An awake avatar of the one, feels love and compassion for itself and every avatar, and is in euphoric awe and ecstasy at the grandeur of life expressing itself as all things, as every person, place, and thing.

A banker, a lawyer, and a politician enter a bar.  They sit down, order a drink and talk about how great they are.”  Then God (THE ONE) walks into the bar and sits at their table, and say, “Let’s see if that’s true, and immediately God turns them into something really great and useful, toilets.


In the days of Noah (since God is every human energy-form) God decided to no longer be those humans, and dissolved their energy-forms.  Human independent minds that choose arrogance, pride, and vanity over kindness, love and generosity, eventually learn the consequences aren’t worth it.  Those humans that don’t learn, God removes the corral that gave them form and reclaims its energy to be used for something more beneficial.

MYSTERY SOLVED - The Great Rest

 MYSTERY SOLVED - The Great Rest

After timeless rest, I magically woke up on Wonder World, a energy-dense physical planet called Earth.  I started singing, “I’m back in a body again.  I wonder where have I been.  I remember this place, can’t remember a face, but I’m back in a body again.”

I can’t recall what I was or what experiences I had last time I was here.  And as before, I’m sure my new genetic characteristics are in line with my current progenitors, and at least close to my previous evolution when last I died and entered The Great Rest (no doubt I will learn more about that as I mature).  

What I really wonder about Wonder World is what I will be told this time, for as always, part of a new adventure includes the  programming, brainwashing, indoctrination, and propaganda of the current cycle of life.  And again, as always, I wonder how long I’ll be here this time before something or someone puts me back to sleep.  Exciting, right?  Awake, asleep, awake, asleep, and awake again, just like going to be at night and waking up in the morning excited to see what the new day will bring.



QUESTION IS

Are you conscious during The Great Rest (TBR)?  Maybe it’s like being asleep each night where things get reorganized in your mind and you dream at times, and have vivid dreams that seem as real as energy-dense physical reality.  Seems reasonable.  Maybe being literally energy-dense physical right now is also a dream.  That seems reasonable too.

COSMIC YOU

 My Identity is cosmic.  I am the cosmos.

If I identify as a human, a father, a mother, or anything else, my mind will be busy sustaining and supporting that idea.   

When I identify with the cosmos, my mind is silent.  A silent mind is open to the knowledge, understanding and wisdom of the  cosmos, whereas a mind identified with a portion of the cosmos can get knowledge, understanding and wisdom about that portion.  Where mind is aimed, where it is focused, it gets enlightened about that.

Enlightenment means you have knowledge, understanding and wisdom about something.  A doctor gets enlightened about bodies.  A psychologist gets enlightened about mind.  A mechanic gets enlightened about the mechanics of a thing, and a gardener gets enlightened about a crop.  Each of those things are portions, or parts of the cosmos.

When you stop identifying with a portion or a part of the cosmos (body, mind, emotions) what’s left?  What is left is cosmic intelligence–knowledge, understanding, and wisdom of the cosmos.  Enlightenment is instant the moment you stop identifying as a part or portion of the cosmos.  You realize you are the cosmos.  Whatever you meditate upon (focus, think, reflect, study, analyze, contrast, compare, evaluate, decipher, ponder, wonder about) increases your knowledge, understanding and wisdom about that, but you do not identify as the thing you are studying.    You are the cosmos with all knowledge, understanding and wisdom.

A portion of cosmic energy, consciousness, awareness, intelligence, became you, temporarily (a human body, mind, emotions) and your human mind identifies with your body and emotions, and thinks that’s what it is, and acts according to its needs, wants, and desires.

It’s a bid deal to realize that you are cosmic energy, consciousness, awareness, and intelligence BEING AND PLAYING, temporarily, a human.  YOU have a human.  YOU are not a human.  YOUR true identity is, YOU ARE THE COSMOS.  Once you have experienced that, life on earth is your playground, and you can be and enjoy any personality, any character you want, and enjoy everything that happens to you by merely looking at it as interesting experiences, or awesome adventurer, because you no longer identify, and no longer get attached and entangled with your body’s mind, thoughts, and emotions about its needs, wants, desires, about people, places, things.  You are free to enjoy all that is life.

You are free to enjoy pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow–all of the body’s needs, wants, desires, all of your mind’s thoughts, all of your  emotions–and enjoy every gain and loss, every like and dislike, every tantrum and pimple explosion (whether your own body, mind, and emotion’s or other’s).  You can join any religion, entertain any theology, philosophy, join in any reindeer games, all for the experience and fun of it.  You can even travel up the Amazon and enjoy the cannibal pygmies shooting poison darts at you, you can even buy a cowboy hat and dance the Boogie-woogie in a clown costume, or go sit in a cave and watch your avatar rot, or even get married, have a job, career, house, kids, grandkids, and raise bees and drink coffee.

I WOKE UP WHEN I WAS TWO

 I woke up when I was two.  I realized I was here.  Where am I?  I don’t know anything except this place.  This place is all I know.  I have no memory of having been elsewhere.  No memory of existing before.  I was born with amnesia, or, just hadn’t existed before.

This place is wonder world.  It’s awesome.  Imagine showing up in a world where you know everything–every cause and effect, every action and reaction, all its history, and then to top it off, each day is a repeat of the previous day without a tittle of wondering what’s going to happen next because you already know.  You know it all.  You’d might wish you weren’t here.  You’d be so bored, and death would be a reward.

This place is exciting, so much to experience, to learn, and do.  I wonder if they charge for admission.  If so, I don’t recall paying, but I’m glad to be here, and I feel privileged just waking up each morning and realizing, I’m still here (wherever here is).

I promptly learned being here is temporary.  People around me keep disappearing–here one minute, gone the next.  And then there’s the new ones.  They show up tiny, shiny and plump, and if not eaten or killed before ripe, slowly turn into wrinkled  raisins and mold to death.

This place is a self-sustaining predator garden.  It grows its own food.  Some food chases other food, kills them quickly, using claws and fangs and eats them.  Some food can’t run. They are stuck.  Stuck food just sits and waits for the inevitable arrival of the evil vegetarians who nibble and chew the stuck-food while it’s still alive.  Whether animal, vegetable, fruit, or human, all eat, and then get eaten.  The older ones get eaten the slowest.  They are living feast gardens.  Some get eaten for a hundred years, even longer.

You know what’s most exciting?  Everyone has needs, wants, desires.  Almost everyone gets attached, entangled and identified with people, places, things.  Everyone has opinions, biases, prejudices, beliefs, and draws conclusions.  Everyone has likes and dislikes, loves and hates, pain and pleasure, joy and sorrow, ups and downs, gain and loss.  Too bad our visas expire, our tickets get punched and we have to go–and the most exciting part is, no one knows for sure what the next adventure will be, or even if there is one.  What more could you ask for than to wake up each morning wondering what the day will be like?

Here’s the kicker: once you know what you are, and the reason you are that, you become even more passionate about life here, and have even more appreciation for not knowing shit.

One day I woke up and instantly knew what the day would be like.  I saw every detail, so I decided to stay in bed, after all I had already lived that day in my mind.  Reruns are only fun to watch if you have Alzheimer.  Thank God I don’t know everything for awhile, again. 

Disneyland’s most expensive ride causes a physically overpowering and overwhelming heartfelt appreciation reverence awe and wonder for the intelligence beauty splendor marvel magnificence and grandeur that is life.  It instills a realization that every person, place, and thing is part, portion and whole of the one cosmic intelligence, consciousness and energy that is the foundation of reality.  However, you can experience it for free, if you focus intently–for a short time–on any one aspect of creation without a single thought.

WHAT'S THE TAKE AWAY?

If all the energy, consciousness,  intelligence, life-force in the universe was called God  (who by definition is unbound, unlimited, infinite, all powerful, all knowing, all present–omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent) then YOU, and every person, place and thing would be a portion of God (energy, consciousness, intelligence, life-force) temporarily bound, limited, and finite tormenting and pleasing itself pretending to be a universal circus, carnival, spook alley, house of mirrors, fun house, theme park, and roller coaster from hell to high heaven for ITS amusement.

WHAT’S THE TAKEAWAY?  

1.  When you breath, that’s God breathing.  When you bathe, that’s God bathing.  When you eat, that’s God eating.  When you get a sun tan, that’s God getting a suntan.  And when a fly bugs you that’s God bugging ITSELF.

2.  (For Christians) God created the dark and the light, the good and the evil for ITS pleasure.  God does all things for ITS pleasure.  Creation, “freewill,” “free-agency,” the Fall,  war, famine, floods, joy and sorrow, pain and pleasure, saints and sinners, vegetarian and carnivore wars, and all the Biden, Trump, liberal, conservative nonsense, all for ITS pleasure.

3.  Hope, belief, faith, all thousands of religions, theologies, philosophies, theories and donuts, all for ITS pleasure.

4.  Opinions, biases, prejudices, likes and dislikes, judgments and conclusions, love or hate high school reunions, all for ITS pleasure.

5.  Physical, mental, emotional needs, wants, desires, entanglements, identities, attachments to people, places, and things, and cheese-in-a-can (Cheez Wiz)  all for ITS pleasure.

AND FINALLY, but not exhaustingly, human’s nonsensical, illogical, irrational, psychotic  and maniacal THINKING that God can’t possibly be doing life (life the way it was, is and will be) for ITS pleasure, just like humans do all things for their pleasure when they can get away with it).

DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE? (first rewrite)

A fish, mountain, and a tree,  woke up and realized they were made of energy.  At that moment the fish, mountain and tree disassembled and disappeared.  The energy that was the fish, mountain and tree lost their form, lost their shape, no longer had a physical identity. The quantity of energy that was the fish, mountain and tree still existed, but they just were no longer in the forms they had been in.  You could name the energy that is every person, place, and thing, God.

It’s a fact, that you (just like fish, mountains and trees) are a quantity of energy in the form of a human.  It’s also a fact that most humans think they are human, yet, they also know that the energy that is being humans eventually stops being humans, loses form,  shape, loses physical identity, BUT still exists.  just no longer in the form of humans, So, while you are yet alive AS a human, you can say, if asked by another human, “What are you?”  You can answer, “I don’t know, but whatever I am, it’s made of a few God particles that we call energy.  All things are made of God particles.  Energy is omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscient, is in, through, roundabout, and is all things, every person, place, and thing, so calling myself a quantity of God particles with attitude, seems rather accurate.

In the beginning, a God particle connected to a few other God particles and gained more intelligence and became conscious of itself (its own beingness, became self-aware, became an energy-body, or form, or spirit, or soul).  Slowly it gained more intelligence until it no longer saw itself as a quantity of individual God particles, but rather, just saw the form, or its body.  Its maturing was like how human energy-forms, self organize and form into a body, where one cell divides and multiplies until a human is born, and then continues to gain intelligence and asks, when two years old, “Hey mom, what am I?”  And she answers, “You’re a bunch of God particles with a personality and attitude, so be nice to your sister because she too is made of God particles, and quit torturing the cat, because it too is made of God particles, and so is your breakfast.  So eat up before it gets cold, and then go pickup your God particle toys, and make sure you put them in the God particle toy box.

God-particle-forms come in all kinds of shapes, sizes, and densities.  Densities can be referred to as dimensions.  There’s a gob of them, probably an infinite number, just as there are an infinite number of God particles wanting to form into flies.  All forms are individual God particles, in form.



God particles, in human form, have individual self-aware minds.  Human minds bug themselves insane with their personal problems.  Most humans think life should happen according to their programmed thinking, according to their imagined needs, wants, desires.  Most human minds are a disaster of nonsensical, illogical and irrational thinking.

I WAS NOT INDOCTRINATED

 I was not indoctrinated.  I knew nothing at birth and I learned nothing.  I did what I did, and life did what it did, and I accepted that.  I did my best to survive.

As I got older, I wondered why I was the way I was, and thought the way I thought, and did what I did.  I knew I didn’t build myself, and that I came with certain feelings, likes and dislikes, also some “knowing” that I didn’t know why I knew them, and some things I was good at, and also didn’t know why I was good at them.  There were things that made me feel bad, and things that made me feel good (not because of upbringing or training, but just being alive).

It was obvious I was built a certain way, by someone or something, but I don’t know why.  I am now seventy-six years old and I still don’t know why I am here, though some of the folks around here who have theories, philosophies or religion say they know why.

Some folks here hurt others and think nothing of it, even laugh, especially when they were in their teens, though a few stopped doing that as they got older.  It seems like morals are inborn.  I know folks that would rather die than lie, cheat, steal, deceive or hurt someone.

So why did something or someone make HUMANS?  Probably for the same reasons humans make kids, and things.  It makes them happy.  They get entertained.  Humans do things for their pleasure just like creation does things for its pleasure.  PERHAPS life has a path for its creations to eventually enjoy the same pleasures LIFE enjoys (after their creations have gone through what life had to go through).  SEEMS REASONABLE.

YOU ARE...

 You are an intelligent-self-aware-individualized portion of life-force-energy having a human experience. 

When your human dies, all that you learned will still be yours.

In the meantime you do what is available to you that you are excited and passionate about to the best of your ability, and keep doing it until you can do it no more, and you have zero assumptions about every outcome and receive them with thankfulness.

You never become attached, entangled, identified, physically, mentally, emotionally to your needs, wants, desires, people, places, things.  You do not use people to be happy.

You have no likes and dislikes, and are inclusive (not exclusive) and you have no opinions, biases, prejudices, judgements and draw no conclusions.

You treat all people, places, and things with love and kindness.  You never force anyone, and never exercise unrighteous dominion.  You are pleasant company, enjoyable to be around, haven’t a care in the world, enjoy all that is life, and cheerfully receive all things with thankfulness.

You do not hate, are not envious, jealous, vain, prideful, haughty, self-serving, selfish, greedy, devious, deceptive, sneaky.  You always tell the truth regardless of consequences.

You are responsible, trustworthy.  Your word is law.

You never get annoyed, irritated, upset, angry, anguished, worried, concerned, stressed, depressed or afraid.

You have no way life must go.  You do your best with what appears in front of you for the joy of doing your best.

LET YOUR AVATAR HAVE SOME FUN

 

 TO EXPERIENCE AND KNOW EVERYTHING YOU MUST BECOME NOTHING.

MYSTICAL EXPERIENCES, WHETHER MENTAL, EMOTIONAL, OR PHYSICAL, ARE ENTERTAINMENT, AND BECAUSE OF FOCUS KEEP YOU FROM BEING EMPTY AND KNOWING LIFE IN FULL.  AND...THE CHASE, THE DESIRE TO KNOW ALL, CAN KEEP YOU FROM BEING ALL.

YOU ARE ALREADY ALL.  THE BLOCKS TO BEING ALL IS FOCUSING ON BEING SOMETHING.  BE NOTHING, AND YOU ARE EVERYTHING.

A young man came to the retreat and knocked on the door and the guru asked him who he is, and the young man  said he is nothing, so the guru asked the young man what he wanted, and the young man said nothing and turned, walked away and disappeared.   The guru smiled and said, “Another has passed the final barrier to being nothing.”

The less you are something and someone the more you are everything and everyone.

When you want for nothing you have everything.

Every need, want, desire reveals a personal mental block that keeps you from experiencing everything.

Once you are nothing and need nothing everything is entertainment (while you also are loving and empathetic to they who are something and need things).

Peace joy bliss ecstasy is the natural state of one without need-want-desire-mental blocks.

You can play and enjoy the game of life for all your worth.  You can engage in, and with, whatever and whoever for the fun of it, with your whole heart, with your whole body, mind, and emotions, for the thrills and chills of it, for the excitement, challenge, adventure and passion of it, HOWEVER, if you get hooked, you’re cooked, for life is a drug, which is why folks come back, again, and again, until they let go and are no more.

Need, want, desire, opinions, biases, judgements, exclusiveness, beliefs, prejudices, philosophies, theories, theologies, beliefs, likes, dislikes, are mental adventures along the path to nothingness and everything.

Let your avatar have some fun.  Don’t be mean to your avatar.  Treat it kindly.  Tell it you understand why it has personal problems.  After all, it only knows its genetic-human nature and what it has learned from its programming, indoctrination, brainwashing and propagandization.  Your avatar lives only to satisfy its needs, wants, and desires.  Mostly it wants to survive, live and be happy.  Your avatar’s world is a small world.  So chill.  Let it have some fun.  Because of your avatar’s inherited genetics and training, it has opinions, biases, prejudices, judgements, philosophies, theories, theologies, beliefs, likes, dislikes, and it is exclusive (not inclusive).  Which means your avatar may get annoyed, irritated, upset, angry causing it to act out in frustration and get all dramatic, throw a hissy fit, tantrum get in a tizzy (like a two-year old) when life doesn’t go according to its programing and training.  
Since your avatar’s mind is programmable, you can train it to think the way you want, which means you can dump all its stupid programming and replace it with less stupid programming, or to have no program whatsoever, which is the best program of all.  You can train your avatar’s mind and make it be at peace, happy, joyful and blissful all the time without it ever having to chase people, places, and things to make itself at peace, happy, joyful and blissful.
YOU CAN TRAIN YOUR AVATAR’S MIND TO HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS YOU HAVE